Chapter 76： See light death

The information in Jane’s text is not long, only two pages.

The first sentence at the beginning of the document is that Jane Jin is the child adopted by Jian Chenghua.

This……

When the hand in the data is stopped, it is a bit unexpected, and it seems that it is more reasonable. Although Jane Chenghua is also fat, but the five senses are very ordinary, and there is nothing similar to Jane Jinwen. The two people look at the appearance alone, not at all like father and son.

The information was too short. After a short pause, it took less than ten minutes to scan the contents of the two pages.

Jane Jinwen, an orphan who was abandoned when he was born, is unknown to his mother. He was either two years old at the orphanage, and was adopted by Jian Chenghua who had no fertility. He grew up to 12 years old and then suddenly became ill and entered the hospital.

His illness is very troublesome, he won't die immediately, but he can't cure it. He must be hospitalized for a long time and regularly fight hormones.

The young boy who had been beautiful and bright, because of the hormones, quickly gained weight, couldn’t go to school any more, and couldn’t do any intense exercise. He could only stay in the hospital every day and endure the boring and painful treatment.

Jane Chenghua is very good at this adopted child. He gave the best treatment environment to Jane Jinwen as much as possible. He also acted as a teacher himself. He taught Jane to the class every day, read and read the newspaper, and guided Jane to self-study.

This situation lasted for many years. The physical condition of Jane’s text has not improved, but he is very optimistic. He not only actively teaches himself, but also cultivates a small hobby of writing. When occasionally he can stand up, he will go to participate in Jane Chenghua. Funding to help orphan children or mountain children's charity activities, tell stories to children who are smaller than him, and teach them to read and write.

I have to say that Jane Chenghua is a very good educator. Under his guidance, Jane Jinwen, who was tortured by illness, not only did not become depressed and lonely, but grew into a very gentle and kind person. He will donate his own pocket money to buy stationery for the children in the orphanage, write a comfort letter to the abused children reported by Jane Chenghua, and play with other sick children in the hospital to encourage them.

He is like a warm little sun, gentlely treating everyone around him.

It is a pity that such a gentle person has not been treated with tenderness.

When Jane entered the age of 19, his condition suddenly deteriorated and he had to go to the big hospital in B city. Also in the same year, Jane Chenghua quit his job as a newspaper and went to the big newspaper in B city.

After going to the B city, Jane entered a major operation to stop the use of hormones. Under the affliction of the disease, people quickly lost weight. After a few years of soreness, Jane Jinwen finally exhausted his vitality, regretted his death, and ended his short life.

When I entered the hand that flipped through the information, I was a bit bored and a little confused.

Jane Jinwen is definitely the white moonlight of Shixing, and this is definitely not wrong. However, he can't see any traces of contact between Rui Zeng and Jane Jinwen. Leaving aside the possible correspondence, the two people's life trajectories are like two lines that are completely parallel, and there has never been an intersection.

This is also very strange. With the degree of attachment to this white moonlight, he also thought that there would be a period of emotional love between the Swiss and the White Moonlight. However, judging from the information currently known, Shih Shui and Jane Jinwen do not fall in love, and even if they have officially met, it is a problem.

How is this going? Shi Xingrui doesn't really love this white moonlight, so how did he never touch this white moonlight? Jane Chenghua’s inauguration information is so transparent, even if the time has been because Yan Chenghua took Jane’s article to the B city for medical treatment, he temporarily broke contact with Jane Jinwen, but later he did not take the B city, he The ability to find Jane’s text along Jane’s information should be a breeze.

In such a situation where it is easy to find someone, Rui did not go to find someone. There is only one possibility to think about it. Shih-Rui does not want to find Jane, and even deliberately avoids contact with the other party.

But if that's the case, then the situation becomes even more strange. Like each other, but avoid each other? This is a strange logic.

Fear of secret love? Is Shirley so embarrassed in his feelings?

When the time is full of fog, the more I want to think about it, I just feel that there is still something hidden that is not written on the information. After all, it’s too crazy to behave in the late stage of the game, and it’s too crazy to go to the behavior of not being able to find Jane’s text.

"There is a person who knows all the truth." Lian Jun suddenly spoke, leading back the attention of the time.

When I look into Lianjun and bless my heart, I say, "You mean Jane Chenghua?"

Lian Jun nodded and took out the mobile phone and asked: "I remember that after Cheng Chenghua retired, he settled in the B city and invested in an orphanage. Would you like to talk to him?"

When I entered the instinctively, I raised my hand and touched my face. I struggled and tangled. I replied, "Let's talk... but don't let Jane Cheng see me. I am too similar to Jane Jinwen. I am afraid. He saw that I would think of Jane’s text and I’m sad.”

Lian Jun reached out and touched his face and nodded: "Good."

After lunch, the two went out together and went straight to the orphanage opened by Jane Chenghua.

After a half-hour drive, the car stopped at the door of a smaller orphanage. After changing the body of an ordinary white-collar, he finished the whole collar, and Lian Jun promptly greeted him, and took the bag and got into the orphanage.

When I entered the car, I left and sat in the car waiting for the news.

About half an hour later, Yu Er actually returned to Yu Yu.

"Jane Chenghua is inside, telling stories to the children. I used to donate books to talk to him, but he probably didn't want to talk about the past. No matter how I guided, he didn't answer, I didn't answer. I am afraid that when I say that he is suspicious, I will find an excuse. Now what should I do, change people into it?"

Lian Jun frowned and looked forward.

"I will go." Hesitantly hesitated and opened his hand to open the door.

I quickly took the "props" out of the bag and said: "Wait, I will give you the donation list, you can pretend to be my assistant..."

"No need." Shijin waved his hand and refused to open the door. "My face is the best knocking brick."

Lian Jun moved to the side of the car and said: "I have something to call me."

Shi Jin nodded to him, and he took a sigh of relief and walked towards the orphanage.

......

The orphanage was not big. There was only one building. When it entered the building, with the guidance of the staff of the orphanage, the children came to the small classroom where the children usually played games. They saw Jane Chenghua sitting in the front of the classroom.

Jian Chenghua is already in her 70s, her hair is all white, but she is very spirited and looks good. She laughs like a Maitreya Buddha and looks very kind. The children should like him very much, kneeling beside him and taking a circle, listening to him telling stories with adoration.

The staff who came in from time to time called Jane Chenghua, and Jane Chenghua looked over at the side. The casual expression that was originally smiling was changed immediately after seeing it. The smile was fixed, the eyes were a little bit big, and then it was almost ruined. The book got up and bypassed the children when they came in. They reached out and grabbed the hand of the time. The voice trembled and said: "You, you are..."

"Minister Dean, I am a time to enter." Time introduces himself, set his mind, and honestly said, "I am a child of Shiliurui. I have some questions about him and Jane Jinwen. I want to ask you."

Jane Chenghua’s expression was awkward, as if he suspected that he had misunderstood something, his face’s gaze gradually converges, his eyebrows slowly wrinkled, and he carefully looked at the appearance of the moment, grasping the hand of the time and unconsciously tightening, and asked hard : "Who are you talking about? Who are you children?"

Shi Jin sighed in his heart, holding his hand in a soothing manner, and replied: "When you are traveling, my father is a singer."

Jane Chenghua’s expression can almost be described with a stunned look. When he looked at him in a silly look, he suddenly returned to God, and his backhand slammed his hand. He looked at the orphanage staff next to him with a serious look. He looked at him. Take the child, then take the time to go to the Dean's office.

When he saw him, he grabbed his own hand, did not pull it out, and obediently followed his pace.

The two were seated in the Dean's Office. When Jane Chenghua let go of the hand, he still had some reluctance. When he saw it, he took a few eyes, then he personally took the cup and poured a glass of water. He sat opposite him and said with a complicated expression. "You...you and Xiaojin are so much like you, right, you just said what you called, when, when..."

"Time to enter."

Jane Chenghua didn't talk, and her expression changed. She suddenly sighed and said, "I didn't expect it to be like this... What do you want to ask, ask, I will tell you. I have to donate books before. People are also you know?"

When I entered, I nodded. I was embarrassed to say, "I am sorry, I asked him to talk to you. I am afraid that I will appear directly. You will be sad. After all, my face..."

"It’s too similar to Jinwen." Jane Chenghua changed the name of Jane’s text, and sighed, and didn’t know what he thought of. He spontaneously screamed, then suddenly returned to God and glanced at it. Said, "I probably know what you want to ask... The text and your dad really know each other. They passed each other for a long time, but they are definitely not the kind of relationship you imagined. I don't know how to do it. How can I give you such a name, your appearance is still... Hey."

"I am looking for you this time, just want to figure this out." When he looked at Jane Chenghua, he thought about it and said, "If you can, can you tell me more about my father and your son?" Knowing this request is a bit presumptuous, but I..."

Jane Chenghua interrupted his words and looked at his face and said, "I understand that if you grow up like this, you will be curious that these are normal. In fact, I don't quite understand... Well, it's all old things. It’s not bad to have someone to talk to me."

He said that he poured a glass of water on himself and put up a long talk.

Just as Shijin guessed according to various kinds of information, Shiliu and Jane Jinwen did become pen pals for a long time, and the person who contributed to this friendship was Jian Chenghua.

"I know that when I was traveling, he was still a primary school student. At that time, he voted for more than a dozen articles in the newspaper, and told me about the difficult situation at home. It caught everyone's attention. At that time, Jinwen had not entered the hospital for a long time. Probably empathy, when I saw it, it was so difficult to describe myself in the letter, thinking that I could help one, squeezed the page, hired his manuscript, and wrote him a letter. Encouragement letter."

Jane Chenghua recalled the past and his eyes slowly drifted away: "I can't go to school after entering the hospital, and no children are playing with him. I am afraid that he is alone. I will talk to him about the newspaper every day and read it to him. I read some small readers' submissions and letters. The essay is so known when I was a singer. He was soft from an early age. When I heard that I was in a bad situation at the home, I took a part of the pocket money and saved it. My letter of encouragement was sent to Shiliuru, and I left a small note for the time."

When I listened, I felt a little sigh in my heart. Jane Jinwen was really a very kind and very good child, but unfortunately God did not care for him.

After I received my letter and the pocket money from the paper, I wrote a thank you letter very politely. I voted for the next draft and said that I would like to donate the manuscript fee for this manuscript. Orphanage. I thought that this child was really sensible and righteous, and it was a good seed that was worth training."

Jane Chenghua said that this is a bit of a smile. After a short laugh, the expression faded: "At that time, the disease of the text was diagnosed and began to fight hormones. He was very painful, I want to transfer his attention. Force, just during that time, he was more concerned about the time, I asked him to try to write to the time, write the letter and send it to me with the reply of the newspaper of the time, to ensure that the time can be I saw that the children of the time are also good at heart. After receiving the letter of the letter, each time the manuscript will be sent back to the letter, so you come to me, the two will contact me through this,"

When I heard this, I felt a very subtle idea in my heart. At the beginning, the relationship between Rui and Jane was not good, but it was the identity of Jane Chenghua. I wanted to stabilize Jane Chenghua. Editor-in-chief, it is more convenient for you to contribute to the manuscript.

However, when he thought of the age of the time, he felt that he was prejudice. A ten-year-old child, where is the deepest heart.

He shook his head, gathered his own thoughts, and continued to listen to Jane Chenghua.

The alternative letters such as Shishang Rui and Jian Jinwen have been maintained since the establishment. The communication frequency between the two is not high, and the basic and the time of the submission of the time are the same.

After graduating from elementary school, the family was very difficult for a while because of the tuition fees for junior high school. Shi Xingrui did not tell Jane Chenghua about this matter. He only mentioned in his letter to Jane Jinwen that his parents had been working very hard recently. Jane’s comments were very important after he saw it. He was afraid that he couldn’t really read junior high school and specifically found Jian Chenghua.

After learning about this situation, Jane Chenghua just happened to have an editorial counseling material in his hand, and he recommended the article with the studio.

The article was hired to pay the manuscript fee. In fact, there was a short period of time in the middle. Jane was afraid that Shirui could not wait for it, and generously contributed a wave of his own pocket money. When Jane Chenghua saw it, he decided to pay the time to pay the time to pay the time, so that Shirley got the money early.

After this episode, the relationship between Jane Jinwen and Shixingrui was better. The frequency of Shiliuru’s submission to the city newspaper was accelerated, and the letter from Jane’s text to Shirley was getting thicker and thicker. The two teenagers grew up slowly. At the time of the graduation of the junior high school, Jane Jinwen put forward the idea of ​​wanting to see and see.

"The two had originally agreed to meet each other, but unfortunately, the mother of Xingrui had a problem after his entrance examination, and the meeting was delayed." Jian Chenghua sighed and expressed regret. "There is no fate for the two." After that, the situation of the text was a bit worse. I transferred to the hospital and went to the field. When he came back, Shihangrui had already taken the high school in the provincial capital, and he was far away."

After the meeting was planned to go bankrupt, the two continued to communicate, but the content of the communication was gradually changing, and there was some emotional expression between the lines. Jane Jinwen knew that he was sad because his mother died, so he was always very careful when he was comforted in the letter.

At that time, Xingrui was probably really uncomfortable. The manuscripts that were cast were all things that were written down before, and sent to Jane Chenghua’s letter. Three pages of five pages were written to Jane’s text, and the content was very negative.

Jane Chenghua said that this frowns and said: "It was also at this time that I found out that the child in this line was actually very angry. He described his anger and pain in a large section and wanted to retaliate against his grandfather. Grandma, I want to ask the uncle, want to fight brothers and sisters, he has no hate, no place to vent, all fell into the text here. He suddenly became unfamiliar, the cold and violent between the text, that is, I saw an adult, both I felt terrible. I began to worry that the temperament was too soft, and I was afraid that he would be hurt by the time."

When I heard it, I couldn’t help but frown. At the same time, I realized that this should be the turning point of Yan’s feelings towards Jane’s feelings. After the stimulation of my mother’s death, there was no time to vent my emotions and I began to confide in Jane’s words. Really and Jane entered the heart.

Jane Chenghua continued to say: "I tried to persuade Wen to break the connection with Shiliu, and I was just a selfish father. I don't want to enter the text to make a bad life, and then bring in negative energy. However, the essay refused. He said that when he entered the puberty, he could not adjust himself very well. If he did not comfort himself, he would be psychologically distorted by the pain of his mother. He went astray. He convinced me and I agreed to their continued contact."

The whole high school, when the line is in the jade into the text of Jane, the text is like a block of cotton, the whole dish received the garbage, and then filtered out, and then return to the time and gentle.

Shi Xingrui’s emotions slowly adjusted back. He stopped investing in old manuscripts and began to write new things. On the summer of his first year of high school, he took the initiative to propose a meeting to Jane.

When I heard this, I heard a heartbeat in my heart. This time node is very important. He remembers that Shirui was all the manuscripts that were cut off during the second semester of high school and began to concentrate on his studies.

Is it what happened during the summer vacation meeting?

When you look into Jiancheng.

Jane Chenghua has fallen into the memory, and did not find the eyes that suddenly lit up.

"I also want to see the pen pals who have been with each other for many years, and readily accepted the meeting.... But when the time was lost, the essay was waiting for a day in the agreed place, and he never waited until the time. Shi Xingru disappeared and couldn't be contacted anymore. The essay lost from the initial disappointment and became a worry later. Probably the emotion affected the body, and the physical condition of the text suddenly deteriorated. I had to take him. Turned to the big hospital in B city." Jane Chenghua said that the expression became a little tight, and there was some blame between the words. "Although reason tells me that the physical deterioration of the text is caused by objective reasons, but I still can't help but blame the time, he said that he wants to meet, but why not come, so play in the text, how sad it is to enter the text."

When I was stunned, I quickly realized that one thing was that Shihlin might not have lost the contract at all, but instead "see the light to die".

This kind of situation often occurs when writing pen and online dating. If you look at this matter with a time-honored perspective, it is that Shirley began to pay attention to his pen pal after his junior high school graduate because of his mother’s death. Then, after a year of sympathy, he has an emotional dependence on his pen pal or He gave birth to some kind of feelings, and then he happily asked to meet, and went to the appointed place with expectation and shame. As a result, he saw an ugly big fat man, so he ran straight!

This is completely plausible when the line suddenly changed! When a person is so proud of himself, how can he allow a person he likes to be a big fat man, so he ran away, disappeared, and took the crush to death, breaking the connection with the crushed object.

This is really... it is a plain and true truth.

In order to verify his own conjecture, when he pressed down the heart of the horse, he interrupted Jane’s memories and asked: "That, did my father exchange photos before meeting your son?"

Jane Chenghua was asked by him, then nodded and said: "The exchange was over, but it was relatively early. I don't trust. When they first started communicating, they asked them to exchange photos. You wait, photo me. Still keep it, I will look for you."

Have you actually exchanged?

Time has also become embarrassing, and began to suspect that he guessed wrong.

From an old photo album, Jane Chenghua took out two old photos of the size of the palm. When he handed it in, he said, "It’s these two. The child who is in the text is embarrassed, and the photos I sent are still picked."

When I took the photo, I looked down.

The photo above is time-revolutionary, and the corners are not flat, like what was taken from the group photo. The time in the photo is also about ten years old, the five senses have not been opened, and the difference between adult and adult is relatively large.

He quickly moved the photo of Shiliu Rui, looked at the next one, and then he was dumbfounded.

The photo below is obviously clearer and more quality. At first glance, it is taken with a good camera. The photo is also a child in her early tens. She looks very good, sitting on the bed, holding scissors and paper-cuts in her hand, her hair is a bit long, she has passed her ears... it is like a girl with short hair.

Really, if I didn't know that Jane Jin is a man, just look at this photo, he will definitely think that the person in the photo is a girl! Still a beautiful look, gentle temperament, very high quality young goddess version of the girl!

When I entered, I felt that there was a big thunder that fell from the sky, and his head was in the middle of his head, which made him dizzy and shivering. He couldn’t even say anything.

Shi Xingru may not only experience the death of the light, but may also experience the pitfalls of the goddess becoming a male god... He slightly suppressed his emotions and looked at Jane Chenghua who still sighed and said: "That, Can I see your son's words, I am a little curious..."

This requirement is very strange, but Jane Chenghua didn't think much. He was happy to share his son's excellence with others. He spoke very well and took a very well-preserved notebook. He said with pride: "Of course, this is the text." The child is quiet, and since he was a child, he started to practice words and the words were very good."

When I picked up the notebook, I looked at the writing above and was silent.

They all say that the words are like their own people. The words of Jane’s text are the same as those of his people. The strokes are round and round, there are no edges and corners, the fonts are round and round, and they are very delicate... like the words of girls.

If he is a young man, he has seen such a pen pal's photo, and after seeing such a delicate font, he will definitely take it for granted that the pen pal is a girl, very beautiful and gentle girl.

He looked up at Jane Chenghua and wanted to ask the other party. When Rui and Jane entered the communication, did they confirm each other's gender, but when they got to the lips, they swallowed.

How to ask, this question is too mentally handicapped. In the case of having exchanged photos, who would have thought of confirming the gender of the pen-friends again?