Chapter 362

what?

Song Yanran only felt that there was a blast in her ear. Jiang Haonan said that he has no relationship with Luo Xiaofu?

Is that true? Or an illusion?

"Song Yanran, I was engaged to Luo Xiaofu just because I was afraid. At that time, you wanted to divorce me, you came back with Arthur's children, and I couldn't take that kind of shock. I want to escape from reality and forget you, so I'm engaged to Lovell.

I think I can forget you and start a new life when I'm engaged to Lovell. In fact, I was completely wrong. Even if I am engaged, the love in my heart still belongs to you.

I know that I have done some wrong things before, which hurt your heart, especially when you come back with little dor, I am too intolerant to you and children. I'm too narrow and cold. I'm sorry. I was engaged to Lovell later. I must have hurt your heart.

Yanran, I'm sorry about all this. When the flood occurs, I have only waves. Waves. Turbulent flood, everywhere can not find you, you can not imagine how much I regret and remorse.

At that time, I saw my heart clearly. In my life, you are the only one I love. Although I'm engaged to Lovell, we don't have a direct relationship. I know it's all my fault. I've failed your feelings and Luo Xiaofu.

I don't believe anyone. I don't want to bow in front of anyone. I'm afraid of injury and shame. This kind of psychology makes me unable to communicate with you in time or open my heart to you. "

Jiang Haonan, such a proud person, has experienced a long change of heart path and fierce psychological struggle. Only after experiencing several painful times, can he summon up his courage and reveal his sincerity and emotion hidden in his heart before Song Yanran.

Once upon a time, Jiang Haonan would rather suffer than show weakness in front of song Yanran. Now, he has the courage to face it, but also has a strong desire to live with song Yanran again and continue to compose their happy life.

In Jiang Haonan's mind, he often comes up with a happy picture of their family together: when the weather is fine, he holds Xueer and song Yanran leads Xiaoran. They can barbecue and play together in the villa.

The servants set up the charcoal fire and baked the food one by one. He and song Yanran can be busy together, turning from time to time to see the two children who are playing.

The sky will be cloudless, the sun will be sunny and warm, the natural fragrance of good grass floating in the air, children's laughter lingering in the ear, song Yanran warm breath around.

Such a life is his life, this is his dream life!

"Song Yanran, I didn't know what I wanted until after the flood. I made a big mistake. I've done a lot of harm to you. You can punish me as much as you want. I just want you to give me a chance to start over. "

Jiang Haonan felt that there was no need to keep anything when facing song Yanran. Self esteem and pride are not important to him now. He just wants song Yanran and just wants song Yanran to come back to him.

In those days without song Yanran, no one knew how he lived like a year, and no one knew his numbness and pain. If you abandon self-esteem and pride, you can let song Yanran come back to him, and he can abandon all these.

In order to return to song Yanran, Jiang Haonan would rather lose his pride in front of song Yanran forever.

Jiang Haonan's words shocked song Yanran. Those words were warm and affectionate, just like a dream. Song Yanran was shocked.

Song Yanran doesn't know how to answer Jiang Haonan. Jiang Haonan's affectionate confession completely subverts her world. She has some indigestion.

Her brain broke down and she just listened foolishly, but she had no voice at all.

"Song Yanran, are you listening?" After Jiang Haonan figured it out, he made this confession. After saying this, he suddenly found that song Yanran had no voice.

He couldn't help worrying. "Song Yanran, song Yanran, are you listening? Or what are you thinking? "

"I'm listening!" Song Yanran knows that she can't be silent any more. She replies to Jiang Haonan. She knows what to say to Jiang Haonan's long speech, but her brain is so confused that she can't express anything.

At this time, a doctor came in to check song Yanran. Song Yanran quickly said to Jiang Haonan, "there is something wrong with me. I'll hang up first." Finish saying, did not wait for Jiang Haonan to speak on that side, song Yan Ran pressed the phone to hang up.

Jiang Haonan held the phone and frowned.

After fierce ideological struggle and self persuasion, he took off the coat of arrogance and indifference, summoned up the courage to express his love to song Yanran, but song Yanran's response gave him a heavy blow.

Song Yanran is not happy, not surprised, not moved. Song Yanran listened to his words, as if basically no mood.

It's like a tiger falling into the sea, roaring and struggling. There was only a ripple on the sea, and then the sea calmed down again, and everything was over and there was no sound.

It's like you give a woman a mansion, hoping that she can jump into your arms with a smile and a cry of surprise. However, the other side is understatement, and there is no sign of happiness at all!Jiang Haonan felt that the most precious thing he could give song Yanran was this love. He even held a heart in front of song Yanran. However, song Yanran did not respond to anything and was indifferent. After saying something, he hung up the phone.

Emma, this is the first time Jiang Haonan has experienced such a setback and hurt his self-esteem!

It seems that song Yanran really does not love him. After listening to his affectionate expression, he can be indifferent!

If a woman wants to change her mind, she is really more indifferent than a man!

Although Jiang Haonan didn't change his mind, he knew what he was if he didn't like a woman. No matter what the other party does or says, he can't be moved! Song Yanran may really like Litang now. She has no feelings for him!

No matter how strong and successful a person is, he will feel inferior in front of true love.

This is what Jiang Haonan felt at this time. The more he thought about it, the less confident he felt that he couldn't do it. He was very depressed. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he and song Yanran were really hopeless.

His heart sank to the bottom of the cold.

Song Yanran doesn't know Jiang Haonan's complex psychological process. She sat on the bed, still remembering what Jiang Haonan had just said.

Jiang Haonan and Luo Xiaofu have really dissolved their marriage! Jiang Haonan has nothing to do with Luo Xiaofu!

It turns out that Jiang Haonan has always loved himself!

Jiang Haonan has always loved himself!

Song Yanran was happy and excited. When the doctor gave her an examination, she asked her some questions about the examination, and she forgot how to answer them.

At this time, it was time for Litang to come back from work to see her.

At a glance, the smart Litang saw the change of song Yanran. Song Yanran's face is red, her eyes are bright, and her mouth is with a trace of smile.

Why is this?

Li Tang is not stupid. He immediately realized that only love can bring such changes to song Yanran, and Jiang Haonan is the only one who can become the protagonist of song Yanran's love.

After so many changes, Litang has become a very tolerant person. He was able to hide his emotions in a special way, and his face rarely showed what he was thinking.

Li Tang felt song Yanran's strangeness, but he did not ask song Yanran what, but pretended to go out. He sent his hand down and checked it. It was easy to find Jiang Haonan. He just called song Yanran and chatted for more than ten minutes. It seems that they talked a lot.

After learning this news, Li Tang's heart had already been stormy, but he was still patient and seemed very calm to return to the ward.

As usual, he accompanied song Yanran to do all kinds of inspection, then washed the fruit and poured water for song Yanran.

"Yanran, what would you like to have for lunch today?" Li Tang took the fruit to the song Yanran juicing, asked at the same time.

"Oh, anything." Song Yanran is still in the great surprise Jiang Haonan brought to her just now. She has been pondering Jiang Haonan's words in her heart, and her mind has not followed Litang's problems.

Li Tang looked at Song Yan Ran's absent-minded appearance, filled with jealousy in his heart. Is Jiang Haonan so important in Song Yanran's heart? Does Jiang Haonan's phone call have such a big impact on song Yanran?

Take a look at Song Yanran's present appearance, Jiang Haonan's telephone must be expressing feelings with song Yanran, it can't be a fight!

Jiang Haonan wants to recover song Yanran!

At the thought of this possibility, Litang hated to clench his fist.

No, he must find a way to take song Yanran away. If song Yanran and Jiang Haonan meet, it is estimated that he will never have any chance again!

Li Tang called to the nurse, let the nurse accompany song Yanran to walk in the ward a few times, which is also exercise. .

while he himself sat on the sofa and looked at Song Yanran, with the phone in his hand and constantly sending wechat. After a long time, he finally finished preparing to leave the work, song Yanran also completed the walking exercise.

During this period, Litang did not leave song Yanran's ward, and accompanied song Yanran all the time. He can't give song Yanran any chance to contact Jiang Haonan.

Song Yanran's affection for Jiang Haonan is as deep as he can be. A phone call from Jiang Haonan can arouse all the emotions of song Yanran. If you make another phone call, you can hook song Yanran's soul completely.

Litang ordered a takeout for two and ate it with song Yanran. But when they ate, Litang was always restless and obviously upset, and ate very little.

"What's wrong with you? Is there any discomfort? " Song Yanran felt that there was something wrong with Litang.

Li Tang looked at Song Yanran with a smile, but it was also a stiff smile, "I don't feel uncomfortable, it's OK."

Song Yanran seldom heard Li Tang sigh. She knew something must have happened. Immediately put down the chopsticks, frowned and asked Litang seriously: "what's the matter? What is it? "

Li Tang also put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked at Song Yanran anxiously and said in a low voice, "Yanran, you need to have some psychological preparation first. You are still sick. I didn't want to tell you this."

Song Yanran only felt that the whole person was shocked!Psychological preparation, what does this mean?!