But ye Xiuyuan showed a smile: "you don't have to apologize. I can understand, and I said, no matter how long, I'm willing to wait. "
"Xiuyuan, haven't you had lunch yet? There's a good restaurant over there. Let me treat you to dinner. " After Xiao Xinyan said this to Ye Xiuyuan, he went to the restaurant shoulder to shoulder with him.
After waiting for the restaurant, Xiao Xinyan and ye Xiuyuan ordered a good meal, Xiao Xinyan said: "Xiuyuan, it seems that we are still not suitable."
It took her a lot of effort to say this.
Although she didn't love ye Xiuyuan, she remembered his kindness to her.
A little hurt his heart words, she is really a bit speechless.
Ye Xiuyuan was playing with the knife and fork in his hand at random. When he heard Xiao Xinyan say so, his playing action clearly appeared a slight pause.
His eyelashes vibrated uncontrollably for several times.
However, when he raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Xinyan, he hid those emotions well: "Xin Yan, what are you talking about? We have been together for one year. I didn't force you to give me any reply or promise now. We... "
"Xiuyuan, is there really no need to deceive yourself? I've tried. I've really tried. I want to be like a normal couple, but I can't. I haven't even sent you a love message. "
Xiao Xinyan's words just half said, was interrupted by Ye Xiuyuan: "Xinyan, these are not important, I said, I can wait, I don't ask you to love me now."
"But I have no reason to waste your time indefinitely. Maybe you can wait, but my conscience doesn't allow it. Xiuyuan, my feelings for you, I really can't deceive myself any more. If I really love you, when you appear in front of me like just now, I should be overjoyed, and even take the initiative to hold you, but you also see the result. " Xiao Xinyan looks at Ye Xiuyuan. His eyes are so direct that he doesn't leave any room for others.
Ye Xiuyuan is not a fool, how can he not know these?
It's just that he's really used to deceiving himself.
Or, he would rather deceive himself than pull himself back to reality.
However, he does not want to return to reality, but Xiao Xinyan still uses her way to let him return to reality.
Ye Xiuyuan drooped his eyes and couldn't say a word for a long time.
At this time, the waiter just brought up the dishes they ordered, and Xiao Xinyan stopped for a moment, saying that she had not finished.
"All the dishes are ready. Please enjoy yourself." After serving several dishes to the table, the waiter politely said this to them.
"Thank you." Xiao Xin Yan Chong's waiter smiles.
After waiting for the waiter to go away, Xiao Xinyan said to Ye Xiuyuan, "eat, we'll talk while eating."
Where does Ye Xiuyuan want to eat now?
He raised the corner of his lips, showing a slightly bitter smile: "Xin Yan, we have been together for a year, it's not short. Can't you give me a little more time to fight for it again? "
"You don't have to be with a woman like me, do you? Just two days ago, I learned something Xiao Xin looks straight at Ye Xiuyuan.
"What's the matter?"
"I was married and had a child." Xiao Xin Yan said frankly.
These things are not shady. She doesn't have to hide them.
Besides, she doesn't have to hide anything from ye Xiuyuan.
She was married and had children. If she was still with Ye Xiuyuan, it would be unfair to him.
However, there is no shock on Ye Xiuyuan's face. On the contrary, his expression makes Xiao Xinyan feel that he seems to have known these things for a long time.
Thinking of this, Xiao Xin Yan couldn't help asking: "you Do you know that, too? "
How could ye Xiuyuan not know?
He knows everything between her and Li Youting.
For his behavior of concealing these things from Xiao Xinyan, sometimes he will despise himself, but he really doesn't want to lose Xiao Xinyan.
This is the only chance for him to get close to Xiao Xinyan.
He was afraid that if he missed such an opportunity, he would never have it again.
Before, when Xiao Xinyan and Li Youting were very happy together, he could only bless.
But this time, it gives him and Xiao Xinyan such a chance to get to know each other again.
He also happened to be on a business trip. He met Xiao Xinyan abroad. He learned that Xiao Xinyan was still alive.
Originally, he thought Xiao Xinyan had died in the explosion. For this reason, he was very sad and even desperate.
After all, it's the girl I really like. How can he not be sad to hear such news?So, when he met Xiao Xinyan again, he was really very happy, especially when he realized that she had lost her memory, he had an idea in his heart.
That is, to xiaoxinyan hide her and liyouting those past, and to pursue xiaoxinyan again.
He also knew that such lies would be exposed sooner or later.
Ye Xiuyuan sighed and looked at Xiao Xinyan: "sorry, I didn't tell you the truth."
Xiao Xinyan frowned a little unexpectedly: "so, do you really know that I was married and had a child?"
"Yes, I know." Ye Xiuyuan now some dare not look to Xiao Xin Yan: "but I am despicable from the beginning to the end have not told you the truth."
"When you have a good relationship with Li Youting, I feel envious from the bottom of my heart. Later, you lost your memory, and I thought it was an opportunity given by fate. I thought, if you can make yourself have a different story from you once, it's worth it. "
"How much do you know about me and Li Youting?" Xiao Xin Yan did not blame Ye Xiuyuan, but made such a question.
Ye Xiuyuan looked at her with a little doubt: "did you see Li Youting?"
Ye Xiuyuan did not immediately get the answer, Xiao Xin Yan no longer asked.
She laughed a little self mockingly: "forget it, there's no need to know that now. He and I are going to make a clean break. It's meaningless to know that. "
"A clean break?" Ye Xiuyuan was a bit surprised at first.
But after careful thinking, Xiao Xinyan now is not Xiao Xinyan before.
Even if she used to love Li Youting deeply, it was before.
For her now, there are no unforgettable fragments in her memory.