Chapter 279

But Xiao Xinyan can see that his heart is hurt.

Even if this man always makes himself look casual and heartless, how can it be When you are hurt by someone who has the closest blood relationship with you, can you really feel like nothing happened?

A lot of the calmness on the surface is just an act of self.

Xiao Xinyan finds that Seeing him like this, her heart is really distressed.

On the one hand, she really began to care about him, on the other hand, it was also because She can feel it.

because she as like as two peas in Li Youting's home.

He shook his head and seemed to have lost his strength to speak.

Xiao Xinyan did not ask what, but quietly squatted on his side, and then waiting for Xiao Xu to bring in the medicine box.

"Or I'll call Dr. Wei? Let him look at the wound again for you? " Xiao Xu also thinks that the wound is too serious, so he makes the same proposal as Xiao Xinyan.

But Li Youting kept silent and lowered his head. His thick eyelashes hung slightly, which made his look more indescribable.

Xiao Xinyan said: "you go and ask people to prepare some food. I'll bandage his wound."

"Good..." Xiao Xu takes a worried look at Li Youting, but finally he walks out of the study.

The study becomes particularly quiet, Xiao Xin Yan did not go to break this silence, the whole study is only some of her help him deal with the wound will be issued when the sound.

"You should bear it. It should hurt..." Xiao Xin Yan helped him deal with the wound, and now he had to apply medicine to his wound.

This kind of medicine is irritant, especially when it comes into contact with this kind of skin splitting wound, it will magnify the pain many times.

Xiao Xinyan thought that when the medicine touched his palm, he would have a little reaction, but But he sat there motionless, as if it was not him who was being bandaged at the moment.

And the more he is like this, Xiao Xin Yan's heart is more uncomfortable: "if it really hurts, you don't have to let yourself bear it."

"No matter how painful it is, there is no pain in the heart." Li Youting finally said the first sentence in a hoarse voice.

Xiao Xin Yan raised her eyes and looked at him painfully. Then she lowered her eyes and wrapped the gauze around his palm: "he said something ugly to you again?"

"Every time When your father spoke evil words to you, you didn't feel well, did you Li Youting didn't answer her question. Instead, he gave her a question.

Xiao Xinyan helped her wrap the gauze for a little while, but soon, she helped him wrap the gauze with ease: "if you want to tell the truth It's really hard. Behind every pretense of indifference, there is endless bitterness. Sometimes I will complain about the unfairness of fate, why I'm the one my family doesn't like to see? "

"Sometimes, when I walk on the street and see other people walking and chatting happily, I will envy them very much. Then I will think in my heart that growing up in such a family atmosphere, people will be more kind and loving, right?"

Xiao Xinyan has already bandaged the wound for him now. She will put away the things used for bandaging little by little, and then put the medicine box on the table.

She turned her head and noticed the carving knife left at Li Youting's feet.

"This knife is full of blood. Let me throw it for you." Then she bent down to pick up the carving knife.

But Li Youting stopped her: "don't throw Wash it for me and put it back on the table

Xiao Xinyan didn't ask much about the significance of this carving knife to him, which is worth his staying.

However, when she helped him clean the carving knife and brought it back, Li Youting took the initiative to explain to her: "this carving knife It's probably the only toy I've ever had since I was a kid. "

The only toy?

But just a boring carving knife?

Xiao Xin Yan suddenly feels that the carving knife in her hand has become quite heavy. She looks at Li Youting suspiciously, waiting for him to continue.

"I didn't enjoy the same rich and interesting childhood as other boys. Li Zirui has a whole room full of toys, but my room But it's empty. This carving knife was awarded to me by my teacher for my good performance in a carving experience activity organized by my school. "

"For children of that age, it is estimated that no one will like boring sculpture, or even boring sculpture? But I feel like it inexplicably, because every time I carve, I can make my heart calm down. It was this carving knife that accompanied me through countless difficult years. Every time I want to vent and fight for myself, I will quickly hide back to my room and calm my heart with carving. "

Just listening to Li Youting's description of the past, Xiao Xinyan can figure it out. He is stubborn and sad, hiding in the room, relying on sculpture to calm his mood.That's really a A heartbreaking picture.

Xiao Xinyan put the carving knife back on the table and bent his lips: "no wonder you can't bear to throw it away. It turns out that It's also one of your little friends, who has accompanied you through countless days and nights. "

"Well..." Li Youting stares at the carving knife on the table for a while, and then realizes that it's still working time. Xiao Xinyan shouldn't be here.

So he asked, "how did you come back? Is it Xiao Xu who informs you again? "

Xiao Xinyan sat down on the sofa opposite him. After a long struggle in her heart, she finally asked, "sorry about the video Why didn't you tell me? "

Li Youting's body suddenly froze. As expected I still know.

"It's something I wanted to do for you unilaterally, so I didn't tell you." Li Youting soon gave a light answer.

"But you are hurt because of this! Your father came to you today because of this apology video, right Xiao Xin's face frowned slightly. She always felt that she was I owe Li Youting another big favor.

Especially when she saw his hand wrapped like zongzi, all kinds of complicated emotions would surge up in her heart.

"Don't think about it. I'll get hurt A bigger reason is the deep-rooted estrangement between me and him. " Li Youting's head is still clearly echoing, Li Qingyan's vicious and cruel words.