Chapter 22: Pain and Pleasure

Chapter 22: Pain and Pleasure

Freedom had been deprived of her body. The existing charity alone, though, was not adequate to dominate even Akanes spirit of independence.

During the two days after her limbs had been modified, Akane vomited back even liquid food and would not accept even a drop of water.

Akane, are you thirsty?

Akane didnt even react to my voice; she simply continued to gaze into the void with hollow eyes.

Her figure, bound to a chair like a disabled person, resembled a mere corpse or a soulless puppet.

But what I sought was not a soulless corpse. An ideal virgin marya breathtaking doll of flesh with a soul, temperature, and no impuritieswas what I yearned for.

Akane, who lacked emotion now, was not as close to the ideal as she could be.

Be at ease now, Akane. If you need me, I will provide you with enough food and water. Not only that but I will likewise ensure that you take a bath and excrete every day. Besides, you will eventually run out of patience, and all this is futile, Akane.

Most likely, Akane was refusing to eat, drink water, bathe, and excrete all out of a single-minded desire not to accept me or rely on me. Her resistance stemmed from her unwillingness to acknowledge the reality that she could not even perform any of these things without my help.

But that was a futile endeavor. As a flesh-and-blood human being, one day her body would reach its limits. At that point, Akane would have no choice but to rely on me, even if she didnt want to.

I would never allow such a thing.

Please even if I live any longer there is no point with a body like this

Dont make me repeat it. You have no choice but to live under me. You will be my own virgin mary that is your fate.

Akanes life or death was not hers to judge. I would oversee everything and pass judgment.

For as long as I desired, I would let Akane live long, in whatever form she assumed.

Kill me kill me

Akane cried and screamed like a child.

At last, she realized that it was beyond her power to overcome the present predicament.

It must be painful and agonizing. But by accepting me, you will be liberated from that suffering. Now about me

Accept me. I would release you from all the suffering.

And I shall bestow upon you new pleasures.