Chapter 232

If I can’t debut, I’ll get sick to death Episode 232

The ridiculous plan to join VTIC with a new member started out as bullshit.

“First of all, juniors have a free debut. alone.”

“... ... .”

Are you suddenly talking about solo?

“If there is no special misfortune this year... It would be rather easy to win the rookie award in the male solo category. Because there will be no competitors.”

You speak naturally.

“Didn’t this agency say that it would not support solo activities?”

“I think a pre-debut is worth persuading.”

Cheong-Ryeo calmly gave a positive answer.

‘No matter how much I’m sure it’s a tasting activity before the official debut.’

As expected, the fact that this agency excludes solos to an extreme level is due to this guy’s influence.

I crossed my arms.

“Even if you debut like that, where is the guarantee that you will be successful as a male soloist?”

A male idol who does not belong to a group is going to be in the dark someday when he achieves good grades as a solo artist.

But Cheong-rye laughed haha.

“Ah, not a performance-oriented idol, but a vocal-oriented singer.”

“... ... !”

“It’s the first junior from LeTi after VTIC. Are you sure it’s hot? Since the field is different, I will avoid the checks a little.”

That’s what it says.

Besides, the traditional male solo ballad or indie type that aims for a sound source, not a dance-type solo singer like an idol... The batting average is fine.

If only the song is good.

“And early next year, I will release a collaboration song with the VTIC unit. It would be nice if it was the kind that showed some performance.”

“... ... .”

Appealing that performance is possible, it connects me with VTIC.

“There are many cases of collaboration songs with the same agency, so even if there is a backlash, it will be at a level that will pass. If the grades are good and the role of the junior is clear, the fans’ repulsion will soften.”

At this point, I know what you mean.

I opened my mouth.

“... And if the main vocal incident over there breaks out, are you really going to accept bullshit like ‘I’d rather have Ryu Kun-woo’ and let me join the group?”

“You are smart. that’s right.”

It means that Ryu Gun-woo will be put in as a substitute for VTIC’s main vocalist as naturally as possible.

‘It sounds crazy.’

It was natural.

The reason I told you about the main vocal case was because it was the most expensive information he was thirsting for.

‘Moreover, it’s an incident that will happen in a year or two, but it’s just at this time.’

That is, verification was easy. I decided that it would be easy to build trust by proving that I came from the future.

However, this bastard is thinking of switching to me instead of trying to keep his form by avoiding controversy.

I furrowed my eyebrows.

“I don’t know why you’re suggesting that when you can prevent it from happening.”

The guy’s expression disappeared.

“Because people can’t fix it.”

“... ... .”

“Remember. It is a fact that will be useful in the future.”

It’s pure parts handling.

‘I’m sure he’s crazy... .’

let’s go over

In any case, in other words, even if the group suffers a blow, he will not leave behind any seeds of turmoil that he cannot control.

And instead, he said he would put in a guy who listens well and is desperate as well as a guy who is useful and needs to be monitored.

“So are you going to do it?”

I mean.

‘He goes through something like this.’

You’ll have a chance to do the same group as this baby.

I opened my mouth.

“no. I will decline.”

“... ... .”

No matter how you think about it, the plan becomes X if you stick to it.

And isn’t it like completely handing over the hilt to him?

‘This bastard can flatter me, and if things change, he might put me down after my pre-debut.’

Besides, if it’s just a dream, all my actions right now are trying to find a hint to wake up in a coma. Let’s not be adventurous.

‘It goes as close to reality as possible.’

... Bae Se-jin, who couldn’t catch it, will have another chance to recruit if the < Azusa > program collapses.

I clasped my hand.

However, there was no need to fight with this guy, so I started with a very plausible excuse.

“I’m not sure if the solo rookie award part will fit into the mission. If you give me the idol group rookie award, I will die just like that.”

“aha.”

I thought this would work. Cheong-ryeo crossed her arms and smiled cheerfully.

“Haha, then next time you can use another method. I still lack a sense of challenge.”

“... ... .”

With this kid... Let’s not talk at length.

Afterwards, Chung-rye did not immediately withdraw the offer, saying, “I will give you a month to spare,” and left without leaving room.

‘It sounds like you’re pretty sure I’ll give up within a month.’

He was a bad kid. I’d rather be a guy in real life who throws pictures of dogs when I’m bored.

I held my breath and got up.

‘Let’s do the next thing.’

Now that we’ve laid out the base food, we’ll have to bring out the recluse.

... Seon Ah-hyun of this dream.

* * *

The room was quiet.

Only the medical machines and the white noise from people moving across the corridor gently enveloped the single-person ward.

It wasn’t that he took a private room in consideration of his status as a public figure.

This is because the patient using this private room is still not awake.

“... ... .”

Seon Ah-hyun quietly sat in the caregiver’s chair.

Park Moon-dae had no relatives. Even after Testa became very successful, no one claimed to be a distant relative.

So, other than the hired caregiver, only those who had been involved since he started his career in the entertainment world came into this hospital room.

Around the members who were sober, the people at the company also opened the door from time to time.

However, numerous gifts from fans were still undergoing scrutiny. Thanks to that, the hospital room was empty.

“... ... .”

“Hey, you’re good at it~”

Sejin Lee sat down next to him. I held back a snort.

‘Still, did my mentality come back?’

The moment I wonder if it’s roughly the same as when we first met in Azusa.

Lee Se-jin, who was sitting next to him, spoke in a sociable tone.

“hmm... Do you have any other friends in mind at work?”

“... why is that?”

I wondered if the other members were curious. However, Sejin Lee shook his hand and replied lightly.

“uh? No, that friend could go out~ Just in case!”

“... ... !”

I’m sure you’ll get out... I felt a strange nuance.

I immediately asked

“Why do you think so?”

“uh? He came here because he was afraid of you.”

“... !!”

“I pretend, but... Oh, wasn’t that something to scare and motivate you on purpose? haha sorry~”

“... ... .”

I... did it look like that?

‘It can’t be.’

I persuaded in the most moderate way possible. I have never been coerced or coerced.

‘Just saying that I need Seon Ah-hyun... ‘

At that moment, Sun Ah-hyun’s condition came to mind.

A state in which self-esteem hit the floor and mental was smashed.

and the words I used.

-At the agency... They say that a group debut is possible only when you are included.

... If you didn’t come and I couldn’t debut, it might have sounded like it was your fault... there is.

That’s why Seon Ah-hyun didn’t respond and came with me.

“Well, anyway, you don’t even know who’s coming, right? Okay~”

“... ... .”

Lee Se-jin finished the conversation appropriately and walked out of the practice room while fiddling with her smartphone.

I thought about it.

Was the Seon Ah-hyun I knew like that?

Was the Lee Se-jin I knew the one who said these things?

‘... no.’

It wasn’t.

At that moment, all of a sudden, things started to crash.

Standing alone, I traced my course of action... I looked back.

‘The front and back don’t match.’

What did I say and started doing this to debut just like in reality?

Looking for a hint to wake up from a coma?

Where is the guarantee of finding it, and there is even less a definite reason why it should go the same as in reality.

‘It’s just my guess.’

Then the reason why I tried to make this guess with certainty... .

X feet. Because I just wanted to.

I want to embody the life I lived at Bakmundae as it is.

“under.”

I sighed and sat down in the practice room.

And I remembered the message in the status window.

-Enjoy your daydream : ) –

‘Is this a daydream?’

Daydreaming means empty daydreaming.

... So, this was my desire.

It seems that he wanted to take the life he lived as it was. with mine.

But I already know the answer.

This is what I said to Cheongryeo with my own mouth.

-Even if you start over and build the same team, it will never be the same as now. Because the events and stories shared will be different.

That is impossible.

could never be the same... ... .

Still, why did I rationalize this shit?

“... ... .”

I thought with my head in the giant mirror.

And finally admitted.

‘It’s probably because the past two and a half years have been my life as Park Moon-daero.’

This is because all choices and thinking experiences are mine, even though they were experienced through the body of Park Moon-dae.

Because my mind experienced it firsthand. That couldn’t be changed.

Even if all this shit is over and I go back to my original body, Gunwoo Ryu... That’s my experience, it won’t change.

now i get it

“after.”

I lifted my head against the mirror.

The mirror was fogged up and I couldn’t see my face.

“... ... .”

Even though what I should see over there is the face of ‘Ryu Gun-woo’, this dream was not my life.

‘stop.’

been here too long I wanted to go back to reality.

To ‘my reality’ in which I live.

That was the moment.

belt ring.

“... !!”

[Feature has been unlocked!]

[Function: Draw (consumable type)]

pop-up... floated

and one more.

What I left behind in reality.

[Remaining Draw: 1]

[Treasure Attribute Draw ☜ Click!]

I raised my hand and hit it repeatedly.