Chapter 146

"People are most addicted to this when they are hungry and in pain." She heard someone talking.

"It's only two or three days, isn't it hard to quit?"

"Crime must be punished."

After sleeping for a few days, she woke up with itching and pain in her skin and flesh, such as ants crawling and biting, which made her sweat.

"Ruochu, are you ok?"

Hearing Lin Junmai call her, Qiao ruochu grabs his hand everywhere, touches his hand and sticks his face tightly“ You came to save me... " She was dripping hot tears in his palm.

"Ruochu, it's OK. It's my carelessness this time. Those useless Qiuba have been killed. No one dares to touch you in the future." He turned on the bedside lamp.

Qiao ruochu saw him sitting neatly by the bed with red blood in his eyes.

"Where is my concubine mother?" In her sleep, she seems to see that Aunt Yu is too full of blood and calls her breast name with a smile in the blood light.

"Dead."

"You shot?"

"When people die, it's the same who shoots."

The pain and itching all over her body devoured her reason. She wanted to throw it into Lin Junmai's arms, but she was very afraid, so she had to curl up her legs to her chest and put up with her head

It's not human torture.

"Wuwu, it's hard. I want to take a breath, take a breath..."

"Forbearance, they forced you to smoke for three days, only three days, forbearance quit..."

Lin Junmai holds Qiao ruochu in his arms, trying to relieve her pain. But it's no use. She's getting out of control, grabbing him and pulling her hair.

"Junmai, I can't stand it. Give me some longevity cream. Give me some. " Jo ruochu was begging in his arms.

"If you bear it any longer, it will kill you." Lin Junmai put his arms around her, his heart like a knife.

Qiao ruochu struggled as hard as he could, and could not hear him at all.

"I'll give you my body. Give me some longevity cream. Come on, I can't stand it. Sobbing -- "

She even cried and scratched, Lin Junmai's neck suddenly more than a few blood marks.

"Ruochu, listen to me, that thing can't be smoked. While you're still not poisoned, bear to give up, ah." Lin Junmai could hardly hold her.

She was thin and bony, all of which were tiny bones. He felt it in his hand, and there was no thought but heartache.

He secretly determined that when she gave up smoking, he would take care of her better than before.

She was so exhausted that she fell asleep for a while. While she was sleeping, Lin Junmai took her to the bathroom and asked the maid to take a bath for her,

He knew she loved to be clean.

After the bath, the maid put on a white pure cotton spun silk robe for her. He took her back to the bed and dried her green silk one by one. When he combed her hair, he almost shed tears. Her original hair was glossy, smooth and smooth. When he touched her, it was slightly cool and smooth, like jade.

Now, her hair has lost its luster because of sudden changes. She is as dry as withered grass when she holds it in her hand. Even though she is a man, she can't help heartache when she looks at her beloved woman. When she fell asleep, her face was very quiet and beautiful. Her long curled eyelashes stopped under her eyebrows like butterflies. Her petal like lips were not as ruddy as before because of torture, but the outline was very beautiful. He couldn't help kissing her.

"Ruochu, you are the most beautiful girl in the world." He whispered in her ear.

She leaned in his arms, cold, to grab his warmth.

He hugged her, put her feet on her legs, pulled the brocade quilt, hugged her and fell asleep.

He's as tired as ever.

In the middle of the night, she woke up and became addicted to smoking again.

Qiao ruochu's eyes were red and he was about to hit the wall with his head in his arms. He tore off several strands of green silk.

"If you calm down at first, you'll soon get through it." Lin Junmai had to hoop her tightly and comfort her constantly.

"Headache, pain, Junmai, give me some Fushou ointment. I don't have it

I really can't live any longer. " She begged.

At this time, she had no reason. Lin Junmai was afraid that she would hurt herself. He called the military doctor and asked if he could give Qiao ruochu an injection of tranquilizer.

"Chief of staff, if you think about it, tranquilizers will cure the symptoms but not the root cause. They will prolong the time of quitting opium. If you can bear it, you'd better get through it. Or you can tie up the patient. " The military doctor said on the phone.

Lin Junmai put down the phone and looked at the black purple on Qiao ruochu's wrist. It was left when he tied her up yesterday. He was so guilty that he couldn't get off that cruel hand any more.

Qiao ruochu rolled around on the bed with his head in his arms and cried loudly.

"Don't torture me. Just give me a sip. I'm in pain."

Lin Junmai jumped on her and picked her up: "if you can bear it, the military doctor said it will be successful soon."

"No, I don't want to quit, don't, you kill me, you let me go faster..."

No matter what Lin Junmai said, she couldn't listen to her.

It was too painful. She pulled her hair one by one. Lin Junmai had no choice but to tie her wrists together with a wide strip of cloth.

When she couldn't move her hand, she kicked him and scolded him: "Lin Junmai, are you a man? Please take my body quickly and give it to me

Take a breath, take a breath... "

If she said that when she was in good health, Lin Junmai would rush to strip her clothes and trample on her to let her know her strength. But now, with her appearance, his heart is broken. Where is there half lust.

The cruelest thing in the world is to destroy the most precious things in front of your eyes.

When I first met a young girl named Bingqing, she was tortured like this by an opium student. It's all his fault. When she went to Hangzhou to rectify military affairs, she was trapped by others. It's him, it's all his fault.

Lin Junmai couldn't even protect the woman he loved. He was a real wimp.

After seven days of trouble, on the eighth day, when he came back from his official business, he heard from the servant that Qiao ruochu was drinking soup. His joy covered the shadow, and he pushed the door in without washing his hands. Inside, Qiao ruochu nestled quietly on the bed, swallowing the soup from the servant.

"I'll do it." He took the servants away.

She did not speak, he put the soup to her lips, she drank, eyelashes drooping hide eyes, can not see what she was thinking.