"Promise? Where are you? " Xiao Xu looked around in bewilderment.
Where can the promise go?
Just when he was puzzled about this, Yu Guang noticed that there seemed to be a figure beside the street lamp.
Instead of calling the name of the promise, Xiao Xu lightened his steps and walked slowly towards the street lamp.
When he got close to the street lamp, he really saw the promise of squatting next to it.
She is drooping her head and burying her whole head between her knees, and she is still holding her knees, and her whole body is still shaking. It seems that the whole person has been stimulated.
When Xiao Xu saw such a promise again, he didn't know what to say.
He didn't even know what was the reason for the promise.
He slowly raised his hand, and carefully touched the shoulder of promise: "promise?"
At the moment when Xiao Xu suddenly touched her shoulder, the promise was like an electric shock. With great reaction, she opened Xiao Xu's hand: "don't touch me! Don't touch me. Go away
For the promise of such fierce words and deeds, Xiao Xu was really surprised. He mumbled a few times, but for a moment he didn't know what he could say.
He slowly squatted on the side of the promise, trying to put his voice to the lowest level: "promise, is it me? I'm Xiao Xu. What's the matter with you? Can you tell me what's wrong with you? I'll be worried if you don't say anything, you know? "
"Don't touch me! Don't touch me! Please, let me go Promise didn't listen to what Xu said, but began to shake his head in pain.
After she had said this, she suddenly stood up and looked at her panic, as if she was planning to run away.
With such a state of mind as he promised, how could he trust her to escape alone?
A state of mind like her is the most vulnerable.
So, Xu a will be ready to run away promise, to drag into his arms.
The brain of promise is now filled with the memories of the past. As a result, she can't distinguish who is in front of her eyes.
When Xiao Xu touched her at this time, her whole nerves became more tense, and she immediately began to lose control and struggle: "don't touch me! You let me go! Let go
"Don't be afraid, it's me! Promise, it's me! Xu! Don't you even recognize me? " Xiao Xu has no idea what this is. He only knows that he has to hold the promise.
Even at this moment, her hands are very hard to hit him. When she struggled but couldn't break away, she even bit Xu's shoulder.
It's winter in a city, but it's still very warm in T city.
Therefore, Xiao Xu is only wearing a thin dress now.
When he was promised to bite so hard, all he felt was pain in his flesh.
Soon, his shoulder was bleeding.
It was the pungent smell of blood, as well as the smell of blood left between her lips and teeth, that brought back her thoughts of collapse and despair.
At that moment, he realized how ridiculous he had done.
She slowly released Xu's shoulder, and looked up at him.
She noticed that there was a layer of sweat on Xu's forehead.
Is it very painful to be bitten by her?
How hard did he have to work to stop himself crying in pain?
However, in the situation of losing control just now, she really couldn't control herself.
Memories of the past, like ferocious beasts in general, towards her fierce attack, the moment will be her reason to swallow up.
Hearing the girl's cry for help, she couldn't help remembering that terrible memory.
She thought that after so many years, she should have forgotten about it.
Unexpectedly, this memory is still so unforgettable, or will trigger.
When this memory suddenly came, she really had no resistance.
"Xiao, Xiao Xu..." Promise to look at such small Xu, heart immediately hurt up, she even indirectly hurt small Xu.
"Promise, are you ok? Do you recognize who I am? " Xiao Xu's worried eyes swept her face back and forth.
Hearing her calling out her name, the stone in Xiao Xu's heart could be put down a little.
"Sorry, I bit you. Did I hit you just now? do you have any pain? Did you hurt anything? " Promise to start nervous want to see Xiaoxu body injury.
But Xiao Xu suddenly grabbed her wrist. He looked at her and became serious."Or don't you want me to ask? What happened to you and why did you suddenly lose control just now? You still can't say that, can you? " Xiao Xu wants to understand these, really just because of heartache.
He wanted to know what kind of trauma was in her heart.
Only in this way can he find a way to cure her heart.
In his opinion, if there is a wound in his heart, he should treat it instead of hiding it.
The time you think can cure these wounds is really just what you think.
She bowed her head in pain, opened her mouth several times, and then said in a very low voice: "sorry, this is a long hidden injury in my heart, I really can't say. No one has the courage to uncover the scars of his heart. Even people like me, who are always heartless, don't have such courage. "
Xiao Xu also saw the determination and resistance from her face.
It seems that this memory is really a nightmare in her heart.
Xiaoxu nodded thoughtfully, then said to her: "it doesn't matter, you don't want to say, it really doesn't matter. However, as long as you need me, you can say that I am willing to be your garbage can at any time and listen to you pour out these bad things. "
"There are some things that you may feel comfortable saying. It's the most incorrect way to keep it in mind. "
If she can, Xu still hopes that she can tell him about it.
But after pretending to smile easily, she shook her head: "thank you, Xiao Xu. However, I only intend to bear these things in silence. As for the people close to me, I don't want to let you accompany me any more. "
"But..."