He didn't know why fate had to give him such a big problem.
Before that, he always felt that to love someone is to love. He can be fearless.
Now, however, a bloody truth makes him flinch from this feeling.
One side is the girl he likes, the other side is the father who once loved him very much and had a close blood relationship with him!
He didn't know how to choose
No matter how you choose, it will hurt one of them.
If he chooses to stay with mu Xiaoran, he will hurt the whole family.
If he chooses to have no relationship with mu Xiaoran, he will hurt his favorite mu Xiaoran.
He closed his eyes in agony and hugged his head.
Next to the bell, ring again and again, again and again return to calm.
After ringing almost seven or eight times, mu Xiaoran no longer called, but sent him a text message.
After hearing the note, Nan Haoyang slowly reaches out his hand and takes the mobile phone.
To tell you the truth, he really does not dare to read these messages now. He is afraid that he will feel worse after reading these messages.
But because it was mu Xiaoran, he still wanted to see what messages she had sent him.
Nan Haoyang opened wechat and looked at the message mu Xiaoran sent him.
"Why don't you answer the phone? Are you ok? "
"Does my family not agree that you are with me? Don't put too much pressure on yourself. "
"There are some things we can face together."
"As you said, from now on, we will be grasshoppers on the same rope. I, a grasshopper, will never leave you."
"You must be busy, aren't you? That's why you're not answering my phone? "
"You don't have to call me back when you see a missed call. I don't have anything important. I just want to know if you are OK. "
"Just let me know if you're OK."
"Well, first of all, I have to attend a meeting related to photography. I'm waiting for your news. Oh, love you."
Nan Haoyang read these messages over and over again.
The more you look at it, the more it looks like there are countless ants gnawing at it, which makes his heart full of pain.
Nan Haoyang's eyes were instantly moist: "this dead girl, at this time, you are still thinking about my life..."
"I'm sorry, I'm not even qualified to reply to you. Xiaoran, the promise I gave you at the beginning is impossible after all I'm an asshole! I'm a complete jerk! Asshole
Because of this, Nan Haoyang's mood is extremely irritable. He calls Xi Yinshen and asks him to go to the club.
Xi Yinshen sat on the sofa, looking at such Nan Haoyang with a puzzled face.
Nan Haoyang is wearing a tight sports suit. He stares at the sandbags in front of him fiercely, and then punches them one after another.
"Come on, don't fight!" Seeing that he was still waving his fist, Xi Yinshen immediately walked towards Nan Haoyang, and then grabbed Nan Haoyang's arm.
If you go on fighting like this, even if it's an iron body, it will collapse!
The heating was on in the house, but it wasn't very high, but Nan Haoyang was soaked through.
After stopping, Nan Haoyang's legs softened and he almost didn't stand firm. Fortunately, Xi Yinshen helped him.
Xi Yinshen has known Nan Haoyang for so many years. In his mind, Nan Haoyang has always been an optimistic and cheerful person.
He has never seen such Nan Haoyang, the whole person so haggard, so lonely, and a little absent-minded.
"What's the matter? There's something really wrong with you today Xi Yinshen grabs his arm and drags Nan Haoyang to the side of the sofa with great effort.
He pressed Nan Haoyang's shoulder and let him sit down.
He quickly handed a glass of water to Nan Haoyang: "drink some water quickly."
Nan Haoyang did not take the water cup from his hand, but looked at the table in front of him with a sad face. His eyes felt out of focus.
The whole person is like a walking corpse without life.
"You speak! If you keep silent like this, I'll go away! " Xi Yinshen doesn't want to face a silent robot.
"Me and mu Xiaoran It's over. " Nan Haoyang said this at the moment when Xi Yinshen was ready to stand up.
Although there were only a few words, Xi Yinshen recognized his heartache.
He just felt a little incredible: "what? How come it's over? Didn't you tell me a few days ago that you wanted to take her back to see her parents? What, your family is not satisfied? In principle, it shouldn't be. ""Mu Xiaoran has a serious job and is a progressive girl. And I'm a good person. I think the family conditions match you well, right Xi Yinshen didn't understand.
"Yes I don't think there will be any problem. But life, everywhere in to give you a surprise, so that you can't prevent. " Nan Haoyang gently pulled his lips and laughed bitterly and mockingly.
"Don't give me these words! Tell me directly in vernacular! What's going on? " Xi Yinshen was a little worried.
"Do you believe it? Mu Xiaoran's father Killed my father. In other words, she and I have a hatred of killing our father. This hatred is very strong, and it will become a gap between me and her Nan Hao said without expression.
People's heart in pain to a certain extent, there will be no pain.
At the moment, he is numb with pain.
After hearing his words, Xi Yinshen was also surprised. He couldn't speak for a long time.
Because such a thing is too dramatic.
Xi Yinshen sighed, but he didn't know what to say.
"She sent me a lot of messages and I want to reply I also want to know how she's been these two days. But I can't do it, and it doesn't make any sense. " When Nan Haoyang said these words, he was stifling his emotions.
Xi Yinshen saw his pain and suffering at a glance.
"I can't ignore this hatred I can't choose to make my family sad and selfishly fulfill my love. Besides, after learning the truth, I can't be with mu Xiaoran in peace of mind. "
"But leave her like this I really feel like an asshole! A complete jerk Nan Haoyang blames himself for grabbing his hair and making it messy.