Lee Se-jin also speculated about the ‘secret’ of Park Moon-dae in his own way.
And some of them were unrealistic, but I thought they made a lot of sense.
‘Are you Park Moon-dae’s cousin?’
In fact, Park Mun-dae, whom he knew, was an older person, but it was speculated that he was using the identity of a younger brother due to the situation.
Of course, when I recalled the reason, my reasoning was fuzzy to an absurd level, so I quit right away.
‘Because I said I’d tell you.’
While listening to those words, he accurately picked out Moondae Park’s sense of incongruity and was recognized by him.
Still, because I had been guessing for a while, there was a time when even a spy from North Korea suddenly came up with a reasoning.
It’s because the way he overdoes it to produce results for amnesia and even the way he adjusts public opinion fit perfectly.
Of course, I immediately laughed and passed it on.
‘It’s not a drama, what kind of spy is this?’
But now, Park Moon-dae said something more unrealistic than that.
-I’m not a Bakmundae, I’m back in the past.
It was a remark worthy of a pseudo-teacher.
I broke out in a cold sweat.
‘what?’
dream... Aren’t dreams usually like this?
Lee Se-jin unknowingly turned his hand behind him and pinched his thigh.
‘Ah damn it.’
... It hurt.
In the meantime, Park Moon-dae continued to speak.
“... I was originally a civil servant named Ryu Gun-woo.”
“... ... .”
“The video call you saw yesterday was with that body, and Park Moon-dae is currently in there.”
Lee Se-jin tried to answer calmly.
“ah... okay?”
What does ‘yes’ mean to freeze to death?
I had to think properly and react, but this was just what came out of my mouth.
Lee Se-jin stood still and tried to figure out what Moon-dae Park meant... .
“okay. I can make a video call again right now if you want. Shall we check?”
Going crazy.
“... hmm.”
Lee Se-jin was confused. I was speechless now.
At that moment, Park Moon-dae, who was looking at himself in a daze, smiled bitterly.
“You won’t believe it.”
“... !”
“what... I thought so.”
Park Moon-dae said as if it was not a big deal.
“That’s why I’ve been putting off talking until now, and there’s no particular visible evidence. It is all testimony.”
But the body language of the other person said otherwise.
His friend was in a cold sweat.
‘ah... .’
Lee Se-jin was completely dizzy. And contradictory, but at the same time, he woke up as if he was electrocuted or bitten by ice.
Is Park Moon-dae, the person he knows, the kind of person who would say something that would not work in this situation?
‘no.’
Absolutely not.
There was no way the guy who performed concerts in a natural way even with cracked ribs could not be the guy who kept up his schedule even though he couldn’t sleep.
He had never seen anyone who lived as fiercely as Park Moon-dae.
And if he wasn’t mistaken, his friend was sincere now.
“I knew you would suspect it was a mental illness. therefore... .”
“no.”
“... ... .”
Lee Se-jin moved his legs and walked.
Then, with the table in between, I sat across from Moondae Park.
“I will listen, so speak slowly.”
“... !”
Then, after a short surprise, a faint expression passed on Park Mun-dae’s face.
laugh.
It was a brief relief.
“Is it so?”
And Park Moon-dae’s words became a little more natural.
“then... To begin with, it was a few months before Azusa when I woke up at Bakmundae.”
From then on, the story started to unfold from an unexpected perspective on a story that Lee Se-jin knew well.
Of course, there were stories that were hard to understand.
“They said that if I didn’t become an idol, I would die.”
“Mmm.”
They say that some kind of instruction is floating in the air, but Lee Se-jin kept his mouth shut because the symptoms of psychosis really came to mind.
‘that is... Was it schizophrenia?
Of course, Lee Se-jin was not interested in this field and had no intention of looking into it, so I couldn’t be sure, but fortunately, I was able to soften the impression soon.
This is because Park Mun-dae did not appear to be suffering from delusions of persecution or going back and forth.
More than anything, I didn’t want to question Park Moon-dae right now. It didn’t seem like that.
So instead, I just listened.
with a light match.
“okay.”
“Um, that’s right.”
He even made a joke like this.
“Then, is that why I became close with Ahyeon? Are you doing well in the future?”
Although, of course, there were bones.
At that time, Park Moon-dae looked at himself with a slightly comfortable face and smiled.
“I had no intention of becoming friends, but what about the guy who treated me in a bundle?”
Park Moon-dae said that some of the debutants he had heard of as a public official were not Lee Se-jin or Sun Ah-hyun.
“ah.”
“... ... .”
Lee Se-jin added like a joke.
“Again, if I believe you, the results are always good. Are all the members like that? Park Moon-dae should have done better.”
At that moment, Park Moon-dae laughed.
“... thanks.”
Park Moon-dae emptied half of the remaining water.
Lee Se-jin pretended not to know that the hand holding the plastic bottle was shaking slightly.
Instead, he realized again how absurd he was and how much he was still accepting.
‘I slept all over.’
All sorts of thoughts and reasoning seemed to be going on all night, but Lee Se-jin didn’t show it.
Then, it seemed that Park Moon-dae started to tell all kinds of thoughts.
“You should have known it when you heard it.”
His friend, who had crumpled a plastic bottle, muttered hesitantly.
“I didn’t originally intend to become an idol. I might have been disappointed.”
What the hell is he talking about?
“Park Moon-dae, are you an idiot?”
“what?”
“You love being an idol so much, but you say something like, ‘I didn’t mean to do it originally~’.”
“... !”
“Here, where is the person who said he would become an idol from the beginning... If you’re trying to live, it’s fine, it’s fine.”
Park Moon-dae’s expression became a bit bewildered.
“Anyway, what should I call it? Do you call me Geonwoo? Geonwoo geonwoo?”
As if Park Mun-dae deliberately told him to hate it, Park Mun-dae was actually a bit fed up.
The atmosphere lightened a bit.
“it’s okay. How many years have you lived in this state?”
“okay. It’s because we’re from survival groups, but these days everyone uses stage names. Moondae Park is also your name.”
“... ... .”
“Isn’t that right, Mundaemundae?”
“... okay.”
Sejin Lee smiled.
In fact, before returning to the past, I suddenly had the urge to ask if I hadn’t heard anything about myself, but I held back.
‘It wouldn’t have been nice.’
If it hadn’t been for Park Moondae, he would have voluntarily dropped out due to controversy over school violence... Even if Park Mun-dae knew about himself, it would not have been very good news.
So instead I said:
“thank you. It must have been hard to say, but please tell me.”
“... ... .”
“Honestly, it was dizzy to say something like ‘There are letters that only I can see in this world’, right? I could see that I was completely embarrassed... Wap!”
“Noisy.”
“haha!”
Avoiding Park Moon-dae’s hand, Sejin Keun smiled coolly.
That day, Park Moon-dae and Lee Se-jin had a long conversation before going to bed to get in shape for the concert.
“Then how old were you originally? “
“... Before I return, I will be 29 years old.”
“Oh, can I call you? older brother?”
“it’s okay.”
“and... yes. After all, I’m a professional idol. It’s best to be young than to be treated like an elder... Wow! I dodged it this time!”
“Chit.”
It was mostly nonsense. However, it was a strange feeling to have a personal story that I had never heard before subtly unravel.
“... You’re from a very prestigious university at Moondaemun University! Isn’t it a waste?”
“It’s not worth it. Not even money.”
Park Moon-dae seemed comfortable.
So Lee Se-jin didn’t have to regret getting angry with his friend over useless things.
There wasn’t a drop of alcohol, but the conversation flowed well and ended with a deep foundation.
It was a new layer of trust.
and the next day.
Unlike yesterday, Lee Se-jin recovered his original sense on the stage where he went up without any awkwardness.
‘Good good!’
He put on Cha Yu-jin and Sun Ah-hyun on both sides to show off a nice ad-lib, then came down humming after a splendid encore.
And the moment I tried to find Park Moon-dae.
“Looks like you did a good job reconciling.”
“... !”
Sejin Lee looked back at the leader of the group who briefly tapped his shoulder.
Liu Qingyu smiled lightly.
‘It looks obvious.’
Sejin Lee immediately lowered his head.
“Brother, I am so sorry! Have I been like that these past few days?”
“no. I was fine. Just because I saw it... I tried to play around a bit in case it would be difficult for the two of you.”
“... ... .”
remote?
Come to think of it, suddenly last night the meeting time the next day was delayed by about three hours.
I thought it was because of the schedule adjustment.
“I don’t think the meeting time was delayed... .”
“Yeah what... Everyone did that to recover their stamina.”
It made it easy for the two of them to talk.
“... thank you.”
“It’s a group like us. Of course, these things must match each other for a long time. Everyone said yes right away.”
Liu Qingyu laughed. Sejin Lee was speechless for a moment.
It is because he thought that there would be no one as sincere as he was in doing his best to ensure that this group would be maintained well until the maximum possible lifespan.
‘... No matter how much it was, I was worried that if I had a yearly leave, I would lose all of them due to individual activities.’
that... Lee Se-jin admitted that it might have been a bit conceited.
In the meantime, Liu Cheng-wu’s words continued.
“Sejin and Sejin Bae suggested it first. I was very worried about you two.”
“I’m glad it worked out. Oh, there it is.”
Following Ryu Cheong-woo’s chin, I turned my head and saw Bae Se-jin talking with Park Moon-dae holding a towel next to the steel structure.