Chapter 515

From just now on, Li Youting seemed to be speechless. He refused to say a word, but he was just stunned, staring at the door in front of him.

It's like, he's staring so intently that his mother can walk out of it alive.

Looking at such Li Youting, Xiao Xinyan feels distressed from the bottom of her heart.

Aunt Jin's death also made her feel as if her heart had been gouged out with a knife.

But she can't be heartbroken now. She has to take care of and comfort Li Youting.

Then, she slowly squatted down in front of Li Youting, and then grabbed his hands: "you Ting, don't be too sad. I think, mom must also Don't want to see you so sad, she always said, want to see a happy you

"How can she say such a thing?" After so long silence, Li Youting was finally willing to speak.

His voice was a little low and hoarse.

"Didn't she leave me? Didn't she want me? Why should such an irresponsible person say such a thing? My happiness, with her there are half a cent relationship! Does she care? "

Li Youting was biting his teeth, then he suddenly dropped his head in grief, and his eyelashes trembled violently.

The thick and slender eyelashes blocked his ruddy eyes, but could not stop the heartbreak and sadness flowing from his eyes.

"Didn't she say she wanted my forgiveness? But now How did she leave before I could forgive her? " Li Youting could not bear the sour feeling in his eyes, pretended to sneer carelessly: "this woman's words, as expected, have never been credible!"

"Again I've broken my promise. "

Xiao Xinyan listen to Li Youting say these words, floating in her mind, is the gold aunt to her about those past.

At this moment, maybe it's time for Li Youting to know the truth.

Although After Li Youting knows the truth, he may be especially remorseful and sad.

But At least, Li Youting will know that his mother loves him to the extreme.

Besides, aunt Jin has passed away, and she should be forgiven by Li Youting instead of carrying on those grievances.

Therefore, after thinking about it from the bottom of her heart, Xiao Xinyan decided to tell Li Youting the truth: "Youting, there's something I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier. "

"Now I especially regret it. Maybe I shouldn't have promised my mother to help her hide If you had known that earlier, you would not have been so sorry. "

Li Youting slowly raised his head and looked at her suspiciously: "what?"

"Ma left you in Li's family in those years. She had a hard time..."

Li Youting frowned slightly, his lips moved, but he didn't send out a syllable.

"You know, Ma is just a maid of the Li family. And what happened to her and your father was a shame to your father. After she was pregnant, your father was very strong in asking her to beat you up. "

"But for mom, it's a life and her first child. Where is she willing? But if your father really wants to take the baby out of her womb, mom can't resist. "

"So She took the initiative to negotiate with your father. Her condition is to let her give birth to a child, and she will leave, far away from your life, will not let anyone know her existence, and will not use this child as a bargaining chip to threaten your father. "

When Li Youting heard the back, he looked more sad.

His hand on the armrest of the wheelchair, a little bit of increased strength, the veins on the back of the hand are shown.

It turns out that There's a real problem.

And he has been stubborn, regard her as an irresponsible mother.

Even, in the case of her physical discomfort, ruthlessly threw her to the sanatorium.

Now, Li Youting really wanted to slap himself hard!

At that time, why couldn't he pretend he didn't know? Why can't you pretend she's just aunt Kim, not his mother? Why can't we just pretend that nothing has happened and not go through the old accounts?

However, it seems a little redundant and ridiculous to make these assumptions now.

If it wasn't for his decision, she might That would not have happened.

"Another reason why she put you in the Li family is that she thought your father would treat you well and make you live well. I didn't expect You live such a miserable life in the Li family. "

"She said she regretted it. If I had known that, she would have taken you to live far away. Even so, you can't live a rich life, but at least she can bring you maternal love and warmth. "

The gold aunt once said these words retell, Xiao Xin Yan can still remember, gold aunt said these words, that regretful look.

She said as she shed tears.

Although aunt Jin is suffering from cancer, her life is not long, and she is psychologically prepared to hear the news of aunt Jin's death one day.But she really didn't expect that Aunt Jin would die of falling into the water

But it must not be that simple.

Aunt Jin is not so careless. Besides, she knows that once she falls ill, she will faint. How can she go to such a dangerous place?

Li Youting closed his eyes painfully: "why does she Won't you tell me that? Why "No?"

"I've always wanted to tell you about it, but she won't let me. Mom, she said I don't want to add trouble to your life, and I don't want to make waves in your life again. Once you know these difficulties, you will recognize her as a mother, and then If you are made an article by someone who has a heart, you will be laughed by more people because of her mother. "

Hearing this, Li Youting felt that his heart was in severe pain.

And this pain, spread to his viscera, let him pain almost can't breathe.

What he replays in his mind is what he did to Jin Shuya.

In front of her, he burned the only picture of him that she kept.

This burning, also equivalent to burning her last thought.

He didn't see it. She was disappointed when she saw it burned down.

However, at that time, he only felt that this woman could really act.

If a picture is precious, how can we abandon him at the beginning?

Is he not as good as a picture?

Not only that, he said a lot that day, enough to let her down.

Now think about it, which of those words doesn't look like a blade? It can stab people's heart black and blue