Chapter 36

"I don't want Xiaoru to be like that in the future." Qin Tingding followed the two men to the ward. Suddenly she squatted down with a cry in her voice.

"No, don't cry." Ke Hanqing stops and squats beside Qin Dingding, comforting Qin Dingding in a soft voice, and yells at Ji zhanrui: "Hello, zhanrui, you should not stimulate Fang Mengru in the future."

Ji zhanrui looks back, smiles and goes to the ward.

What does he mean? Qin Tingding looked at Ke Hanqing, who was as numb as a cucumber, and never asked the question. Maybe she was more afraid of the answer in her heart!

"What are you looking at?" Fang Mengru drank porridge one by one, raised her eyelids and asked discontentedly.

As soon as Ji zhanrui and his wife left the ward, Leng MOJIN came in with a pot of white fungus, Lily and lotus seed porridge. For the first time, Leng MOJIN was confronted with Fang Mengru, who was caught in a cold feeling. Leng MOJIN was surprised.

"Xiaoru, are you ok? Why does it seem like a different person? " Leng MOJIN stood not far from him, worried.

"Nothing." When she lowered her eyelids, Fang Mengru only felt that her ears were not clean today, and her forehead was in pain, but everyone made her ears ache.

"Xiaoru, where are they? Why is there no one to look after you? Don't eat so nutritious white porridge. I brought you white fungus, Lily and lotus seed porridge. " Leng MOJIN said as he opened the thermos pot and poured the porridge into the white porcelain bowl.

"Can you stop for a moment?" Fang Mengru some displeasure, raises the head to stop in the hand to drink the congee the movement, the eyebrow picks, in the eyebrow eye has the disgust.

"There's something wrong with you. I'll ask Wang Han to come and have a look." Leng MOJIN turns around and is about to walk outside the door. Suddenly she remembers that she is still holding the bowl of porridge in her hand. She quickly turns back and reaches for the porridge in her hand.

"What are you doing?" Fang Mengru's eyebrows were tied and her body shrank back. She was alert.

"You drink this." Leng MOJIN didn't notice Fang Mengru's displeasure. The next second, he replaced the porridge with the porridge of white fungus, Lily and lotus seed he brought. When he pulled it back, he accidentally touched her hand.

"Pa -"

in the ward, the white porcelain bowl broke to the ground. Ji zhanrui outside the door looked at the two people behind him suspiciously and quickly pushed the door in.

"Don't touch me!" Fang Mengru suddenly roars. Like a frightened kitten, she jumps out of bed and runs to the door. Unexpectedly, she bumps into Ji zhanrui's arms.

A familiar smell comes into Fang Mengru's nose. She looks up along the breath. Ji zhanrui's black pupil is staring at her. The cold outline shows his fortitude. Fang Mengru just feels a mess in her brain.

Who is he? Why is his smell so familiar?

Who is he? Where has this feeling of deja vu been encountered?

Yes, he is Ji zhanrui, the man she hides in her heart.

Ji zhanrui, Ji zhanrui, Ji zhanrui she likes.

"What's going on?" Qin Ting looked at the mess and exclaimed.

Leng MOJIN stands in the same place, obviously Fang Mengru's face of running away stings his heart. He doesn't know what he has done. Is it because Shen Jiahao stimulates her too deeply?

Fang Mengru looks dull in her arms, and there is still a disgusting expression on her face that Leng MOJIN touches her. Ji zhanrui sees her standing on the ground barefoot. Without saying a word, he hugs her to the bed, arranges the pillow for her, and then signals her to lean back.

In the whole process, Fang Mengru is obedient, which makes Leng MOJIN feel very bad. Why can Ji zhanrui touch her, but he just bumps into her accidentally, and she responds so much?

"Manager Leng, why are you here?" Leng MOJIN's eyes showed a look of pain. Qin Tingding couldn't help coming forward and pulling off his sleeve.

"I, I'll bring porridge to Xiaoru." Aware of his gaffe, Leng MOJIN takes back his injured eyes, looks at the bowl, and laughs awkwardly.

"You don't mind, Xiaoru. She was stimulated a little before..." Qin Tingding heard Fang Mengru mention two people. Although Fang Mengru always regarded Leng MOJIN as her brother, Qin Tingding always thought Leng MOJIN liked her, so when she saw Leng MOJIN showing hurt, Qin Tingding could not help comforting him.

"Qin Dingding, come here." Ke Hanqing was a little upset. Qin Tingding's tone was so gentle. She had never been so kind to him.

From the moment she falls into Ji zhanrui's arms, Fang Mengru is as numb as a cucumber, completely oblivious to their conversation. At this time, her brain is in a mess. Shen Jiahao's careless pictures of her flash one by one, and finally stops at the scene of her crashing into the wall.

Qin Tingding turns around and gives Ke Hanqing a white look, which makes Ke Hanqing's teeth itch. Just as he wants to reach out and catch her, Fang Mengru on the bed jumps up from the bed in panic. Her speed is so fast that Ji zhanrui doesn't stop her.

Fang Mengru in the eyes of everyone surprised, quickly walked to the end of the bed, stepped on the pile of white porcelain debris, eyes dull to look at the case record board, record content let her hanging heart slowly down.

"Blood, blood!" Qin Tingding stared at the blood at Fang Mengru's feet, and his face turned white.

"Fang Mengru, what are you doing?" Ji zhanrui obviously also saw the pool of blood. She grabbed her hand with a black face. Her voice was sullen. How could she not cherish her body?Fang Mengru said nothing. Her small face was raised slowly. Her tearful eyes were angry with Shangji zhanrui. The tears crossed her cheek one by one, and her face was full of grievance and fear.

At that moment, Ji zhanrui was in a trance. He had seen this kind of expression too many times and could not be familiar with it any more. Before driving her out of the car, she had this kind of expression on her face. No, maybe even earlier, he had seen this kind of expression.

"Don't be afraid. I'm here." Ji zhanrui pulls Fang Mengru into his arms, caresses her soft black hair with his big hand, gently coaxes her, but makes her tears flow more and more, and finally wails.

Fang Mengru is back. Qin Tingding excited at the same time, the bottom of her heart also suffused with a sour: I do not know that she was determined to die that moment, the bottom of her heart is also hiding this sadness?

Can't he? Seeing the obvious gap between Fang Mengru's reactions, Leng MOJIN only feels that her whole body's strength is pulling away a little bit. His love keeps her away and scorns her. But Ji zhanrui's embrace can let her vent her inner panic. Is he really so worthless in her heart?

"Xiaoru, a patient with PDST, will change her personality greatly after being stimulated. Dr. Wang Han said that if she is stimulated again, I'm afraid it will affect her normal life." Looking at Fang Mengru crying in Ji zhanrui's arms, Qin Dingding pulls lengmojin and Ke Hanqing out of the ward. As soon as she goes out, she explains in a low voice.

"So, she's not aiming at your indifference." After sniffing, Qin Tingding's eyes turned red. She was treated coldly by Fang Mengru in the morning. Now the person she was crying with was not herself. Qin Tingding believed that this sad feeling was what Leng MOJIN felt at this time.

PDST？ Post traumatic stress syndrome? Leng MOJIN's chaotic mood is better. He can understand Fang Mengru's indifference to him at the time of her illness, but he still cares about her different attitude towards him and Ji zhanrui. Just now, how he wants to rush up and hold her, and help her bear all her pain together.

"Thank you." Leng MOJIN tried not to care about the crying, carefully asked Qin Dingding: "the first time I know Xiaoru is a PDST patient, her indifference must make you very sad?"

"Well." Qin Tingting's nasal voice is a little heavy, and her eyes looking up at Leng MOJIN become very gentle. No one has ever asked her this sentence. From this sentence, Leng MOJIN must like Xiaoru very much. She has never been so firm.

"But it's OK. I'll protect her from being wary of me." For the first time in so many years, Qin Dingding talked seriously with a man about the feeling of being coldly treated by Fang Mengru, and then she couldn't help laughing.

"Well, I will, too." Leng MOJIN looks at the ceiling and nods heavily.

All of a sudden, the atmosphere between Qin Dingding and Leng MOJIN was very good. Ke Hanqing, who was standing on Qin Dingding's side, was a little uncomfortable. He put his arm around Qin Dingding's shoulder and gritted his teeth and said, "Qin Dingding, I'll take you home to have a rest. Manager Leng, you are here to protect your people."