Chapter 194

"Your hatred does not come from someone, but from the state of mind at that time."

"At that time, you were very young. You remembered the deepest hatred and forgot the grief of losing your mother."

"In fact, if your aunt was still alive, you wouldn't be so tangled."

"Yuntao, don't let the hatred blind your eyes. Even if you break the Ji family, you won't be happy."

Fang Mengru spoke softly, every sentence was an analysis from the heart.

"At the beginning, my existence to you was just a piece that had nothing to do with the weight. I was thrown to Ji zhanrui's side."

"If you think about it this way, what happened between him and me is due to you. Should I hate you?"

"Yuntao, I don't hate you at all. I can see your kindness to me clearly. As for those parts that are flaws, it's just because of you that I understand what love is, what abandonment is and what pain is. You let me experience these emotions. These are precious memories in my life."

Her hand gently patted his fist, she just wanted to tell him that the past is not important, the important thing is that he lives in the present, should not be driven by hatred.

"To tell you the truth, you look like my mother sometimes." In the same way, she told herself that it was an excuse to escape, but she told him that it was a reason to let go.

"Because I'm going to be a mother, too?" She gently smiles and caresses her belly. Every time she touches her slightly raised abdomen, she will feel pregnant, as if the child is not too far away from her.

During the conversation, her ears were broken and her hair was drooping. He naturally helped her cage behind her ears, acting like a husband and wife for many years.

Ji zhanrui half lies in the car, his eyes staring at Lu Yuntao's hand, slowly approaching Fang Mengru's stomach. The loving expression on his face makes Ji zhanrui envious.

If there is not too much secret, at this moment, Fang Mengru's side to take care of their mother and son should be him, touching her slightly convex abdomen, laughing about the children after the people are also him.

"Xiaoru, why do you want to dodge me when you are so reasonable?" As the atmosphere in the carriage gradually eases down, Lu Yuntao carefully touches Fang Mengru's stomach to feel the temperature brought by her body.

"I believe you love Ji zhanrui very much, so when you choose to leave him and make him and Lin Xiaoya happy, the pain in your heart will exceed my expectation."

"I know you don't love me, but that's not the reason why you avoid me because of the fringes."

"We all need time, don't we?"

needs time to deal with, cool down a relationship, then adjust the state of mind, re embark on the road of emotion, find the real right, suitable for yourself.

"I'm sorry, I just want to raise my children now." Fang Mengru shrunk awkwardly and coughed softly.

"Xiaoru, you know what I mean." Lu Yuntao leaned forward. In the whole world, Fang Mengru was the only one who made him want to talk about everything. She was the only one who made him want to give everything to protect him.

"Yuntao, I'm a little tired." Please forgive her for not being brave. She just hasn't got out of the pain caused by the emotional whirlpool. Fang Mengru quickly opens the door and walks into the building hole.

Lu Yuntao didn't catch up. First, he felt that he was too abrupt tonight. Second, he wanted to talk to Ji zhanrui.

"Knock -" Lu Yuntao knocks on the window, and the hidden film blocks the scene inside the car. If he is not too familiar with the car, Lu Yuntao will not notice that Ji zhanrui is sitting in the car.

"Ji zhanrui, I know it's you. Open the door." Obviously, Ji zhanrui doesn't want to contact Lu Yuntao and refuses to open the door. Lu Yuntao can't help patting the window. After hearing this, Ji zhanrui reluctantly opens the door.

"It's always fun to track with this unlicensed car?" Ji zhanrui is silent, while Lu Yuntao sits in the co pilot's seat, looking east and West. He looks like a fool, but he speaks out Ji zhanrui's careful thinking.

After all, he has been a competitor for many years, and Lu Yuntao knows something about Ji zhanrui.

"It's better than your endless face." Ji zhanrui cold mouth, full of irony and jealousy, attracted Lu Yuntao smile.

He knew that he was satirizing that he had been following Fang Mengru for so long, but he still couldn't move her heart.

"Let's have a fight some other day." After listening to Fang Mengru's advice, Lu Yuntao tries to put down his prejudice against the Ji family. He finds that Ji zhanrui is indeed a good candidate as an opponent.

"Immature." Lengmou glances at Lu Yuntao carelessly. Ji zhanrui hums two words. Although his expression is full of displeasure, the rising radian of his mouth betrays his inner thoughts.

"Let's make a deal." Seems to expect Ji zhanrui's answer, Lu Yuntao immediately interface: "how?"

"If the chip is Fang Mengru, forget it." Ji zhanrui stretches his hands and leans on the seat of the car. This is the first time he has been so relaxed in front of Lu Yuntao.

"You don't want to say that she is priceless and doesn't want to insult her with the word" chips ", do you?" Learning from Ji zhanrui, Lu Yuntao puts the car seat flat, takes a deep breath and lies on it."Well." It's really amazing that two big men, especially those who are still enemies in the shopping mall, are lying side by side talking about the same woman in a small car. "She's different."

After hearing Ji zhanrui's words, Lu Yuntao couldn't help laughing: "it's really old-fashioned."

After laughing, Lu said solemnly, "however, she is really special."

"There are good pursuers around, but they are so stupid that they can only see a man."

"Clearly weak to death, but do not become a burden to anyone."

"I'm afraid of pain, but for all the injuries you give, she accepts them all."

"I'm afraid of the future and my children, but I still try to change with a smile."

"Ji zhanrui, why don't you teach me how to make her fall in love with me and stay with me?"

Ji zhanrui smiles when Lu Yuntao says one sentence. When he says the last sentence, Ji zhanrui's face shows a sad expression.

"In my name, it's a dangerous move to save your two children from Ke Zhengnan." Ji zhanrui looks at Lu Yuntao in surprise, but Lu Yuntao doesn't think so. He just smiles lightly: "many things are in the same situation. You can't see clearly when you jump in, but you can see clearly when you jump out."

"It's just that Ke Zhengnan is a cruel man. My existence is icing on the cake at most. He won't be afraid." Lu Yuntao has some self mockery. He is reluctant to cooperate with Ke Zhengnan for a long time. Another reason is that Ke Zhengnan is a man who has no room for others.

"I don't know what you are doing when you choose to marry Lin Xiaoya, but I have a warm reminder to tell you." Lu Yuntao suddenly got up and looked back with a mysterious smile.

"Maybe you can control the whole situation, but you can't control Fang Mengru's idea. She is not a qualified chess piece. She is a magic school full of variables. You never know what reaction she will give you. This is her greatest charm."

"I think she has more than one or two suitors if she lets it go."

This sentence is not only a reminder, but also full of warnings.

"Ji zhanrui, do you really have to think about a deal with me?" Lu Yuntao walks down from the car, half leaning on the door, and bows his head to Ji zhanrui, who is still lying in the car.

However, Ji zhanrui just bent his mouth and waved to him confidently.

If this tough battle needs to pay the price of losing Fang Mengru, then he is willing not to win.

However, Ji zhanrui didn't realize at this moment that as early as the moment when he chose to marry Lin Xiaoya without explanation or argument, the relationship between him and Fang Mengru had become different.

When you don't realize what you've lost, it's often when you've lost something important.