During the period when Yin yingniang lived in the Song family, she hardly took three steps out of the room. She was in the room except for bathing and eating.
It was obvious that she lived in the same family, but Yin Qiqi felt that Yin yingniang had never been in their family.
Yin Qiqi said: "mother, shouldn't she go back with you? I didn't plan to let them come to my house in the first place. "
Yin's mother took Yin Qiqi's hand and comforted her: "Qiqi, I know you have a problem with yingniang in your heart, but no matter how you say it, you are sisters after all. Yingniang's character is not good, I didn't teach you well..."
"Niang, don't always say that. You are so nice, but the elder sister's character is so bad. It's her own fault. She can't figure it out. No wonder you. "
"After all, I like to get along with you when I come to Qiying's home, don't I?"
Yin Qiqi didn't speak. He thought Xu Dacheng would be lazy when he came to their house, but he followed Ren Han diligently every day and didn't complain.
For the sake of Xu Dacheng's diligence, he can really make a slight change.
Don't want to let Yin's mother worry about her and Yin yingniang, she nodded, came to the door of Yin yingniang's room, knocked on the door, said: "elder sister, it's me, I have something to talk to you."
"Come in." Yin yingniang's languid voice came from the door.
Yin Qiqi pushed the door open and went in.
Yin yingniang put the sleeping child down from the bed and looked straight at Yin Qiqi, with an appearance of waiting for Yin Qiqi to speak.
Yin Qiqi went in and told her what she was going back.
After hearing this, Yin yingniang said, "I can't make a decision about this. When Dacheng comes back and asks for his opinions, I'll give you a reply."
The other party clearly came to the house to borrow, and it was reasonable for Yin Qiqi to let them go back. But when she heard what Yin yingniang said, she felt that she had come to borrow.
I was in a bad mood.
Fanqiyin turned to talk with yinniang, but she didn't want to say anything good.
"Seven seven, do you hate me very much?" Yin yingniang asked suddenly.
Yin Qiqi stopped and looked back at her.
Yin yingniang said, "I can see the disgust in your eyes."
She was so straightforward that Yin Qiqi suddenly didn't know what to say.
The disgust is obvious, Yin yingniang is not stupid, should be able to see.
Yin Qiqi was the same. She was very clear, but when asked directly, she didn't know how to reply.
It's better to make friends with others than to make friends with others.
Yin yingniang was not her elder sister, but Yin Qiqi, who had lived in the last days, knew that one more friend could help her in times of crisis.
Yin yingniang was not in a hurry to speak. She lowered her head and stroked the child's sleeping face with dim eyes.
"Do you remember when we were children fighting for half a steamed bread? At that time, you and I fought for the steamed bread, but I couldn't fight for you. I hit you on the back of the head with a stone, and the blood came out of the back of your head. "
Yin Qiqi found the memory of his childhood in the memory of the original owner, and gently jaw his head.
"I'm afraid of poverty." Yin yingniang lowered her head and said to herself.
It seemed that Qi Yin was saying this to himself.
Yin yingniang continued: "since we were young, our family had not enough food and clothing. We were looked at everywhere. In Qingshui village, our family was the poorest. See others holding delicious food in their hands and wearing nice clothes. Every time I see them, I envy them. I want to play with them, but I am always despised. Do you still remember? When we were very young, my grandmother brought people to our house and gave our three sisters to others as child brides. "
"Every time grandma brings people to the door, I'm looking forward to it, waiting for my mother to nod her head and send us all away. As long as you go to someone else's home, no matter how hard it is, you can have a good meal and a less patched dress. But Niang is not willing to nod every time. She just wants to keep us around. What does she want? "
Yin yingniang looked up with jealousy in her eyes.
"Since then, I have hated my mother. It was her fault that made our life so bitter and my character so indifferent."
"So you hate your mother, not us?" Yin Qiqi asked.
"You have the same fate as me. Why should I hate you? I just can't figure out why you can be so nice to her? I hate her, so I will never go home to see her after I get married. Even if the Xu family is down, I don't want to go back as a beggar. So that I don't want to live the hard life before. " With that, Yin yingniang held her fist tightly.
Yin Qiqi frowned and asked, "can your snow spirit be my daughter?"
Yin Qiqi didn't answer the question. When Yin yingniang heard her words, she moved her hand and looked at her in surprise.
"Half a year after your marriage, you have another treasure. Why do you want Xueling to be your daughter?"
"Xueling is very obedient. She doesn't cry, fight or rob at a young age. I've never seen that child as good as her. Although our family already has a treasure, but a treasure is not my own, not to mention he is a boy. I always want a girl. Xueling is so good. You are not in good health now. I don't know how many years it will take to recover. You can't do anything. Although his brother-in-law looks reliable, if he has fewer children, he will bear less burden, and he should be willing to adopt Xueling to us. "Yin Qiqi thought deeply.
Yin yingniang's face changed, and she refused: "July 7, our life is hard now, but the child is still affordable. You don't need to care. If you want a girl, work hard with Wen Qing."
"Elder sister, aren't you afraid that your child will resent you for not having enough food and clothing, and won't go back to your mother's house to see you after getting married?" Yin Qiqi asked.
Yin yingniang was stunned and looked at her in amazement.
The corners of Yin Qiqi's mouth rose slightly, "I have everything here, and I can eat, live, and dress as well as the rich family. Besides, there is a gentleman who teaches Xueling to read. It's not that some people say that women are talented or virtuous, but I don't have that statement here. I treat boys and girls alike. It's good for you and for her to adopt Xueling to me. Perhaps, when Xueling grows up, I will appreciate you for passing her on to me. "
"I know you are good, but Xueling is also my child. I..."
Before he finished, Yin Qiqi could guess what it was.
The corners of her mouth rose slightly. When she brought Yin yingniang back from the outside, the children would follow her.
Life is so hard, but also willing to stay with their children, it is because reluctant.
It is because of reluctant, so even if the adoption to the sister are not willing.