Even though her memory of Xing Rushi was very vague, she knew it only when she saw Muran playing with her at noon. It turned out that when he was with himself, he seldom had such a smile.
"Let's go back." He got up and tried to push her.
"Mu ran, not yet." She shook her head, turned her head and said, "I haven't been here for a long time. Would you like to stay with me?"
Li Muran frowned and turned his head to take a look at Xing Ru Shi. Qin Ran Ran followed his eyes and found that Xing Rushi was there. His face sank immediately.
"I will not force you."
"Well, I'll stay with you."
He nodded and stood beside her. It was getting dark and Xing Rushi was standing behind them.
She didn't know whether she should leave or not in this situation.
To leave, with what identity? What identity should she use to stay?
"Muran, we haven't seen the sea like this for a long time." Qin Ran Ran kept her old smile and her hair was blown by the wind on her cheek. But the smile at this time, although it looks beautiful, but it is very distressing.
Li Muran nodded: "we really haven't been here for a long time."
"Remember the last time I came here before I went abroad? I still remember that you said to me at that time, "Qin Ranran, we will be together for a lifetime."
Although these seemingly childish but romantic words were said by Li Muran, who was still not fully grown up at that time, she was still very happy and has been remembered to this day.
"Yes." He nodded.
"I have always regarded you as the most important person in my life. I thought we would be together for a lifetime. However, some things, missed, is missed.
The only thing I regret is not to leave me when you need me most. I know it's my fault, so I don't ask you to do anything to me. You want to find other happiness, I will not stop you. Mu ran, this should be the last time we see the sea together? " She tried to hold back her tears and looked at him sincerely but sad.
Li Muran lowered his head. He didn't know what to say. For Qin Ranran, he can't say anything.
Love such a woman, how can not go to love her now sad. How can we not care about her present situation and psychology, in any case, he should not abandon her at this time.
"Well, let's go back to the hospital." He looked at the expression on her face in silence.
"Muran, can I go back by myself?" She bit her lip and choked.
"Why?"
"Can you leave me the last dignity?" She glanced at the direction of the poem and looked at him with a knife in her heart. She didn't want to be disabled, but to win his sympathy in front of her rival.
It was such a look and persistence that made Li Muran more reluctant to hurt her. He knew that Qin Ran Ran Ran had been trying to resist his inner feelings. He bent down and hugged her.
"But don't cry. I'm here. I've been there all the time. No matter now, in the future, as long as you need me, I will be there. "
Although it was a little far away, she could still hear what they said on the quiet beach.
Suddenly, she felt that she was the most redundant person. In the future, she is just a supporting role in the past.
Before all the original concerns, are just their own random guess. Now this kind of time, she should not stand here, she is not only distressed such Qin Ran Ran, more is sympathy, and envy.
Leaving this place, she walked aimlessly towards the crowd. I want to submerge myself in the crowd and try to make my thinking lively with the surrounding environment.
But in her mind, like a movie, the picture of Li Muran and Qin Ran Ran embracing each other lingers in her mind.
She went to a cafe on the street and ordered a cup of coffee. Looking at the environment in the coffee shop, it eased her mood.
Antique decoration and structure, the stairs of this cafe are made of precious red wood. Handrail is very unique, like the kind of attic stairs in ancient times.
And from the first floor to the second floor, there is a transparent glass above the corner of the stairs. I can see the environment above.
The cafe merged with the bookstore, and upstairs was like a bookstore. Downstairs, there are several computers for leisure.
She likes all the settings and arrangements here. The waiter brought a cup of coffee and she carried it up the second floor.
I found a seat and sat down. I went to the bookshelf and selected some books.
I didn't expect that there were many kinds of books in the bookstore. After reading a few books at random, I found some famous foreign books on fashion design.
One of the books, which she has been looking for for for a long time, has not been found. I didn't expect to have one here. It seems that the owner of this shop has a good eye.