"Now you can come to see Geng Yang. Geng Yang and I are very grateful to you. Thank you. Thank you for coming and seeing him off. " When Yu man said this sentence, his voice was clearly choked with a bit of forbearance.
"When is his funeral?" Li Yayun took a look at Geng Yang, who was placed in the crystal coffin.
He looks very pale, and even began to appear black, but his look still gives a special sense of peace.
Li Yayun couldn't bear to see it, so she just took a look at it, and then took it back.
"It's not settled yet. His father and I don't want to discuss it now, so..." After all, Yuman couldn't help but burst the dike again with tears.
Geng Yang's father went to Yu man's side and took out a paper towel to help him wipe the tears on his face: "don't cry. I don't think Geng Yang wants to see you shed tears."
"Geng Yang's favorite is your mother."
Geng Yang's father is usually busy with his work, so he has less time to accompany Geng Yang, while Yu man basically focuses on his family.
Especially after she had Geng Yang, she basically accompanied Geng Yang.
Yu man felt that his mother was a failure: "I'm not a good mother, I'm really not a good mother..."
At this moment, when Li Yayun heard Yu man blaming herself for not being a good mother in front of Geng Yang, she didn't feel angry.
If it was before, she would think that Yuman's self blame words were ridiculous.
Because it was her that Yuman really hurt.
However, Yu man never gave her an apology.
"Auntie, don't say any more words of remorse. Geng Yang told me that he is very happy to have a mother like you. " This is what I heard from Geng Yang.
Otherwise, Xi Yinshen has no reason to make up such a sentence to comfort Yu man.
He just wanted to convey Geng Yang's meaning to Yu man.
Yu man covers his mouth and is still crying.
In such an atmosphere, Li Yayun could not stay any longer. She was afraid that her tears would be stimulated.
So she said, "well, I've seen Geng Yang, so I'll go first."
Having said that, Li Yayun went straight out of the hall with his feet raised.
"Auntie, uncle Geng, let's go first." Xi Yinshen said hello to them.
"Wait a minute!" Yuman immediately followed Li Yayun's steps and called him.
Li Yayun stopped, but did not look back, but stood there quietly.
When Xi Yinshen saw that Yu man might have something important to tell Li Yayun, he did not go to disturb him, but avoided it.
Seeing that she stopped, Yuman took the initiative to come to Li Yayun.
"What I said just now, I'm not a good mother, and that's what I said to you. Not only to Geng Yang, but also to you, I owe a lot. I've really done a lot of self reflection during this period of time. I'm even wondering if Geng Yang is going to make atonement for the mistakes I made in that year. " Yu man dropped his eyes, and his eyelashes trembled violently.
Li Yayun hasn't looked at this woman for a long time.
At this moment, when her eyes swept over Yu man, she found that Yu man's white hair on his temples was really much more, and even the corners of his eyes had obvious fine lines.
After all, years have left traces on the face of this once beautiful and proud woman.
"Don't say any more of these words. No matter how much you say to apologize now, isn't it a late apology after all?" Li Yayun said without expression.
In fact, she doesn't hate Yuman that much now.
Yuman just chose a better life between her and a better life.
Doesn't everyone have the right to choose their own life?
Yuman abandoned her. The big problem for her is that she doesn't want to associate with this woman any more. Why did she keep trapped in that matter?
It was she who drew a cage for herself, trapped herself in the cage, and then couldn't be happy.
Now, she plans to leave this cage, and plans to use a different attitude and view to deal with the harm that Yuman once caused to her.
"Yayun, I certainly dare not ask you to forgive me, but I really hope that you can live happily in the future, even if you can no longer remember my mother." Yu man looks into Li Yayun's eyes, and tears still twinkle.
She has lost Geng Yang, and Li Yayun is her only child in the world.
She will certainly want her children to be happy.
"If you have nothing else to say, I'll go first. Besides, when the time for Geng Yang's funeral is fixed, you can tell me. " When Li Yayun said this, he had already turned his face away."OK, I'll call you directly then." When Yu man said this, he took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to Li Yayun: "this is the letter Geng Yang wrote to you before. He told me that he would give it to you after the operation."
"I haven't read this letter, and I don't know what's written here. Since he wrote it to you, it's up to you to see it. "
Li Yayun's brow can't help but slightly wrinkle. Geng Yang even wrote a letter to her?
How can this child always do something that will poke her tears?
She is not a very important person to him. Why write to her?
After staring at the letter for a while, Li Yayun reached out to take it and left.
She didn't open the letter until she got on the bus.
"Is this a letter?" Xi Yin took a deep look at the letter in Li Yayun's hand.
"Geng Yang wrote it to me." Li Yayun replied.
"This child really takes what I say seriously." Xi Yinshen sighed, only thought that Geng Yang was really cute.
But such a lovely child, we can no longer see his lovely side.
"What did you say to Geng Yang?" Li Yayun did not immediately read the letter, but first set his eyes on Xi Yinshen's face.
"I told him that if someone you care about doesn't want to talk to you, try writing to her. Maybe she'll see it. " After a deep pause, Xi Yin said, "he said that you have ignored him all the time, so he asked me if there was anything I could do to make you willing to talk to him, and I gave him such an idea."
"Did I pay any attention to him? Is it such an important thing for him and worth his concern?" Li Yayun murmured in secret, and his eyes fell on the letter.