Chapter 1215

Li Youting shook his head: "why do you want to apologize? You really don't remember these things any more. "

"At that time, I didn't know her difficulties at all, but I only cared about the point where she left me. I didn't even let her live at home, but sent her to a nursing home. Later, something bad happened. "

Some things are really no matter how long it's been, when you think about it, it's still like a needle, which makes your heart ache.

Although Xiao Xinyan doesn't remember these things, she can feel the sadness when Li Youting mentioned it.

"Don't think about the past, and don't blame yourself too much. I think what she cares more about now should be whether you are doing well. No mother will really be angry with her children. " Xiao Xin Yan comforted.

"Well, I'll just take you to see her, so that she can be relieved when she knows you've come back to me. I believe that when she left, I was most worried about my son. " Li Youting can understand everything now.

When he became a father, he fully understood the constant intimacy between himself and his children.

You can't get rid of your children unless there's something you have to do.

And Jin Shuya that year, there is that reason.

Jin Shuya's tombstone, Li Youting also often have people come to do sanitation, so it looks very clean. However, the dust here still makes the photos on the tombstone dirty.

Li Youting took out a paper towel and carefully wiped the dust on the photo.

"There will always be some things in life that you can't regret. I didn't say a word of forgiveness to her before she died. This is something I regret for many years. So from now on, I won't let myself do anything I regret

This is why, even if he gives up the group, he has to let Xiao Xinyan come back to him.

He has had such a regret experience, he really does not want to make the wrong choice.

Especially between him and Xiao Xinyan, he has experienced so many disturbances. What he especially wants to pursue now is a peaceful life.

"Mom, I'm Xinyan. I'm sorry I haven't been able to see you for so many years." After looking at Li Youting, Xiao Xinyan starts to talk to Jin Shuya's photo on the tombstone.

"Some things happened in recent years, which led me to forget a lot of things in the past and to forget that I had a home. But now, I have found it and returned to it. Mom, you don't have to worry any more. You ting and I will be fine. "

Besides, I will take care of you ting for you.

But in order not to let someone proud, Xiao Xin Yan this last sentence did not say, but silently said in the heart.

Li Youting and Xiao Xinyan look at each other and take the initiative to hold her hand.

Although neither of them said anything, they could understand the meaning in each other's eyes.

Xiao Xin Yan seems to understand from this man, what is tacit.

Here comes a piece of bad news from the hospital. Yuman calls Xi Yinshen on his own initiative.

Because she knew that Xi Yinshen was close to Li Yayun, and Geng Yang had met Xi Yinshen several times. Geng Yang often mentioned Xi Yinshen as his elder brother.

Knowing that Geng Yang likes racing, Xi Yinshen also bought a lot of racing models for Geng Yang, and encouraged him to keep an optimistic attitude, so that after he was discharged from hospital, he could continue his dream.

But it's true that things change.

No one could have imagined that Geng Yang could not come down from the operating table, a life so young, so stopped in this late autumn.

Geng Yang is a child who likes snow very much. He said that snow is beautiful, especially the white world after snow. It's so pure that he likes it very much.

He also wanted to go skiing in the northernmost city, to see the heavy snow in the northernmost city, and to climb snow mountains.

He had a lot of ordinary dreams, but he never had a chance to realize them.

When Xi Yinshen heard the news, he really sat alone in the office for a long time.

Chest is a very uncomfortable mood lingering for a long time, making his heart have a sense of suffocation.

He raised his hand and gently rubbed his sore temple.

After a long silence, he picked up his cell phone and made a call to Li Yayun.

"President Xi?" Because it was Xi Yinshen who called her during working hours, she was thinking that she should talk about work.

"You wait for me in the underground parking lot, now. I'll take you to a place Xi Yinshen's tone sounds a little serious.

Although Li Yayun was confused, she didn't ask too much, so she said, "OK."Ten minutes later, she saw Xi Yinshen's slightly dejected figure.

This is probably the first time that she has seen Xi Yinshen like this, that is, the whole person is covered with an indescribable sadness.

She could probably guess that something bad had happened.

But she did not ask, but quietly followed him to the place he said he would take her to.

Xi Yinshen first took her to a cemetery, saw his sister, and then went to the racetrack.

These two places make Li Yayun feel completely out of touch. She really can't understand why Xi Yinshen took her to the cemetery and then brought her to this racetrack.

"I lost my sister many years ago. I really dare not recall the pain of losing my only relative in the world. I think the departure of a young life is really heartbreaking. "

"Because they are still so young, there are infinite possibilities in their life, and there are many things to do, but there are no such opportunities. Everyone can have the chance to dream, but these people are deprived of the chance to dream. "

Li Yayun looked at Xi Yinshen with puzzled expression: "what's the matter with you? What happened? "

This kind of him, let her some at a loss, but also some confused.

"Some people, take racing car as their dream, want to be a very good racing driver. I think every dream in the world is worthy of respect, and people who have dreams will look lovely. Geng Yang's dream is to be a racing driver. " When Xi Yinshen said this, he turned his head and looked at Li Yayun.