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Bai Jinxi didn't know how she managed to walk out of the hospital one step at a time. Her hand was always gently pressing on her lower abdomen. She did not even know that her child had been here for two months, and it had almost made her child malnourished. Now that the child had come, she wanted to keep the child for her and her, but what would Jiang Lingchen think if she knew that she was pregnant? Would he still want her to have a baby for him at this time?

"Hope! "Be careful!" Lei Yao got out of the car, and quickly walked in front of her, sizing up her pale face, "What happened? Where is your body uncomfortable? Get in the car, I'll take you back. "

Bai Jinxi regained his senses, raised his head and saw that it was Lei Yao.

"Big Brother Lei, why are you here?"

"Little Qian, I've thought about this a lot these past few days." When he heard her voice, he was touched and his voice became lower and lower.

He held her hand as they sat in his car. His voice had a hint of grief in it, "I don't know how I can be compared to him. We've been together for so many years, but I still can't compare to him, whom you've only known for a month." He lowered his head to hide his sorrowful expression. "I'm sorry, I've never regretted anything so much in my life. I've always thought that if I hadn't agreed to let you come and go, then you wouldn't have been together. Maybe we would have …"

Lei Yao seemed to be filled with worries, and ignored her doubt filled face. He grabbed her hand emotionally, "I know that you had a bad time after this, but you are not doing well now are you? As long as you say it, no matter what the price is, I am willing to bring you away from him. "

"Big Brother Lei..." Bai Jinxi shook his head, and pulled out the hand he was holding, "I always wanted to tell you … I just think of you as my big brother, and we are … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you …. I like this relationship very much. I don't want any other changes. "

"In what way am I inferior to him?" Lei Yao scratched his head a few times in annoyance. At this moment, his outer appearance looked somewhat wild and he tried his best to calm himself down as he said calmly: "You still haven't given up yet? You know better than I what he did to you, why are you still refusing me at a time like this? And do you know what shameful things he does out there? "

Bai Jinxi did not refute him and looked at Lei Yao indifferently. He asked with a serious tone: "We are already divorced, whatever he does has nothing to do with me. Big Brother Lei, we have not met for so long, can we not talk about him?" She did not want to lose her family like Big Brother Lei because of him. She had already lost too many people because of him.

"Since you are already divorced, why haven't you left him yet? Is he threatening you?! "

Bai Jinxi opened her mouth, but before she could make a sound, the phone in her pocket rang. She picked it up and answered, her voice low and pleasant: "Where is it?" It was him, Jiang Lingchen.

Bai Jinxi looked at Lei Yao, then looked at the hospital sign outside the window, "XX Hospital."

"Alone?" he asked, his voice cold. He must have guessed why.

"With friends."

"Which friend?"

"A friend." She felt that there was nothing to explain, so she just pinched the phone. She could imagine his gloomy and crazed expression on the other end of the line. She laughed involuntarily. How could he have the time to 'care' about her at this time? Shouldn't he be spending time with his lover?

Lei Yao was looking at her, and seeing her hang up, he smiled lightly and asked: "Are you getting along well with him?"

"He was the one who called, right? I always thought you guys were having a good time, so I hid whatever you said in my heart, until I saw the newspapers and TV these days …" Perhaps you think that I am taking advantage of someone, but, Little Qian, can't you see my sincerity? "

Bai Jinxi was startled, the words on the phone just now, even an outsider could guess the cold relationship between the two of them. Her face turned slightly pale, and she stuttered: "Don't listen to random rumors in the newspapers, it's not like that …"

The smile on Lei Yao's face suddenly turned indifferent, he looked at her and said softly: "Xiao Qian, I understand now, why you keep thinking that you've always kept a distance from me, because you've never really liked me before. Maybe you do, but that's just because you like your brother, and you've always loved him from the beginning until the end, even though he hurt you so badly."

Bai Jinxi pursed her lips, listening to his calm tone of voice, she did not interrupt, and instead brought up the topic. There was no awkwardness at all, this was great, she was the friend who greeted him, and he was the Big Brother Lei who once doted on her.

Lei Yao took out a cigarette from his pocket. Under Bai Jinxi's astonished expression, he lit up the cigarette and looked out the window, his tone indifferent: "When I first met you, you were in high school with two braids, and you were so cute at that time. Innocent and lively, playing games with a servant, and suddenly ran into me.

Bai Jinxi saw that her expression was calm, so he also smiled and took a sip of smoke. "From then on, I would find excuses to go to your house every few days, and gradually, when you get to know me well, you would also pull me along to play games and tell me jokes. At that time, you were still a child, and no matter how much time passed, you would always be a child in my heart …"

He looked at Bai Jinxi and laughed somewhat sorrowfully, "However, I didn't expect that this child would grow up and that she would start to have feelings for him. She will also fall in love with others just like her, and start to date me." I didn't think that I would see my eldest child getting married too. I couldn't do anything but watch her getting married, regardless of uncle's objections, and you insisted on marrying him. At that time, I saw the determination in your eyes, and it was so cute, and I even thought of you as a child to send you to the wedding. This is the most regretful thing I've ever done in my life.

Hearing him talk about what happened when she was young, Bai Jinxi only pursed her lips. All these years, she had already pulled away from the past and almost forgot how she was in the past. However, looking at Lei Yao's peaceful appearance with some mist still lingering in the air, she felt that love was indeed a terrifying thing. If she hadn't married Jiang Lingchen at that time, but Lei Yao instead, what would she be like now?

— Maybe she was still the same carefree child from five years ago.

But that way, there would be no children, no five years spent with them.

The happiest thing in her life: The heavens had bestowed the child upon her, accompanied her through those five years of suffering that should have been difficult but had become meaningful, but the child had enriched her later life, and had made her life more meaningful. If time could flow backwards, when she had met Jiang Lingchen five years ago, she would not have chosen to live a new life for him, but at the cost of the child's birth.

Lei Yao shifted his gaze back from the window and looked at her: "After you married him, I promised my family that I would go abroad to study. It's also because of this that I didn't know about the many things that happened afterwards.

"Where was I when you needed me five years ago? It's simply far away from the heavens. Five years later, your body has lightened, and I have delusional thoughts of snatching you back to my side. Isn't my actions of tangling around in front of you funny? "

Bai Jinxi's heart became clearer after hearing Lei Yao's words. She shook her head, "Big Brother Lei, don't say it like that. You are forever my and my child's relative.

That's right, only family, only family, this will never change.

Lei Yao laughed bitterly: "I am not that confident. I can forget about a bottle of wine. However, since we do not have the chance to be together, I also wish that I can be together. Little Qian, let me ask you, do you still not want to leave his side? "

"I don't know either..."

"You know, you know better than anyone that you love him. You only have him in your eyes, so you can't tolerate other men."

She loved him? How could this be? She hated him to the point of not being able to make it in time, so how could she still love him …

Bai Jinxi laughed dryly, yet he could not say a word. He drank a mouthful of ice water, and felt that his dry throat had moistened before taking a breath, "Big Brother Lei, I might have to go back now …"

Lei Yao nodded, "Okay, I'll send you back."

She did not refuse and stood up from her seat in a daze.

After returning home, Jiang Lingchen was not at home as expected. She ate lunch and went upstairs to sleep under the blanket.

Jiang Lingchen returned home at 7: 30 in the evening. He realized that he was indeed old, and he had not had the energy to deal with all the dirty tricks he had done before, even if he had only needed to hug the woman's shoulders and waist for photos. He was tired, so he resigned himself to his fate and returned.

It was dinner time at 7: 30 in the Fu Mansion. At this time, the two of them should have been eating at the same table, but they did not see anyone.

"Why isn't there any food?" Glancing at the empty dining table, the coldness here was beyond his expectation. He frowned, coldly glancing at the servant beside him, "I haven't been back for long, there are already no rules in this house. Do you not want to stay here anymore?"

"Sir, Miss Bai instructed me to do so." The servant replied tremblingly, "Miss Bai said that young master came home early from school and changed the time for dinner to 6.30 p.m. at 7: 30 PM. At this time, they had already finished their meal. Young master is currently doing homework in his room while Miss Bai is resting in his bedroom."

"So early?" Jiang Lingchen's frown did not loosen as he walked towards the direction of the stairs.