CH 1

Chapter 1 - Don't pretend to be a white lotus

Xu Cinian sat in the car blankly, staring at the windshield in front of him, his fingers are still shaking unconsciously, even if the air conditioner in the car has been turned on to the maximum, he still does not feel the slightest warmth.

“Dinn…Dinn….!”

The harsh whistle sounded suddenly behind him, and the driver behind shook off the glass of the car, sticking out his head and yelling, “Damn you, can you drive! The good dog is not in the way, the green light is on. Are you fucking deaf!?”

Xu Cinian snapped back to his senses, moved his eyes to the rearview mirror, and saw his pale face and tightly pursed lips at a glance.

He sneered, tried his best to put on a smile, smiled apologetically at the car behind him, clenched the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator.

The car drove smoothly on the road. He stared blankly ahead. If he met an acquaintance at this time, he would probably roll down the glass to say hello with a smile. Mr. Xu’s reputation for being calm and reserved is outside, he would not let anyone see it. When the clue is drawn, he will not show his still trembling fingers to others.

Because he is Xu Cinian, he can’t let everyone see jokes for a man.

Although he thought this way, when the car drove all the way to the door of the company, he still felt a wave of exhaustion he had never feel before. When he thought of the stacks of documents and meetings he was about to face, he only felt a mess in his head. Wearing this calm mask for a long time, he will be tired and helpless.

In everyone’s eyes, the eldest son of the Xu family is synonymous with young, handsome, capable and stable. At the age of 23, he has already propped up half the sky of Xu’s enterprise. He was just a person, and the feeling of being betrayed by his lover and his younger brother made him unable to maintain this calm face any longer.

Dropping his head down on the steering wheel, the dirty scene he just saw broke into his head again.

Because of the business trip, he and Dong Feng have not seen each other for more than half a month. Although he calls every day, after all, he can’t help but miss him if he can’t see the real person, so he deliberately rejected the regular meeting in the afternoon and bought Dong Feng. Feng’s favorite dish is spicy crayfish, looking forward to a warm marriage.

But when he opened the door, he saw clothes scattered all over the floor, coats, trousers, underwear, socks… spread from the entrance to the bedroom door, as if he couldn’t bear it for even a second.

The harsh wail voice came from the direction of the bedroom, accompanied by the heavy breathing and the uncontrollable sound, it was like a slap on Xu Cinian’s face, the expectation and sweetness just now. It seemed like the most ridiculous joke at this moment.

Spicy crayfish spilled all over the ground, and he couldn’t remember how much willpower he had to use to stabilize his emotions and push open the familiar bedroom door.

“…Ah! Brother Feng…you…you…I can’t take it anymore…Aah…”

“Shh…Baby, hold on, let me hurt you mmmhh.”

“I hate you! You’ve always been gentle with my brother, but you always bully me.”

Dong Feng sneered, rarely revealing a mockery that was not in line with his usual gentleness, “Your brother didn’t let me feel good for four years in college. He’s as cold as a stone, when I look at him my lust is gone. Now, how can you be so cute hmmm?”

As soon as the voice fell on him, Xu Cinian raised his neck and screamed suddenly, softly In Dong Feng’s arms, with big tearful eyes, that pitiful look is like a harmless rabbit.

The two were in full swing. Xu Cinian saw with his own eyes that his “good brother” noticed the abnormality at the door, and even raised the corners of his mouth provocatively, but Dong Feng was still excited and didn’t realize it until after the peak of the wave , When he turned over and wanted to hug Xu Xinnian out of bed to wash, he suddenly saw Xu Cinian, who had been watching for a long time.

“Ge… Ge…” (Honorific for older brother) .Dong Feng’s face turned pale with a swipe, and Xinnian’s face showed unprecedented panic.

“It’s not like this…Cinian, listen to my explanation… I…” He stood up in a hurry, and even before he could put on his clothes, he stepped in front of Xu Cinian, stumbled and almost fell. fell to the ground.

Xu Cinian tensed the corners of his mouth tightly, his eyes turned between the two, and he couldn’t help laughing.

This is the man he has been in love with for four years, this is his compromise, even the illegitimate son of his father agrees to come into the house, and now he has joined forces to perform such a hot and exciting scene for him, It’s really a “big surprise” for Xiaojie’s wedding.

Walking slowly in front of Dong Feng, he raised his hand expressionlessly. At this time, Xu Xinnian, who was lying on the bed, suddenly ran over, grabbed his arm, and immediately knelt on the ground and cried.

“Brother, if you want to hit me, hit me, this has nothing to do with Brother Feng… don’t fight for me , everything is my fault, please, brother, don’t hate brother Feng!”

Xu Xinnian was originally small, but he was only one year younger than Xu Cinian, but he was a whole head shorter, with big eyes on his face, and a curly hair, he looks like a high school student who hasn’t graduated.

At this time, the tip of his crying nose was red, and he shrank his shoulders and knelt at Xu Cinian’s feet. There was still water vapor on his eyelashes, which made him even more pitiful, a little more delicate than a girl.

Dong Feng’s slightly frightened expression suddenly froze, looking at Xu Xinnian who was standing in front of him, his eyes filled with reluctance and pity.

He was so thin that he still wanted to protect him at this time. If he really beat people in the new year, he might have to kill them. At this time, he didn’t know where the courage came from, but he forgot that he cheated and did something wrong. When something happened, he turned halfway to block Xu Xinnian, and raised his head alertly.

Xu Cinian watched every move of the two of them, and at this moment, he laughed angrily. He stretched out his hand just to rub his aching temples. He didn’t even think about hitting people. When dealing with a betrayer, he felt that he will make his hand dirty.

It’s a pity that he didn’t say anything yet. These two people have already fought together against the “foreign enemy” together. it was really touching. How could he be such an idiot before that he didn’t see that his good brother had treated Dong Feng like this. After a long time of trouble, in their eyes, they are the one who beat the mandarin duck.

One pretended to be gentle and infatuated by his side, and the other pretended to be an obedient and harmless rabbit in front of him. If he didn’t accidentally crash this time, how long would they have to hide it from him? Did the two of them roll on this bed countless times before he knew it?

Staring at the wet sheets, Xu Cinian felt disgusted and almost vomited out of disgust.

“When did it start?”

He turned his head and stared at Dong Feng for a moment, trying his best to restrain his emotions, but his face was really ugly, his cold eyes like a lump of ice pierced directly at Dong Feng’s heart, he shivered violently, “Let’s talk, can we go out and talk about anything? At least…let Xu Xinnian put on clothes first.”

Xu Cinian raised his eyebrows and reached out to pat Dong Feng’s cheeks, “Why? are you afraid that I will deal with my good brother? Or, do you feel ashamed at this time? Then what did you do when you were naked and hugged each other!?”

Dong Feng was speechless. Sweat started to run on his head, and in fact he was still somewhat fearful.

It was a pity that he could no longer adapt to this powerful lover after the fresh taste passed.

Xu Cisian is a calm and almost terrifying person. He will not act coquettish or show weakness. Even if there is a conflict between lovers, he will explain his position and reasons as a matter of business. He will never be sloppy, giving Dong Feng absolute trust and freedom.

However, it is this attitude that makes Dong Feng feel more and more oppressed. He wants a gentle and pleasant man who can always rely on him and his protected lover to meet his growing male chauvinism. However, Xu Cinian can’t do it. Even now, his work and status are only obtained by the promotion of Xu Cinian, which makes him unable to swallow this tone.

“This is between us. Xu Xinnian is still young. Is it interesting for you to embarrass him?” He looked back at Xu Xinnian, who was still shivering, and felt that Xu Xinnian was like his little brother.

Xu Cinian has never been so angry, his eyes almost bloodshot, but he is still smiling, reaching out to help Xu Xinnian cover the sheet around him, without concealing the contempt in his eyes, “Yes, it is indeed age. Small, you are an adult at the age of eighteen, and you only grew up at the age of twenty-two, and you immediately learned to climb other people’s beds, which is quite a skill.”

“Brother… don’t say it, please don’t say it… I If you know it’s wrong, don’t do it… and don’t tell grandpa and father, I beg you!” Xu Xinian was curled up and started to gasp from crying, but he didn’t forget to hold Xu Cinian’s hand tightly.

Xu Cinian couldn’t stand the crying Xinnian any longer, so he pulled back his arm fiercely. At this time Xu Xinnian suddenly screamed, and fell to the ground, covering his left face and choking continuously, ” Brother, hit me, no matter how many slaps you give me, I recognize it, I’m sorry for you…”

Xu Cinian froze on the spot, and his fingers didn’t even touch Xu Xinnian’s face!

“Xu Cinian, enough! He is your brother, how can you fight against him!”

“You also know he is my brother!”

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Xu Cinian roared out of control, and there is no one who is usually half-assed look.

Dong Feng, who had never seen him go berserk, was taken aback, and he felt guilty after seeing the desperate look in his eyes, but at this time Xu Xinnian grabbed his hand and covered his injured left with tears. Looking at him, Dong Feng’s head was stunned. He didn’t say “I’m sorry”, but subconsciously hugged Xu Xinnian who needed protection.

Xu Cinian closed his eyes and took a deep breath, shook his head and laughed, but the laughter was hoarse.

” You two really disgust me.”

After saying this, he turned and left. The apartment he lived in for four years now seemed to be a hell of Avici, and he was about to suffocate for an extra second.

“Brother!”

Xu Xinnian wanted to stop him with a crying voice, Xu Cinian stopped at his feet, and then pushed open the door without looking back. Behind him, Xu Xinnian was still sobbing intermittently, but he didn’t even have the strength to cope.