"You, what are you doing?"
Pei Tianlang looked at the pale face of her smile, the action on the hand is not loose.
When he had just had dinner, he always thought that it was the kitten who would shrink into the corner where he thought he could protect himself, just like Gu Qian. When Gu Qian went to feed it, it was the same way.
"I'm making my souvenir. Did I disturb you? Is it too loud? " Pei Tianlang said that he covered the kitten's head with his hand. The poor kitten's mouth and nose were covered and could not make a sound.
Gu Qian seems to see the state of muxinrou lying on the ground again, even more angry. Muxinrou is not guilty, but this kitten is really innocent!
"Souvenirs?" Gu Qian felt that he was in the cold, and his body and heart became cold.
"Today, you called an ambulance. My family will find out, so I'm going to leave soon. But I'm a little reluctant to think about it, so I want to take something back."
The cat let out a last whine. After twitching for a while, he lay there motionless. Seeing this, Pei Tianlang loosened his hand and showed a satisfied smile. As long as he cleaned it, he could take it back and make it into a specimen.
Gu shallow don't know where come of courage, suddenly toward Pei Tianlang roared a, "you this devil!"
"The devil? Did you finally find out? " Pei Tianlang carefully looked at whether his hands were stained with blood, and then sat on the sofa with his hands crossed on his legs. His whole temperament was terrible.
"Not a word of what I said in the afternoon was true, just some concealment. My father, his purpose of abusing me is to make me the same person as him. When I was very young, he forced me to watch him kill animals for specimens. When I was a little older, he held my hand and forced me to kill a hamster. If I would be sentenced for killing small animals, I would have been shot countless times.
Today, I saw this cat. I really like it, and I really don't understand why you people who claim to be kind-hearted can't give it a home and shelter it forever. Why do you want to help it once, give it hope, and then let it struggle to survive in this muddy world? "
At that time, Gu Qian only felt that this man was really inexplicable. Should everyone be as helpless as him? Do you want everyone to be a devil like him?
But five years later, Gu Qian suddenly understood what kind of life he had lived in these years and what his inner world was distorted into.
He likes his mother very much, pursues freedom, and wants to protect his mother wholeheartedly, but he is also contradictory. If he is attached to the man who tortures him wholeheartedly, maybe he won't have such pain.
But his mother awakened him from the abyss at the cost of his life, but pushed him into another abyss.
His mother did give him hope, but also let him lose his home forever, had to be driven by hatred, revenge for the person who loved him most.
But at that time, Gu Qian was only angry and afraid, especially when Pei Tianlang walked towards her step by step.
The strange coincidence of reality and dream, she is just like the dream, unable to speak, unable to move, hands and feet are like pouring lead in general, very heavy.
"You know what? In fact, the souvenir I want to take with me is you. It's just that it's hard for me to guarantee your safety when I go back this time. That's why I found a good one to control. Besides, my father didn't forget to finish his homework when he saw me outside, so he should be very happy. He won't punish me for running away from home that time."
"And now? Do you still think it's a pity that it died? It died for you! It's not dead. You're the one lying here today. " Pei Tianlang's voice is gloomy and helpless.
Listening to this, Gu Qian suddenly seemed to be drained of his strength and fell to the ground. What did he save?
Pei Tianlang looked down at him, inexplicably enjoying the feeling of being afraid.
He knew very well that if he didn't have his mother, he would definitely be like his father, even better than him.
So he has been living a very contradictory life, always remember his mother's life in exchange for soberness, but sometimes enjoy being afraid, pinching others in applause.
"I'm wrong. I'm really wrong. I shouldn't have saved you." Gu Qian murmured and looked up at Pei Tianlang with tears in his eyes.
Pei Tianlang became very vague. She hoped that it was still a dream. When she woke up, she would open the door and find the introverted child lying quietly on the sofa.
Pei Tianlang squatted down slowly, awkwardly but gently wiping away the tears on Gu Qian's face, "you don't have to be afraid. Before I have the ability to protect myself, I won't do anything, so you can enjoy a peaceful life with your boyfriend for the time being."
Gu shallow listen to what he said almost fainted, some delirious said to him, "please, don't pester me."
Pei Tianlang gently pushed her hair away from her face. "You don't think you can get rid of me so easily."After several years, Gu Qian thought that he would never come back. Even Pei Tianlang didn't expect that he could come back to Gu Qian five years later after he had handled everything.
Gu shallow finally can't support fainting in the past.
Pei Tianlang straightens up and looks at Gu Qian on the ground. He doesn't have any idea to pick her up and put her on the bed. He even thinks that Gu Qian is not as good as the hamster. No matter what, the hamster doesn't faint.
He sat back on the sofa and looked at the cat in front of him and Gu Qian not far away. Should he wait here, or should he go out for a walk and take the initiative to go back?
Forget it, or take the initiative to go back, although take the initiative to go back and can't kill father too much anger.
What should we do when we go back? How can he let himself go and how can he contact his grandfather.
Pei Tianlang left the quilt on the sofa on Gu Qian and carefully took the kitten away. As for the room, he had no nostalgia.
When Gu Qian woke up, there was no trace of Pei Tianlang in the room except the quilt and the blood on the table.
But Gu Qian felt that he was still looking at himself somewhere, ready to continue to pester himself at any time.
She staggered to her room, took her cell phone and dialed the phone that she had not contacted for several days.
At the moment of hearing Gu Xinian's voice, the tears stored on that day were released without scruple, "Gu Xinian! where are you? Can you come quickly? I'm so scared Please, come here