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I feel that I grew up with a blood and sweat feud, which was not as miserable as Yan Liuli.

At least, he was escorted by Ruan family since childhood. He grew up without any grievances and setbacks.

But Yin glass

Yin Liuli said lightly: "after a long time, you will get used to In the eyes of outsiders, Xiao San is very kind to me. In private, on the surface, he is good to me.

behind his back, his means are endless.

When I was 14 years old, the maid who threatened my family to have a good relationship with me was the only one in my family who could communicate with me as an autistic child.

she would care about me every day, know that I don't like to talk, and will take the initiative to talk to me,

knowing that I don't like to contact the outside world, she will take the initiative to tell me what happened in the outside world.

She is very lively, but she is threatened by her family. When I am asleep, she climbs into my bed without any defense

Although she didn't do anything, she took off her clothes, and there was a mass of blood on the bed sheet.

the third came in with a group of people and said that I had strengthened her

She was threatened, that is to say, I forced her

Mingyang's face was heavy and said, "you didn't explain it?"

"Explained No one listened to me. The maid, seeing that I didn't admit it, decided to die under the sign of Xiao San.

at that time, I had already jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it clearly.

My father, my grandfather, was very disappointed with me... "

Mingyang frowned and said, "noble families and nobles are more terrible than imagined..."

"I don't know about other people's family. I only know my family's. later, when the maid died, I didn't believe that she would deliberately wronged me.

I went to check and found out that she was threatened To save the lives of the whole family.

His family, after she died, sent me a letter It's a love letter.

She, like me for a long time But because of death. "

All the innocent women start to shake their hands.

Also with their own lives, to stigmatize him, just to let him jump into the Yellow River is not clear.

How cruel those executioners are!

"You Did nothing? "

It was Yan Liuli's own experience, but when he said these things, he seemed to have no feeling at all.

The voice was so quiet that it was like talking about other people's affairs.

He said faintly: "yes, I was very angry After reading the letter, I cried. I didn't like her. However, when she was a friend,

she died like this. I was very sad and lost my mind to avenge her

I took a knife and cut Xiao San, trying to kill her and let her pay for her life But my father found out that he caught me up and beat me with a whip, which made me black and blue

If my grandfather hadn't stopped me, I would have been killed.

At that time, I felt that the world was very unfair,

that was a dirty place.

Father's indifference, grandfather's disappointment to the extreme

I have nothing on the surface, but at that time, maybe I still care about it!

I think it's too dirty. Neither my mother nor I should stay on that land.

I went to the ancestral Tomb of the Yin family. At that time, my body was all lacerated, infected and feverish

I want to dig my mother's grave and take her out of this dirty land.

Never come back.

However, because I was confused, I planed the wrong grave. After three times of digging, I found my mother's grave.

I know my mother's coffin. I always remember the patterns on it

The coffins used by women after their death are very small and carved with their favorite patterns.

I recognized it. I knew it was my mother.

He carried her and left together

I want to go to a place where there is no one and bury her. I will not go anywhere from now on. I will only accompany her.

But I did not support, fainted

When I woke up, I was lying in the hospital with my grandfather by my side.

It's been three days.

I asked him to ask for his mother. He said, "I found a place of geomantic omen, which is far away from the capital city. After the burial, I stopped talking, but since then..."

"What happened then?"

"Later I left the capital and disappeared for two years before I came back. "

"Where have you been?"

"Hell..."

“……” Are you dead?

Alive again?

Or did you go to the hall of hell?

Fu Mingyang can't understand.

Yin Liuli did not explain, just continued: "I want to be stronger, come back to revenge."

"Did you take revenge?""No

"Why?"

"Because All of a sudden, I don't care about everything. I think it's meaningless to me

It's been hit too much!

Poor child

Fu Mingyang has always felt that he is a personal tragedy.

But this is the real human tragedy, OK.

He was slaughtered from childhood.

But at least, I didn't encounter the betrayal, neglect and mental abuse of those family members.

In the world, the most can hurt people, is the family, OK!

Yan Liuli said blankly: "they all said that I became like a robot, cold-blooded and merciless I don't care about anything in this world. "

"Do you care?"

"Some don't care, some care about..."

"For example?"

"My half brother, when I was a child, liked me very much. I didn't like to talk and was autistic. He would accompany me occasionally

His personality is very lively. When I was poisoned by his mother, he noticed that he had drunk the cold poison milk for me,

he went to ask her mother whether she had done it.

her mother didn't want him to know such a dark thing, so she asked the nanny at home to take the post. It was indirect and saved my life.

That cold poison, if it continues for the next year and a half, I will die... "

"Do you care about your brother?"

"I don't know But I thought that if I got revenge and his mother died, he would be as pitiful as me

Yan Liuli never talked to anyone about these words.

Outside, Ruan heart covered his mouth, afraid of choking out.

Meiya slapped her on the back with red eyes.

I wanted to see how Yin Liuli enlightened Mingyang.

It's something you've experienced

A lot of things, she knows.

But he didn't know what Yan Liuli thought of those things.

Now I understand.

Clearly have the ability to revenge, but not revenge.

Clearly understand that Pianran assassinated him for countless times and framed him, but he did not resist.

It was all because of Yin Liuguang.

Afraid of him He became like himself, a poor child without a mother.

Her Yin Liuli was always kind-hearted.

But it's said to be the devil.

At this moment, she was choking with heartache.

In the room, Mingyang was silent for a long time and said, "you To tell me all this is to persuade me not to take revenge? "

"No..."

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