Volume 1, Chapter 88 – Night Walk under the Autumn Rain

Volume 1, Chapter 88 - Night Walk under the Autumn Rain

Translator: Sigma

Cold autumn rain swiftly fell from darker than night sky, battering the ground and heralding the chilly wind, which boldly entered the room with a gelid gust. Overcome by anxiety, Lily raised her head to look at the raindrops glimmering with candlelight as she exclaimed, “Nanako didn’t bring an umbrella!”

After a moment’s pause, she turned around, lightly placing her hands upon Shiu’s shoulders, “Shiu, stay here and wait for me; I’m going to find Nanako.”

“Master, Shiu will go with you,” she responded, her eyes innocent and sincere - despite their fighting, she still worried about the little girl.

With a gentle voice and shake of her head, Lily refused, “no, Shiu, you stay here in case Nanako comes back, you must tell her I went out to find her.”

After a short pause, Shiu agreed: “Yes, Shiu understands. I will stay here and wait for Master and Nanako to return. I will not leave for even a moment.”

Lily nodded, then as if she just remembered said, “oh right...”

“Master?”

“If I don’t return by tomorrow, you should report this to Lady Sakiko,” Lily said, uncertain of why she had a bad premonition; however, she didn’t know what it was - was Nanako in a dangerous situation?

“Understood, Master,” she said, worry apparent in eyes...

The battering rain quickly grew to a violent assault that marred the earth. Suddenly, Shiu’s shout broke the storm, “master!” she cried.

“What?”

“Please let me change your clothes, they’re dirt now...” Shiu implored to the restlessly anxious Lily, who conceded to Shiu’s twinkling sincere eyes as she turned to face her.

As Shiu dressed Lily in a new set of clothes, the fragrance from the nubile bath beat her senses once more. A beautiful blue sash, backed by the newly enjoyed kimono, a white fabric embroidered with pink and blue flowers concentrated around the hemline and the sash, scattering as if blossoms in the wind to reveal the snow.

Having been dressed, Lily was handed Seiwa Tamashi and Sakura that had been resting in the corner. Placing the sword at her waist and holding the parasol, Lily thanked Shiu, before turning around. She, though reluctant despite being more concerned with Nanako’s whereabouts, stepped down and entered the storm.

Shiu kneeled within the room, eyes focused upon Lily’s back which was vanishing into the dark midnight, obscured by the battle between the heavens and earth. She whispered, “master...”

As clouds that arose from the river and born of the scattered bodies of heavy dew that had thrown itself upon the puddle-marred ground wandered lost like a child, Lily exited the dojo from the western gate, moving in the same direction Nanako went. With her vision obscured, she observed the empty street with Sakura in hand, thinking, “where did Nanako go?”

Nanako was completely drenched. Her white knee-length socks now showed her skin color. Her naturally permed red twin tail wasn’t curly anymore as they dangled on two sides of her small face, and it looked like water was streaming down her bangs.

“Seriously, women with big breasts are really brainless! Their only worth is to let me ride on them like a horse! And she wants me to become her vassals? Hah... how stupid can she be!”

Nanako helplessly walked further into the wild mountain. She felt really sad. Eventually, she placed one of her hands on a big tree to support her body. Stooping her head, she panted and let the water drop from locks of her hair.

“Doesn’t Lily know that the Saionji family has been court officials for generations? How could I become the vassal of some common samurai! Does she really think she’s some kind of goddess? Even if she’s beautiful and charming, there’s no way we can defy the social classes of the Heian Empire!”

Nanako was a samurai. If she defeated Lily, she would make Lily her slave. If she lost, she would become Lily’s slave. That was the way of the samurais. No matter what, the East Nation was the samurais’ domain. There was nothing wrong in following the way of the samurai. However, that dumb woman had released her!

Nanako was taught to understand and embrace benevolence and righteousness. How could she ignore such things!

“Kagami Lily, I, Nanako, have to succeed the Saionji House. Although I’m just a girl, you’ve looked down on my samurai’s heart! Do you really think that you could conquer me with your kindness, your charm, and your strength? Do you think you could mesmerize me and make me follow you? You’re too haughty! Your smell and whatnot... a- as if I care!! Who likes them anyway!”

All of a sudden, Nanako shivered in the chilly rain.

A thought she never had before uncontrollably stormed into her mind.

“Do I really like that woman?”

The beautiful face of the young girl blushed in the cold autumn night.

Nanako could even hear her heart beating, which was somewhat louder than the sounds of the rain!

“No! No! Impossible! How could I like someone with all the features I hate the most! Wait a minute... that’s not the problem here. She’s a woman. That’s homosexual!”

Nanako’s eyes turned gloomy once again, “A same-sex relationship isn’t something very rare in this time period. There are even rumors of something ambiguous going on between the handsome onmyojis in Heian Capital! Anyway, it’s still a taboo in this era. If I’m like that, the Saionji House will become a laughing stock among the high officials!”

“Hmph, it’s just a moment of confusion. That woman must have enchanted me with some kind of magic. Mhm, of course, that must be it. It’s impossible for me to like women, especially not the tall and big-breasted ones!”

“I, Saionji Nanako, swear that I was only serving that big-breasted woman to honor my code of chivalry! I will never have any affection for her! If I go against my pledge, I...”

Nanako surveyed the dark forest veiled by the rain. She gathered her courage and muttered, “If I go against my pledge, I would rather fall into the hands of monsters or bandits right here right now!”