CH 67.1

The hospital got off work on time at half past five, and there were not many doctors in the building, only the first floor of the emergency room and the inpatient department at the back had a doctor on duty.

When the night fell completely, there was no one on the top floor of the outpatient building, as long as there was a faint glimmer of light in the B-ultrasound room.

“Come in, now that the doctor and nurse are off work, no one will come to check.” Zhao Rui opened the door, took out a bunch of keys from his pocket, and turned on the computer and instruments.

Xu Cinian walked in with Wowo, turned around and closed the door, still a little uneasy in his heart, his face was green with the bright light from the instrument, and he looked very embarrassed.

Seeing that there was no movement, Zhao Rui raised his head and glanced, and found that Xu Cinian was standing still at the door, so he couldn’t help laughing, “I didn’t expect you to be nervous? I thought you would never lose your temper, sit down, it’s not good for your health to stand for a long time when you have a child.”

“What is there to have a child?” Wowo raised his face and asked his father in a vague way.

When Xu Cinian was asked by his son, his expression became more complicated. Until now, he still felt everything that happened was a bit illusory.

Originally, he was holding Wowo for a physical examination, and he was sure of his injury, but in the end he met Zhao Rui in a daze, and he had to hold a small oil bottle to check this kind of thing.

“The child is that you will have a little brother or a little sister in the future.”

Zhao Rui said casually with a smile, but was interrupted by Xu Cinian and explained nervously, “It means that if Wowo does well today, he will enter kindergarten later. There will be many children, and there will be many little brothers and little sisters in the future.”

“Really? Then I’m going to sleep with my little brother and little sister, and give them little rabbit bean paste.” Wowo opened his eyes with joy. Eyes, eager to show that he is the big brother.

Xu Cinian coaxed him into obedience in a few sentences, and sat obediently on the small bench next to him to eat snacks. He was still thinking about going to kindergarten in his heart, but he forgot to ask in a blink of an eye.

With a long sigh of relief, Xu Cinian raised his head and said awkwardly, “Doctor Zhao, Wowo is too young, I don’t want to let him know about such a disgusting thing, please don’t mention it to him in the future, thank you very much.

Zhao Rui laughed, and took the alcohol cotton pad to disinfect the detector, “Why are you still as shy as three years ago, the child will know sooner or later, you will have to let him know, Wowo is your own son, how can he despise you?”

Speaking of it, Xu Cinian still felt very ashamed. Over the years, he has been automatically deleting this memory, and he does not want to think about the ten most terrifying things of the year. But Zhao Rui’s words still made him fall into memories.

Not long after he was released from prison, he was working at the construction site, and his stomach soon grew bigger. At that time, he was really frightened. No matter how calm and restrained he was, he would not be able to stand the stimulation for a while.

A man, after sleeping with another man once, inexplicably has an extra child, which makes his hair stand up every time he thinks of it, and he can’t wait to dig out his stomach directly.

But he couldn’t do it again, so he could only quit his job and make plans to find an empty house. At that time, he met Luo Xiaomao.

Xiaomao has always been carefree. Although he is always surprised, he has a good heart and does not despise him. Instead, he helps him find a way.

But two big men, neither of them were married, and they had never even seen a woman give birth to a child, let alone a man giving birth to a child.

Seeing that his belly was getting bigger day by day, to the point where he couldn’t hide it at all, Xu Cinian told Luo Xiaomao, no matter what happened in the end, he help him to cut open the belly, and if there is a child, take it out send it to the hospital, and whether it live or die at that time will depend on my own creation.

But Luo Xiaomao didn’t say anything. He didn’t even kill a chicken before. Letting him take a knife and cut open his good friend’s belly was no different from killing himself.

Xu Cinian had a tough temper, and was not afraid of his own life at all. He tried to persuade him countless times to no avail. In the end, Luo Xiaomao cried and threw away all the knives in the house, stared at him 24 hours a day, and never allowed him to do it.

Xu Cinian was desperate, and after more than eight months, he still didn’t know how the child should be born, and he had the idea of ​​doing it himself.

On the Internet that day, he wanted to buy a scalpel without Luo Xiaomao, and accidentally went to a medical forum with a small number of people. There was a post with a lot of scolding.

Few people complained in the post, LZ snake essence disease, LZSB+10086, LZ has a pit in his head,

A post with hundreds of floors, and in the end, it became a queuing frenzy to brush the same sentence: LZ get out Forum, the elementary school physiology and hygiene class failed, but he’s too embarrassed to join the medical forum.

However, from beginning to end, the landlord did not appear, the main post was only an empty email address, and nothing else was left. After the group ridiculed, everyone dispersed, only Xu Cinian stared at this post for a moment, his mind was blank.

Maybe it was because there was really no way to go, maybe it was because of the mentality of treating a dead horse as a living horse doctor. He sent an email to the landlord as soon as his head became hot. There were only four words in it: [Male, help]

After leaving his contact information, he didn’t get a reply for more than half a month. Xu Cinian laughed at himself, making him believe in these messes. He knew that the landlord was a donkey person, and he was rushing to be tricked.

With a sigh, he continued to rack his brains to figure out how to hide from his friends and use his own knife. As a result, the tossing took more than a month. When he received Zhao Rui’s reply email, he was less than two months away from laboring

At that time, Xu Cinian asked him, “Why are you so sure that there are men in this world who can get pregnant?”

Zhao Rui gave a very subtle answer, “Human genes are full of mysteries. The routine is regarded as the truth. Just as it is determined that the opposite sex can only fall in love, and homosexual love is an anti-human and anti-scientific heterogeneity. From another perspective, homosexuality can also be said to be heterosexual. So there is nothing in this world. Absolutely, I believe there must be this kind of heterogeneity in terms of heredity and genes, it’s just whether it has been discovered.”

Xu Cinian didn’t understand this, he only cared about whether he and his children would be safe if they were handed over to such a person, “You say you are a doctor, what is your major?”

Zhao Rui smiled heartily, “My job is to study urology, and heredity and reproduction are my extracurricular interests.”

One sentence completely blocked Xu Cinian’s idea of ​​cooperating with him, and just regarded this experience as a paragraph Nonsense.

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“Sorry Dr. Zhao, rather than handing over the lives of two people to a layman, and even being taken as a research object by you after the death, I would rather dig the child out by myself.”

After saying this, he turned around and left, Zhao Rui wasn’t angry either, he smiled and left his contact information and said, “You will always need me, but Xu Cinian didn’t take it seriously at all.

For ten months, without delay for more than one day, Xu Cinian felt a severe pain like tearing, blood gushing down, lying on the ground unable to move.

He didn’t know what was waiting for him. Maybe such a body was destined to die early. Giving him a woman’s deformed organs, but not giving him a channel to produce, was equivalent to suffocating the child in his stomach and letting him die with him.

It’s a pity that Xu Cinian never believed in fate, and he never gave in to defeat. When he touched the scissors on the table, he was about to open his stomach. Luo Xiaomao cried and slapped him, “No one will stop you if you want to die, but the scissors are neither light nor heavy, if the child is stabbed, what is your ten-month persistence? If you want to die, and you have to drag a child, why did you leave him in the first place!?”

The scissors in his hand fell on the ground, Xu Cinian was in a trance, and for the first time in his life, he felt fear.

He can’t go to the hospital, the child can’t be saved, he can’t die, he can’t live… What should he do?

Blood kept pouring out, and his stomach moved violently. He seemed to be silently telling his pain. With the last strength, Xu Cinian found Zhao Rui’s business card and shoved it into Luo Xiaomao’s hands.

He understands that what Luo Xiaomao said is right, he has persevered for ten months, and he may die horizontally and vertically. Why not give the child and himself one last chance?

Xu Cinian’s impression of how he was sent to Zhao Rui’s private clinic was already very vague. He only remembered that he was pushed directly onto the operating table and had a slit cut through his pubic hair. He remembered that Zhao Rui’s hands were covered in blood. Fumbling in his stomach, he also remembered how his whole body was bloody when WoWo was pulled out…

At that time, when he saw the child for the first time, he cried for the first time in his life.

“Cinian, what are you thinking, so fascinated?”

Zhao Rui’s voice pulled back Xu Cinian’s sanity. He turned his head and looked at the right little guy who was sitting in the corner and was playing with himself, feeling full of emotion. He said to Zhao Rui, “Thank you.”

“Thank you, you can be regarded as a major breakthrough in my scientific research history. Back then, I used you as a hypothetical subject to get a doctorate in genetics. I should say thank you to you.”

Zhao Rui stroked his glasses, smiled gently, patted the bed next to him and said, “Lie down quickly, let me see what’s in your stomach, I didn’t see the embryo of Wowo back then, sorry It’s been half a year for me.”

Xu Cinian was amused, he took off his clothes and lay down, his stomach was smeared with transparent liquid, the detector was placed on his belly under Zhao Rui’s control, the cold temperature made him I shivered subconsciously, and he was always a little frightened. He was both afraid and a little bit looking forward to it. If he was really caught, what would the little guy look like?

Taking a deep breath, he stabilized his emotions and found a topic to relax himself, “I haven’t asked you yet, why did you suddenly appear in this place.”

Zhao Rui clicked his tongue twice, “This is called evil fate. When I opened a small clinic, I met your pregnancy. Now that I am in the hospital, I met your pregnancy again. Can you let me see you in normal state?”

Xu Cinian laughed angrily, and smashed him with the leftover fruit pits.

“Hey, don’t move, don’t move.”

Zhao Rui hid back and forth, and the screen swayed left and right. At this moment, footsteps suddenly sounded outside the door, and the two immediately silenced, waiting for the footsteps. Leaving and couldn’t help but look at each other and smile.

“By the way, I forgot to ask you, how could you, a urologist, deliver babies to others? Did you take me as a specimen, so you slashed my stomach without even looking at it?”

Feeling nervous, like a student waiting for exam results, he couldn’t help but stir up the topic again.

Zhao Rui laughed, “You turned around and left without listening to me. Of course, you didn’t know that my grandparents had five gynecology experts ( a doctor who specializes in female reproductive health.) I have never eaten pork and seen pigs run away.”

Xu Cinian followed and laughed, “Then I really want to thank your family.”

“You’re welcome, old friend, this child will give you a 22% discount on friendship.”

Xu Cinian’s laughing stomach folded, “You, a barefoot doctor, don’t even have a birth certificate, so you are so embarrassed to ask me for money? Do you have any children to tell me this time? Don’t fool me.”

“Yes, it’s here, right here.” Zhao Rui said His eyes lit up, and the corners of his mouth twitched as he stared at the screen intently.

Xu Cinian was stunned, his mouth widened in disbelief, his head went blank for a moment, and he got up to look at the screen.

“Don’t move, you can’t see it if you move. It’s healthy now, is it about two months old? Ha, its fetal heart is moving.”

Xu Cinian didn’t know how to react, so he reached out and touched his stomach, still feel incredible.

The last time he had Wowo, he was crossing the river by feeling the stones. He didn’t understand these things at all, and he had never done any examination. He was thankful that he could keep Wowo alive, but now he was told by the doctor that he had the child, he could even see his heartbeat. This subtle feeling made him instantly feel that his heartbeat was a little faster, as if there was some kind of subtle interaction with his stomach.

“Wow…Like a beanie.”

Wowo didn’t know when he came to him, and was standing on tiptoes looking at the screen. He couldn’t see anything in the dark, but the little ball of meat But it’s obvious, it looks soft, and seems to be very flexible and easy to touch.

“…Is Doudou in Daddy’s belly?” The little guy glanced at the screen, at Xu Cinian’s belly, and at the screen again , full of surprise.

*Doudou (belly wrap” or “cover”, referring to its early use to flatten the breasts and, within traditional Chinese medicine, to preserve stomach qi. Using the same characters, it is also known as a doudu or doudou.)

“Yeah, it’s snoring in there now, do you like it?”

Zhao Rui’s words made Wowo’s mouth widen, nodded vigorously, and leaned forward to Xu Cinian’s belly and stretched out his flesh. Wowo’s little paws looked at his father expectantly, “Dad… Can Wowo touch Doudou?”

Xu Cinian was a little embarrassed, his face couldn’t hold a little blush, he held down his messy little hand, “Don’t make a fool of yourself, there’s nothing in it. Uncle is lying to you. Dad is checking my body. This matter is a secret. You’re not allowed to tell it.

“Why can’t you say it? Is it because Doudou will turn into a pea when it grows up and come out of Dad’s mouth?”

The little guy once again succeeded in hitting the point, Xu Cinian’s face was black, and Zhao Rui couldn’t help laughing laugh.

“It’s just because we have it in our family and others don’t have it, so it’s a treasure. If you say it out, you’ll lose your treasure. Can you bear Doudou?”

Wowo pouted and stood on her feet, suddenly feeling that his responsibility was very heavy, not only to protect the little snack, but also to protect the peas in Dad’s stomach, but what if one day he accidentally say it, what can he do?

The little guy flattened his mouth, raised his face and said in a low voice, “Um… if say it, will it turn into a pea?”

Xu Cinian nodded solemnly, “Yes, if a pea grows in Dad’s mouth, he will not be able to do so in the future. I will bought you snacks, and Chengcheng will be scared away, and he will never come to our house for the rest of his life.”

“(⊙o⊙)!?”

There is no small snack or something to cry secretly, but without Dad and Chengcheng, I am alone…

When the little guy thinks that he will not have his father and Chengcheng to hug him, he is suddenly sad, and he rang him for a while. With bulging cheeks, he suddenly threw himself into Xu Cinian’s arms, with two short hands protecting his stomach, “Wowo will protect Doudou, never say anything, and Chengcheng will not tell.”

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“Pull the hook.” He buried his head, stretched out his little fleshy claws, his little face was very serious, and he felt that he had a long way to go.

Xu Cinian smiled and pulled the hook with him, finally fooling his eldest son, Zhao Rui next to him smiled and leaned back and forth, put the printed B-ultrasound report in Xu Cinian’s hand and said, “Although I don’t know who is your boyfriend, but shouldn’t the family reunite at this time? Show him this, he will be happy.”

“This… Let’s talk about it.” Xu Cinian looked at the small group in the report, He covered his stomach with his right hand, and his face was mixed.

Zhao Rui saw that his face was not good, and then thought of Xu Cinian’s tragic situation three years ago. He knew he had made a blunder, “I’m sorry… I thought he was already with you.”

“That’s not the problem.” Xu Cinian shook his head, hadn’t recovered from the huge shock, “I just… didn’t know how to speak.”

This child came so suddenly, he was not mentally prepared at all. To be honest, he likes children very much, but there’s already Wowo, he was already very satisfied. He still remembered how bloody it was when he gave birth three years ago. When he remembered the feeling of life being worse than death, he felt that he couldn’t face it again.

He is a man, why should he be a production machine like a woman? It was a mistake the first time, so what is it now? Once again, he has a big belly and dares not see people like a tortoise with a shriveled head. Only he knows how painful this day is, how much it destroys his dignity and will.

At the beginning, he held on to his breath to survive, because he knew that he had to live, and he had to save his life to take revenge.

But now the Xu family is about to be overturned, and the revenge of the blood sea is just around the corner. He has Qucheng, the little guy, and a career he loves. Why should he give up all this and force himself to be a nest at home, calculating the days and preparing to have children? ‘woman’?

He loves Qu Cheng, so he never regrets giving birth to Wowo, but love is also dignified, and it is enough to give up dignity and not fear death once.

If Qu Cheng was told the news now, he would not have to guess to imagine that the rogue would stop all his work arrogantly, call out all the brothers of the QingLong Gang, and block him at home every day. He wanted to give him all the good stuff.

Qu Cheng would definitely be able to do such a thing, but Xu Cinian didn’t want it.

He admitted that he didn’t know what to do, and if someone else met Qu Cheng’s treatment, he would probably laugh out loud in his dreams, but he didn’t want this kind of strict guarding protection. Two big men were in love, so why did one have to protect the other? Even if he has children, he is still a man, and he doesn’t want this kind of unequal relationship at all.

So before he thought about it, he couldn’t and didn’t dare to tell Qu Cheng.

Zhao Rui saw that his face was unpredictable, he thought he mentioned his sadness, and he didn’t know what to say for a while, so he urged him to come to the office every Wednesday after 5:30 pm for a re-examination, and explained lots of caveats.

Xu Cinian carefully wrote down that as long as the “big pea” was in his body for one day, it was his responsibility. He had to protect him well, and he couldn’t let him follow the pain he had suffered.

The father and son left the hospital, and Xu Cinian carefully hid the test report in his pocket. At this moment, the phone rang suddenly.

When he saw that it was Qu Cheng’s number, he was so shocked that he almost threw the phone out and took a few deep breaths before picking up the phone.

Qu Cheng’s low voice came from the receiver, and with a wicked smile, he said, “Peacock, what are you doing?”