Just want to be with Mom.
Suddenly he let go of her hands, and she gasped like a drowning woman, her hands still numb with pain as she tried to push him, his whole body giving off a dangerous aura that she was unfamiliar with, and she shrank back a little, his long, narrow eyes looking at her, making her shiver all over, a fear that she had never felt before in his eyes.
Jiang Lingchen's lips curled up into a smile. His smile made his stern face soften a little, but his words made people feel even colder: "Be obedient and don't be delusional. You should have known better than to reject me!"
She was delusional, delusional, and she could try to convince him.
Her neck was once again strangled by him. Although the strength was not as devastating as before, her skin was still burning with pain. He did not have the habit of growing nails, but the flesh of his fingers still seemed to be deeply embedded into the skin of her neck.
Her voice became hoarse, "What do you want me to do … "Is that why you're willing to let me and the baby go?"
He had initially been gradually calming down, but when he heard her talk about that child, his expression became even more sinister than before. Jiang Lingchen's eyes became evil, "I already said, sleep with me for the night." The faint smile on his face deepened as he faintly smiled. "As for letting you off, that's impossible!"
Bai Jinxi took a deep breath, not caring about the fact that his neck was still holding hers, she struggled up from the ground with all her might, and grabbed onto his shirt, speaking with a hoarse voice: "Jiang Lingchen, do you have any human nature?"
You're right, it was my fault back then, I had corrupted women's relationship with men and made the Jiang Family ashamed, but I was kicked out of the Jiang Family, I had no money and no one to help me, I raised my own baby, I listened to my mother and never went back to S city, and I lived a foreign life with my baby, you know, after all these years, I don't owe you anything, you just don't want to see me, okay?
"As long as you let me and the baby go, I promise you that I'll never come back to S City again, really."
He released her hand and swept his gaze across her face. "Shut up."
Bai Jinxi bit his lips that reeked of blood, as if he hadn't heard her words. He cried out softly, "I married you at the age of nineteen, if you ask me to break from school, I will break from school …"
"Your lover is in the newspapers outside. Mom said I'm not good enough for you, so I never thought about going over to compete with you. I don't like you getting angry, so I won't mention these annoying things in front of you …"
"You think I'm embarrassing you, but I've also never told anyone that we know each other … But now that you are treating me like this, I don't think I have ever done anything to let you down. Even if there is, after all these years, it is enough for me! "
"Jiang Lingchen, I don't want to continue like this anymore …"
He suddenly pushed her body to the ground and said with an abnormal tone, "Get lost! Don't force me to hit you! "
Bai Jinxi was pushed to the ground, his dislocated hand smashed onto the ground, and the sound of bones breaking came out.
Her eyes were black with pain, and she felt faint.
She had never quarreled with him, and even if he spent half a year out drinking, she only helped him undress and put in a bath while he was drunk, mostly sleeping alone in his single bed. He had never been this fierce towards her before. His expression was usually fierce, but it was not as cold as tonight, causing one to feel fear. The space between his brows faintly twisted.
He dialed a number. "Miss Bai fell on her hands and called the doctor." She didn't even raise her eyes when she left. She didn't even look at him while she laid on the ground, fainting from the pain.
Ever since that night, Jiang Lingchen did not return to the villa, so he must have been extremely disgusted with her.
In these two days, as soon as Bai Jinxi fell asleep, he kept dreaming of people. In his dreams, he saw many people with smiling faces, where his father carried her and tossed her up and down. Dad still liked to play with her. Dad's hands were wide and thick and his arms were strong, and every time she landed, he would catch her safely.
When she was eleven, she took back the first trophy of her life. It was heavy in her hand, and when her father saw it, his mouth curved into a smile, his eyes curved into a smile. Mom touched her face, delighted at all the food she said, and promised to reward her for it.
At night, when she was dreaming, she was still singing about the fragrance of her mother's fried chicken leg …
She stood in front of the tall man. He was tall, and she was only halfway up his chest. She had to look up at him. "I don't want any of that. I only want you." She ran away, ashamed and angry, and could still hear the deep sweet laughter of the man behind her. Her face must have been red from prematurely buying apples from her mother, she thought, and her heart was beating so fast.
After dreaming for a long time, it was so long that she thought she wouldn't wake up.
As usual, Bai Jinxi helped the baby to sleep and button his clothes, then reached his hands into the baby's sleeves and pulled out the sleeves.
The baby bit her lip and stood on the bed, looking into her reddened eyes.
She laid the round baby on the bed, patted his thick belly, and kissed his cheek.
The baby was thin and bulging in a T-shirt, two sweaters, and a jacket.
She carried the baby downstairs and set him on the sofa. She went into the kitchen and boiled water and put the noodles on the table.
While the baby was eating the noodles, her mouth was covered in grease. Suddenly, he looked at her and asked, "Mom, why don't you eat it?"
She touched the baby's head, wiped the oil from his mouth with a piece of paper, and shook his head.
The baby didn't think about it. She had said this many times in the past three days, and every time she ate her mother said she had eaten. He simply believed it and happily lowered his head to eat the noodles.
He scooped up a spoonful of soup and moved it close to Bai Jinxi's mouth. He puffed his cheeks and stretched out his hands: "Mom, drink!"
The baby's hand was long, and she held it up so long that she took a sip with a smile.
Bai Jinxi picked up the bowl and carried him onto his lap, "Baby, mom wants you to go to kindergarten, okay?"
"Mom, I can go to kindergarten now?" The baby's eyes were sparkling with anticipation.
"Well," she said, rubbing the baby's head, "the baby lives with the kids in kindergarten, okay?"
"Mom, why do I have to live with my little friend? What about you?"
"Mom wants to make money."
"Mom, are you looking for a job?"
"Yes."
"Mom, you used to work so that I could be by your side?"
"The baby didn't go to kindergarten before, but now it can't."
"Mommy, are you … Does Uncle live together? "
"Yes..."
… ….
"Mom, when can I see you again?!" The baby was reluctant. "I'm not going to kindergarten."
Bai Jinxi kissed his son's skinny face. "Baby goes to kindergarten, there will be a lot of kids playing with you."
"I don't know any children. I just want to be with my mother."
"Mom will also go and find you. You can play with your little friends, and you can also be with Mom."
"Do kindergartens have a lot of toys you see on TV?"
"Yes, many, many, many. Baby be good, there will be more toys."
"Mom, when you earn more money from working, will you take me away from kindergarten and let me live with you?"
"Mom …"
After coaxing the child to sleep at night, she touched the baby's face, absent-mindedly feeling a little absent-minded. The baby was very thin, so thin that there wasn't much flesh on her face. The children of the same age had very cute meat on their faces, and the baby's chin was very sharp.
She lightly pressed her face against the baby's forehead, a few traces of sobs appearing in her voice. "Baby, mom is making money, so I'm coming to pick you up."
The baby bit his lip and closed his eyes.
She couldn't help but cry again. "Mom, since you're earning money, I'll come pick you up." She repeated the sentence.
Bai Jinxi's eyes had been red these past few days. The baby did not dare to ask, but when he heard her soft crying at night, his eyes closed even more, just like now.
Bai Jinxi kept kissing his face, "Mom definitely won't not want a baby."
The baby ducked into her arms. "Mommy doesn't have any money, does she? Baby, just like before, don't go to kindergarten. "
"Nope." Bai Jinxi hugged him tightly. "Mom is rich, there's a lot of money, let baby go to kindergarten …"
The baby cried herself to sleep. She ran to the bathroom and closed the door, covering her mouth with her hand and whimpering like a small animal.
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A week later, Jiang Lingchen came to the villa for the first time. He looked at her coldly.
"Is it here or in the guest room?" She didn't answer, just unbuckled her shirt. "Do you prefer the floor or the bed?"
"Bai Jinxi," The corner of Jiang Lingchen's mouth curved in a smile, "Stop pretending, no matter how much you pretend, it won't smell like it. "I'm in a good mood. I'll send your son to kindergarten tomorrow."
A bucket of ice water was poured on top of his head.
Her lips trembled almost imperceptibly, but she still stepped forward, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him.
Her kiss was raw, and she only knew how to move her lips. Their hot bodies rubbed against each other across the thin shirt.
Her small nose slid across the skin of his face, and when she tried to stop it, he pressed his hand to her head to deepen it.
But soon, she could no longer hold it in and took a deep breath.
Then, his body went limp as he fell into Jiang Lingchen's embrace.
Jiang Lingchen carried her and walked down the stairs.
She was dazed by the rare prank of her former self. She had no other thoughts, and she knew in a daze what he was going to do.
She knew better than ever, but she did not resist, allowing him to carry her down to the guest room.