C23

Mom, don't cry

Bai Jinxi powerlessly lowered his eyes, and a moment later, he raised his head again. His eyes were filled with grief: "Back then, you married me for my father's company, and after marrying me, you caused my father to commit suicide by jumping off a building … And my mother died of madness because of my father's death. After so many years, I, Jiang Lingchen have hated you. If not for you, my family would not have become like this … "But I don't want to hate you anymore, I want to live a good life, why can't I? Why aren't you letting me go, why …" Her voice trailed off, and she whimpered a little at the back, clutching the sheets with her hands, unable to continue.

She sat there for a long time. She sat there for so long that she almost forgot that Jiang Lingchen was still in his room.

"Bai Jinxi, don't you feel wronged? But have you thought about what Ting Er encountered when she was at your age, that she couldn't help but fall in love with a married man, your great father?" His eyes were filled with grief, then he sneered, "At that time, she was only sixteen years old, and fell in love with a man who was twenty-three years older than her. Not only did your great father not reject her, he even hid her feelings for him.

She took the pillow away in astonishment, her expression changed slightly as she said in a low voice, "Jiang Lingchen, this joke is not funny at all." Daddy won't betray Mommy, no, Daddy loves Mommy so much, so he'll never do it! He was lying to her. He was making up a lie to make her think it was true. She wouldn't believe him.

Your kind mother forcefully pulled Qing'er to the hospital to have an abortion when she was three months pregnant. Qing'er loves her child more than herself, but your mother still forced her to jump down from the sixth floor of the hospital. I think you'll be interested in what your father will do when he finds out. " "That man is reluctant to part with his wife's family property. He doesn't even want to attend Qing'er's funeral. A few years later, his youngest daughter was born with a golden key."

Bai Jinxi was silent for a while, before asking in disbelief: "You already have a plan, even if I didn't appear in front of you, you would still have come looking for me, right?"

When he heard this, all he did was bring up a hint of a mocking smile.

"Even if my father betrayed that woman and my mother harmed her, they all paid a heavy price for it! Why can't you let me go? Your revenge should have ended when my parents died. What did I do wrong? "

Jiang Lingchen raised his chin to look at her, and said with a smile that was yet not a smile: "You are really stupid, you think that when your father dies and your mother goes mad, I should let you go? It was all thanks to your dear parents, who gave me an important blow when I was sensible, and kept my childhood in a gray gloom from now on, deprived of all recreational opportunities, and prepared to crush them. It turns out that my current power is more than enough to take on a small company. "

"You just lost a pair of dirty parents and you're already desperate for life. I, on the other hand, saw her smiling and telling me not to tell anyone that she has a child. "You lived for eighteen years and haven't seen a dead person, Eldest Miss. Let me tell you, when Qing`er died, your mother did not allow anyone to clean up her body. When I rushed over, other than caterpillars and centipedes, there were also others on her face."

"Do you feel nauseous every time you're under me? "If you were to carry the body of a nineteen year old pregnant woman filled with worms, would you be more willing to stay under me? And what you have endured today is the work of your so-called great and kind father and mother."

What Jiang Lingchen was saying, was something she had almost never heard before and no one had ever told her before. No one would ever tell her either, and in just a few short minutes, it was as if she had experienced a few cycles of reincarnation. Every single word that he said, every single word, sounded extremely shocking.

He suddenly grabbed her hand and decisively grabbed her. Carrying the cool air of the late summer night, he swept over and ruthlessly covered her lips, his kiss laced with the piercing pain of punishment. Bai Jinxi struggled shyly for a while, before he raised his head and looked at her resolutely with a complicated expression: "I knew very early on that you hated me. To tell you the truth, I also f * * king hate myself. Why didn't I force you to your death then to accompany her in death? "

Bai Jinxi's face was pale white, he stared into his eyes and asked: "Who is Qing'er?"

Jiang Lingchen was quiet for a while, then said with a chuckle: "It's rare that you're still interested in my matters. You weren't even born when she died, no wonder you didn't know the name Jiang Qing.

Bai Jinxi was stunned, his lips trembled a few times, and then he laughed: "You lied to me, you didn't …" Halfway through speaking, he still didn't have the courage to continue. The smile on his face was even uglier than crying.

"Look, how could I let them off so easily? You didn't do anything wrong, but you did because you were related to them. You have their blood on you, but you can still be considered cute. Back then, Bai Fan refused to marry his daughter to me no matter what, so you came to me on your own accord, saving me a lot of effort. " This was the longest conversation he had ever had with her and it was also the most cruel reality. It was enough to play hide and seek for so many years, she needed to get the appropriate punishment for what his parents had done! He would have to pay a heavy price for her betrayal! And now, all of this was something she should bear!

Bai Jinxi looked at him quietly and shook his head, "I once thought … "At least you have a little bit of goodwill towards me …"

The smile on his face deepened as he lifted her face up and whispered in her ear, "Your body has made me a little bit greedy. Now, it's like I'm eating nothing."

Bai Jinxi tightly shut his mouth. Only now did she know that everything she had ever done had been so stupid, that she had taken it as a setback in life, a silent, bitter smile, and that she had brought it upon herself to do the wrong thing in her life, not to fall in love with him but to know that he did not love her and yet to assume that he did.

She did not make a sound, but Jiang Lingchen laughed instead, casually placed his hand on her ear, and said sarcastically: "Even though I took your body by force, but seeing your loyalty to Lei Yao, it seems that it was only to this extent. Lei Yao has not satisfied you in all these years, right?

Bai Jinxi stared at him in astonishment, and could no longer resist and pushed him away. "Jiang Lingchen, please have some self-respect! No matter what, Lei Yao and I have nothing to do with you. Even if we don't make love every year, we would still do it a few times a day. I'll just treat it as giving the dog a bite! "

Her mood dropped to the bottom, she forced herself to pull herself together, to send him off in a decisive tone. It was the only way she could deal with him, the only way she could stop the endless bickering and sarcasm between them.

As expected, within a few seconds, he had already put on his clothes and slammed the door.

He said, 'It's just a one-night stand for me.' The silence in the room was mocking her for her previous warmth, and now that she thought about it, it felt like a dream. If her waist didn't hurt, her body wouldn't be in pain …

Now she finally understood that he had the power and the power to marry her, because of her birth. If it had been any other woman born in her family today, he would still have married her. He didn't care about the person he married, he just wanted revenge, revenge on her family and her!

Her body felt slightly numb. She didn't have the qualifications to ask him not to hate. She didn't have the qualifications to advise him to give up everything to live a good life. How could someone who lived in hatred truly be happy? A heart full of hatred was not meant to be loved. It was just that based on her current position, how could she bear it?

She felt so sore that she didn't have any extra strength to move, so she managed to get out of bed and found her dress hanging on the sofa. Since the room was not heated up, she rubbed her skin with her arms to warm it and glanced at the suit on the sofa.

When she got home and opened the door, the baby was almost in her arms.

It occurred to her that the child must have been frightened when the night did not come, and no one cooked for her. Her eyes quickly filled with steam, she picked up the baby, put him on the bed, and let him play with the cat, "Are you hungry? Mom will go cook. Wait for Mom, it'll be fine soon … "

Poppet takes her hand and shakes her head. "Not hungry, not hungry. Auntie told me to come to her house for dinner."

Holding the child's soft body, it felt like a lifetime had passed.

Tears streamed down her face.

Her throat was blocked, and she couldn't say anything. Her smile became even wider, and the baby touched her face, "Mom, don't cry. Don't cry Mom."

She tried to maintain a smile, but her tears were still flowing. "Mommy having a baby is the happiest thing that Mommy would ever do in her life. Mommy won't cry." Holding the baby close to her, the cat looked at them strangely from the bed.

The child also understood and happily hugged her with two short arms. "Yes, mother has a baby, baby has a mother, baby and mother have a mother, and little Black!"

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After she quit her job in the Imperial City, her life was peaceful again.

Jiang Lingchen had completely disappeared from her life. Because he did not appear in any television or entertainment newspapers, most people were famous and influential, so it was rare for them to see his face. Life was still the same, as if nothing had happened, everything was calm and peaceful.

Several times, when she and the baby went out to look for a house, they felt several pairs of eyes watching her from behind, and when they turned to look in surprise, they found nothing.