Chapter 317

The last time she took contraceptives, Li Youting knew about it, and he was so angry with her.

She can't decide whether to leave the child or not on her own.

No matter what attitude Li Youting has towards the child, she should follow Li Youting first.

So she planned to tell Li Youting that she was pregnant when Li Youting came back.

However, before that, Xiao Xinyan still made a phone call to Gu Nanxiang to inquire about Gu Nanxiang's meaning.

"What's the matter?" Gu Nanxiang asked.

Xiao Xin Yan looked down at his toes for a long time, and then said, "Nanxiang I'm pregnant

This news let Gu Nanxiang on the other end of the phone slightly stunned, but soon Gu Nanxiang said with a smile: "this is good news, then congratulations, you will soon be promoted to a mother."

"But you know, I don't have the confidence and assurance to build a perfect and happy family for this child."

After a little pause, Xiao Xinyan continued helplessly: "maybe it's because I grew up in such a fragmented environment that I have no way to have a full sense of security in my marriage. I know this kind of idea is not good. Li Youting is good to me, but I don't know how to be content, but I still feel worried about gain and loss. Maybe women just like to think about it... "

"What's the point? You said that when I was pregnant, how miserable I was at that time In the end, I'm going to be born every year. "

Gu Nanxiang sent out a general smile of self mockery, and then went on to say: "even if later you will face a lot of unknowns, but as long as you have a love in your heart, it will support you to go on."

Gu Zhi hasn't seen it until now.

Tomorrow night is Nie yun'er's father's birthday party. She can't see him until the end of the party.

Through Gu Nanxiang's words, Xiao Xinyan only thinks that Gu Nanxiang is different from before.

She was very pleased to say: "Nanxiang, now you are really good, I can feel your happiness from your tone."

"Xin Yan, believe me, you won't regret giving birth to this child. Maybe you can't give him all the best things in the world, but he will bring you full happiness. "

Although it is very tiring to take care of a child, and her career is almost impacted and influenced by years, it can not be denied that years bring her happiness and happiness.

After Gu Nanxiang's words, Xiao Xinyan's lips overflow with a smile of love.

She unconsciously raised her hand and stroked her flat abdomen.

It's really amazing that there is a little life in her stomach now

"Well, I see. I don't think I have any reason to give up this child... " Since the child chose to come into her life, what cruel reason did she have to give up the child?

In the evening, Xiao Xinyan just walked out of the building of TK group and unexpectedly saw Xiao Xu waving to her in the car.

Xiao Xin Yan smiles at him, then walks towards the car with her feet, and sits in the back seat.

The vehicle starts slowly, drives into the driveway, and goes through the streets of the city.

Xiao Xu glanced at Xiao Xinyan's face in the rear mirror. He always felt that Xiao Xinyan had something on his mind: "little grandma, what are you thinking about?"

"By the way, Xiao Xu, I never seem to have heard you mention your parents?" Xiao Xinyan suddenly thought of this problem, so she took the initiative to talk about this topic.

Mentioned here, a trace of bitterness and pain flashed through Xiao Xu's eyes.

However, his tone of speaking was still casual: "I was taken back from the orphanage by the Li family."

Finding this topic a little heavy, Xiao Xinyan said with some regret, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were..."

But Xiaoxu laughed with disapproval: "what's wrong with this? In fact, I went to the orphanage to inquire about it. The director of the orphanage told me that my parents should still be alive, but they didn't want me. I was left at the gate of the orphanage on a rainy day. "

Xiao Xinyan never knew about Xu's life experience. When she heard Xu say that, she didn't know how to answer.

Xiao Xu peeps through the rear mirror and looks at Xiao Xinyan. The corner of his mouth still has the same radian: "if you want me to say, people like my parents are really irresponsible. Since pregnant with me, since I was born, why abandon me? Compared with such cruel treatment, I hope they will not let me come to this world from the beginning. "

Hearing Xiao Xu say so, Xiao Xin Yan's hand unconsciously touched his belly.

If she decides to give birth to the child in her belly, she must be responsible for the child in the end, instead of abandoning him after giving birth to him. This result is indeed more cruel."So I can understand the young master's attitude towards his mother. The young master's mother left without hesitation after giving birth to him. Others say that his mother left contentedly after taking a lot of money. Young master, he has always been very exclusive of his mother, even never willing to have his own birthday, because he feels that his birth is not blessed, and no one is happy about it. "

Perhaps because of the heavy topic, the atmosphere in the carriage became dignified.

Xiao Xu rarely said such words, and he soon realized that today is a special day, he can't destroy Xiao Xinyan's mood.

So he immediately said, "look at me, how suddenly I talked to you about this."

Then he turned on the radio in the car and said, "let's listen to the radio."

Xiao Xinyan didn't say anything more, just gave Xiao Xu a smile.

The vehicle continues to drive on the road, Xiaoxu will have a chat with Xiao Xinyan later.

Unconsciously, they arrive at their destination, and Xiao Xinyan realizes that their car seems to be parked in a more remote and quiet place.

There are no tall buildings around, but there are dense trees.

"Granny, it's here. You can get off now."

Xiao Xinyan with confusion, pushed open the door and walked out of the car.

She looked around for a while and found that the place in front of her was similar to a manor.