When Ji zhanrui held Fang Mengru, he already felt how thin she was recently. When he realized that she couldn't make a sound, he remembered whether his strength would hurt her. He quickly loosened his strength and slid his hands down. He held Fang Mengru's hand tightly.
"I'm sorry." With a deep apology in his tone, he apologized for hurting her on the beach and for his recklessness. No matter which time, Ji zhanrui's weak breath sprayed on Fang Mengru's cheek. He really wanted to apologize to her.
Fang Mengru's nose was sour, and her tears almost came down. It seemed that something was loose in her heart. Did she always wait for him to say "I'm sorry"?
When Fang Mengru opens her mouth almost subconsciously, she feels that she can't make a sound at all. No matter what she says, Ji zhanrui can't understand it. Thinking that her feelings can't reach his heart, Fang Mengru drops her head and shakes her head to show her forgiveness.
"Will you forgive me?" His voice is low and a little hoarse. I don't know if it's because he smokes too much. He has a faint smell of tobacco. He never smokes before, but he always has a faint smell of tea. Now he is covered by the smell of tobacco, which not only doesn't smell bad, but also makes Fang Mengru feel at ease.
Fang Mengru is silent, secretly carrying Ji zhanrui to wipe away the tears from the corner of her eyes and nods heavily.
"Fang Mengru, promise me, don't leave me. Don't let me go. I'm the only one in your eyes and heart." Fang Mengru's nod no doubt reassures Ji zhanrui. He leans his head on Fang Mengru's shoulder and holds her hand with more strength. His firm grip seems to have a trace of dependence and supplication.
Almost subconsciously, Fang Mengru nods heavily again, and then wants to ask him, what about Lin Xiaoya and their wedding?
However, after Ji zhanrui carefully kisses her lips, all the problems are left out of her mind by Fang Mengru.
In fact, she can't forget Ji zhanrui's existence at all. Even if he once treated her rudely and cruelly, she will still feel heartache for him and forget about his food and tea. How can she get rid of this addicted love?
Fang Mengru can't and doesn't want to do it.
I have to admit that Ji zhanrui has used his heart to love each other, but he is too clumsy to know how to love.
Therefore, Fang Mengru no longer asked for so much.
When she really falls in love with someone, she doesn't worry about her identity. Even if she is just a woman who can't see the light, Fang Mengru thinks she can accept it.
This kiss, Ji zhanrui just dragonfly, dare not deep kiss, for fear that he can't control hurt her again.
Fang Mengru raised her head and grinned. She gazed at Ji zhanrui's tired face with her eyes. Her soft and slender fingers glided over and over his facial features.
The bright moonlight, through the night, makes Ji zhanrui see too many thin women in front of him. His heart is tight, and the feeling of heartache spreads to every part of his body.
Only she, only her Fang Mengru will make him so distressed.
"Fang Mengru, if you don't eat more fat, I'll beat your ass!" Ji zhanrui's soft eyes stare at Fang Mengru with a fierce threat. While educating her, he gently holds her chin and tries to push her away.
Just a short sentence, no matter how ordinary, no matter how ordinary, but it came out of his mouth, let Fang Mengru eyes crystal clear tears, slowly rolled down, one by one wet his fingers.
"What's the matter? I'm just bluffing you. I won't really hit you. Don't cry. I'll never bluff you again. " Ji zhanrui was at a loss because of her tears. In a flash, he became in a hurry and explained incoherently: "I, I just want you to be fat. You've become thin and dry these days."
For every encounter in the past few days, Ji zhanrui looks at her with a straight face and only cares about Lin Xiaoya. Fang Mengru's grievance breaks out at this moment. She wails in spite of her image, but her voice is silent.
Ji zhanrui's heart hurt a little more. He made her unable to make a sound. Now even when she was crying, she was still crying. He gave her the grievance, but she was willing to forgive him. Does that mean that she didn't love him?
Ji zhanrui's mind is in a mess. His thoughts are concentrated and scattered, which makes him want to grasp but can't grasp. Just thinking about it, Fang Mengru's hands suddenly release his waist.
"What's the matter?" There was a flash of panic in his heart. He thought that she was going to abandon her. In this feeling, he was just the one who lacked a sense of security, but he never knew that she was the same as him?
Ji zhanrui looked down at Fang Mengru, but saw that her face was covered with tears, but her hands suddenly wrapped around his neck. With all his strength, he slowly pulled his face to her eyes. He stood on tiptoe, and his soft lips were printed on his lips. He never knew what to do.
Even, he can clearly feel her fear, her tremor, her persistence and stubbornness of taking a step.damn! He never knew that this woman would take the initiative.
But her rare initiative made him want to give up.
The next second -
Ji zhanrui's slender fingers, passing through Fang Mengru's fluffy and soft hair, gently hold her face and kiss her back fiercely, eagerly and crazily
The more he loves, the more he kisses
Until -
when he was completely powerless, his lips still couldn't bear to move away from her mouth, madly became lingering and gentle, and rubbed her delicate lips bit by bit.
He was full of joy.
"Zhan Rui." Fang Mengru pushed him away a little bit. Even if she couldn't make a sound, she still tried to close her lips and try to slow down the speed of speaking so that he could see his mouth shape clearly.
"Well, I am." He could understand that she was calling his name and that she was working hard. His heart trembled slightly because of her in front of him.
"I love you." Fang Mengru seems to have spoken such three simple words for half a century. She speaks every word very slowly, afraid Ji zhanrui can't understand it. She repeats them over and over again.
She's saying she loves him? She is trying her best to say that she loves him!
Although she can't hear her soft and pleasant voice, she stubbornly repeats the three words "I love you" over and over again, which makes Ji zhanrui intoxicated.
"You're saying, Zhan Rui, I love you, right?" An excited and trembling heart, Ji zhanrui has no longer want it to hurt, nervously asked Fang Mengru.
A tear fell from the corner of her eye, and she nodded so solemnly.
"Fang Mengru, I love you too, only you." Raising his hand to brush away the tears on her face, Ji zhanrui holds her in his arms. This time, he is devoted to her heart and soul, without any hesitation.
Throwing herself into Ji zhanrui's arms, Fang Mengru enjoys the tranquility and beauty of this moment, and is greedy for the temperature and smell in his arms.
She really wanted to tell him: "Ji zhanrui, I miss you very much and love you very much."
But all this does not mean that Fang Mengru has forgotten the existence of Lin Xiaoya. There is always a Lin Xiaoya between them. She will be sad and sad, because his wife is her half sister. They are doomed to be an existence that is not favored by the world.
Ji zhanrui, what are you going to do next?