Gu Nanxiang can see the pain in his eyes, which is a kind of pain that can no longer be hidden.
But So what?
Is she going to ruin his future?
If he gives up what he is now and is with her, then His future will only be difficult.
She was even more despised by his grandfather and ridiculed and belittled by his uncle. Just thinking of this, she felt very sad.
When you really love a person, you don't want to have a result with him, but hope that he can live well in the place you can see.
Gu Nanxiang now, is such a simple wish.
So, she looked at him indifferently: "after the divorce? Is it difficult to Do you want to make up for me? "
"Gu Nanxiang, over the years, I have never forgotten you. After meeting you again a few months ago, the love and missing that I have been pressing at the bottom of my heart is like a tide, engulfing me. "
"In the past few months, almost every day, I will condemn myself in my heart. I feel guilty, I regret, even It's going to crash. I hate my irresponsible self. Because of that irresponsible self, I hurt you and Nie Yuner. "
He is willing to say such words to her, in fact, Gu Nanxiang's heart has not so hate.
However, in order to let Pei Qiyan cut off the idea of divorce, she can only put on a cold and incomparable appearance.
"Then go on being irresponsible. Pei Qiyan, it's too late for you to say that to me at this time. It's too late for you to think about being responsible. Besides, I'm not your responsibility anymore. "
Pei Qiyan frowned. Just as he wanted to say something, Gu Nanxiang opened his mouth again.
Her eyes, not for a moment, fell on his handsome face: "I and Wei Yan, have been together. From now on, I will follow you every year It's his responsibility. "
Gu Nanxiang's decision made Pei Qiyan a little surprised. At the first time, he didn't even know how to react.
Probably because he never thought that there would be other men in Gu Nanxiang's life.
After a few pains in his heart, he grabbed Gu Nanxiang's wrist: "do you love him? Gu Nanxiang, you don't love him. Why are you with him? You said that just to push me away, right? You came to me today to persuade me not to divorce, right? "
Gu Nan Xiang impatiently threw his hand away directly, also dyed a bit sullen between eyebrows and eyes.
"Pei Qiyan, can you stop feeling good about yourself? I don't love a gentle gentleman like Wei Yan. Can I love a man like you who may leave me at any time? Besides, I really want to push you away because I don't want you to delay me any more! "
Gu Nanxiang's words are rather ugly.
It's like a sharp knife, accurate and incomparable in Pei Qiyan's soft heart, fell a knife.
The knife rose and fell, bleeding his heart.
For her, it has become a kind of delay for him to go to her again now?
So If he appeared in her life again, I'm afraid it would be a kind of disturbance, right?
Or, to put it more bluntly, she hoped that he would completely get out of her life.
Pei Qiyan, who was stabbed so hard in his heart, suddenly didn't know what to say.
"So don't divorce. What about divorce? I can't forgive you since you decided to leave me. You'd better cherish a woman like Nie Yuner who loves you and never leaves you. "
After saying these words, Gu Nanxiang bypassed Pei Qiyan and prepared to leave.
Pei Qiyan suddenly opened his mouth after she took two or three steps: "what you just said Is it all true? "
Two people stand back to back, no one can see whose expression.
Especially Pei Qiyan, he can't see Gu Nanxiang's ruddy eyes, and his hands are very tight.
After she was sure that she had adjusted her mood and that there would be no flaw in her voice, she said, "yes, it's all true. Ever since I met you again You have brought a lot of waves to my life. Really, I don't want to deal with trouble any more, so please Don't bring these troubles to me any more. "
"If you really feel ashamed of me, your not disturbing is what you can do and what I am most grateful for."
After that, she didn't make any pause or listen to Pei Qiyan. Instead, she left quickly.
When she left, she thought: Pei Qiyan, don't do stupid things It's not easy for you to get what you are now. There's no need to give up everything for me every year. I don't want to make your life difficult
Pei Qiyan didn't chase after him, but stood in the same place for a long time, letting the pain of his heart spread to his internal organs."When I want to go back, you are not waiting for me in the same place Is that right? " Pei Qiyan dropped his eyes and said to himself in a very low and hoarse voice.
A long time ago, he watched a sad movie with Gu Nanxiang. The hero and heroine in the movie missed it.
He asked her at that time: "Nanxiang, if one day, in our relationship, I also lost my way, would you wait for me in the same place? Will you give me time to find my way back? "
"There's no need to make such a hypothesis at all," she said at that time! Because we'll never be apart. "
"I mean if Isn't there a lot of accidents in this world? " Pei Qiyan still wants to hear her answer.
Gu Nanxiang thought carefully, and then said: "don't worry, how can I have the heart to leave you alone? A boring and uninteresting man like you, besides me, who else would like to? So, I will wait for you in place. But Don't come too late. I'm afraid a better man will show up and take me away
Unexpectedly, many years later, this sentence has come true.
He came too late after all, so She's gone with a better man.
After Gu Nanxiang walked out of Zhongxing entertainment building, she was a little unsteady.
Parked in the side of the vehicle, Wei Yan will her action and look, all see clearly.
He could not help saying: "you are still I really care about this man. In front of him, you camouflage is very strong, but oneself a person silently other sad swallow