Chapter 212

At the end of December 1937, the Japanese army shocked the whole world by challenging the bottom line of mankind in Nanjing.

Heaven and earth are not benevolent and regard all things as cud dogs.

God knows, Nanjing suffered from animal behavior that was worse than cud. There are many people who have experienced that year who have suffered from mental disorder and suicide because of witnessing violence.

After seeing the newspapers, the overseas Chinese heard the cry everywhere and returned to China one after another.

Since Gu Jun went to France, he often came to visit Qiao ruochu.

Especially after Wan Yingru left, Qiao ruochu relied on him a little more.

However, he is a gentleman, jade general character, to her, never had a transgression.

"If at first, I plan to go back to be a military doctor."

At the beginning of the lunar new year in 1938, Gu Jun smoked one cigarette after another in Qiao ruochu's house, choking himself to tears.

"Jun, I don't know what to say, but I support you to go back."

Qiao ruochu has not talked much recently, and there are always dark clouds in his eyes.

After a long time, there was no telegram or letter from Lin Junmai. She couldn't sleep day and night. Her hair used to fall off one by one, but now every time

Combing her hair, at least one of which was wrapped around it, she suspected that she would soon become bald.

When seeing off, Gu Jun couldn't help hugging Qiao ruochu, "ruochu, I don't know if there is any time to meet again. I'm really worried. "

Qiao ruochu, like his wife, tidied his collar and did not dare to look at him. "What do you say? The doctor is not in the rear. You must be OK."

When Lin Junmai left, as his wife, she didn't go to see him off. She didn't even come with such a prayer.

At that time, I always felt that it was just a short-term difference, and I would see you later.

It's God's will.

As soon as he left, he went to war.

In the war, who can guarantee that this farewell is not eternal.

It was not until the boat was about to leave that Gu Jun stepped back and boarded the boat. The elegant woman was gradually moving away from him. The sea breeze was blowing, and the corners of his eyes were wet and cool.

After he left, Qiao ruochu blew for a long time at the wharf.

It was not until Feng Yaner sent Camille, a maid, to look for her that she knew that Lin Anfa had a high fever.

During this period of time, she is always in a trance, only energy to deal with learning

It's hard work, but it's not hard work for children.

She felt that time passed so fast that Lin an suddenly became one year old. She called her "Mom, Mom" as if she had a dream.

Occasionally, she would hold Lin An's little foot and kiss her. She would talk to herself while kissing. This is his child, she and his child.

She married him and then left.

Lin An's eyebrows are open, too much like his father. At that time, she saw his face for the first time, and marveled that he was a beautiful man in the book.

The beauty of meeting is like this, and now it has changed into destroying the liver and breaking the lung.

The world is extremely changeable.

After Gu Jun left, Qiao ruochu went crazy and took credit.

Every time she saw Lin Junmai's familiar handwriting, she could not help but shed tears of joy.

He told her that Xuzhou was lost and many soldiers were gone. He survived and was promoted to an official position

He told her that every day in the dark war, he did not think about her for a moment, he must live, because they have not said goodbye

He said that he would not write a book with his wife for her like Lin Juemin, and he would kill himself calmly. No matter how touching the words are, they can't comfort a woman's grief of losing her husband.

There is no such day.

Lin Junmai swore to her in the letter that he would not die on the battlefield. Even if he abandoned the city and fled, he would never be separated from her.

The sequence is early summer.

Wuhan battle started in China.

Qiao ruochu wrote back to Lin Junmai, saying that she was deeply moved by the domestic bloodbath abroad. If one day he deserts the city in her name or fails to keep up with the Japanese invaders, she will have no face to face the Chinese and will have to commit suicide to thank her compatriots.

The last signature was written in her own blood after she bit her finger.

What scares her even more than losing him is that he, for her sake, betrays his nation, his righteousness and his heart.

When the letter was sent out, Qiao ruochu's fingers were shaking. She didn't know whether she had tied Lin Junmai to the cross of family and country morality and didn't leave him any way out.

Chinese newspapers in Paris reported the battle of Wuhan all day.

bloody battle!

Defeat!

Defeat!

bloody battle!

Cycle back and forth.

The letter has not been answered for a long time. Qiao ruochu does a good job of receiving bad news every day

News.

Waiting for the arrival of despair, more than complete despair to promote the collapse of human will.

Later, she had to ask Zhu to get some medicine for her. When asking about her illness, Qiao ruochu told her that she had secretly taken sleeping pills for more than two months.

Zhu Zhushang opened his mouth wide in surprise.

"At the beginning, if you continue to develop this disease, you will drive yourself crazy. The only way is to go back home. No matter life or death, it's better to be together than to have such an uncertain fear at the moment. "

As a neurologist to be, she is very accurate.

Joe shook his head before he thought about it. "I can't go. Lin an is just over a year old. I can't take him to the place full of fire. After all, it's his blood. I don't want the kids to miss anything. " Zhu Zhushang understands her, but she is likely to turn into a state of nervous disease, and she has nothing to do.

"It's impossible for an official as big as brother Junmai to die. If you were a little worried at first."

She can only comfort Joe like this.

As long as people are on the battlefield, bullets and shells don't have eyes, and they won't choose poverty and wealth. Everyone can die. I wish Zhushang could understand this way

Li.

Comforting words are of little use.

"Chushang, maybe I'm worried too much. I should have believed him. He will come back from the battle, won't he? "

Qiao ruochu tried to pull himself out of his pessimism.

Zhu Zhushang looked at her painfully and moved her lips, but she didn't say anything.

"What about Aunt ruochu and brother Ann?"

Feng Yan'er's little daughter, Mao Yingge, rushes in, blinks her big eyes and searches for Lin an everywhere. A pair of red leather boots are running "dada".

As soon as Qiao Ruochuan sees Yingge, he forgets what he was talking about with Zhu Zhushang. He stands up and takes Yingge to Lin'an.

"After all, children are bigger than husbands."

Zhu Shang said to himself in confusion.

Yingge didn't come alone. Feng Yan'er came in later.

"Oh, ANN, he's fat again. Can he walk? Come on, take a step for my aunt. "

Her daily pleasure is these three children.