"When we were together at first, you said," I'm your doll. You won't let go until the day when you play bad. ". At that time, you don't remember our engagement when we were children, or our memories. " With her back against the cold sofa, Fang Mengru only felt her temperature drop a little.
"Run away, and then come back to you, we always do this again and again, until the day you get married, I know that I woke up naive." Hot spring trip, she thought she was the happiest woman in the world, but why is happiness so short?
"On the beach, your cruelty and rudeness once again let me see the evil under your appearance, you let my heart die." That time, she almost died of pain.
"At the wedding, Lin Xiaoya smiles like a flower. In the choice, you also choose to let her be safe. I am destined to be the victim in your hand. Whether it's emotion, marriage or my baby, we are all abandoned by you." She thought he just didn't like children, but didn't expect that at that time he just aimed at Ke Zhengnan. There were not only misunderstandings between them, but also injuries that could not be wiped out.
"I don't understand why every time I want to pull away from you, you will appear in front of me like Satan, wantonly destroying my original life and squeezing my feelings again and again." She is a woman of flesh and blood. After Ji zhanrui dries all her feelings, she only has a body.
"Even in S City, what did you leave me after your crazy snatch? It's an afterbirth pill The indifferent smile climbed up Mengru's face again. Even the two men who heard clearly outside the door were scared for her.
A woman, in the same man, has gone through many twists and turns before and after. The last pill will only aggravate her wound.
No wonder she was released in front of master Ji and said that she would never meet Ji zhanrui again. No wonder that at the airport, she preferred not to look back and say goodbye to him. No wonder Fang Mengru is cruel. She is really tired. Now, Ke Hanqing finally understands that in her relationship with Ji zhanrui, her pain never stops.
No wonder she doesn't want to mention everything about Ji zhanrui. No wonder when she talks about Xun Xun, she always has a light sadness on her face. No wonder she will cry like a child in front of him. It turns out that she is burdened with so much pain and has no place to vent her emotions. In the end, she can only cry like a child and tears silently. Yi Jiannan also understands.
"I will not let you leave me, I swear I will not let you suffer any harm, including Xun Xun, I will not make your mother and son sad again." Fang Mengru's hoarse voice says that Ji zhanrui's heart's fire goes out little by little. He slowly gets close to Fang Mengru's cold body and tries to warm her with his own temperature.
"I don't know what's the relationship between you and he Xiaoyou. I don't want to be like a fool again and continue to deal with you and other people's emotional world." Her eyes drop, the fundus of the eye is pain, Ji zhanrui has a feeling of being pushed away, the relationship between him and her can no longer return to the original, the distance between them is not formed overnight.
From Fang Mengru's body, Ji zhanrui arranges his clothes and sits on the opposite sofa. After he gets up, Fang Mengru slowly starts to work, embracing his knees with both hands and curling up. He looks insecure.
Ji zhanrui is completely defeated when he wants to embrace her. This is the first time in his life that he has a sense of frustration. No matter how hard he tries to surpass, he can not smooth the gap between them.
Time and misunderstanding are so terrible.
"Are you sure that if you are with Yi Jiannan, you will not be in other people's emotional world?" But in any case, Ji zhanrui doesn't want to give in. Maybe he can calm down and move Fang Mengru's heart in the most common and warm way.
"What do you want to say?" Besides explaining what happened at the beginning, will Ji zhanrui start to belittle the existence of others? Fang Mengru couldn't help laughing. It turned out that the person she had liked for many years was so unbearable.
"I don't know how serious he is to you. Yi Jiannan, whom I know, is a romantic boy with women around him." Looking up at the ceiling, Ji zhanrui can't stand the doubt in Fang Mengru's eyes. What he has done is marked negative by her, completely depriving him of everything.
"Is it?" Holding her knees, she finally felt a little warm. Fang Mengru said with a smile, "I always thought he was perfect and even had some unreal feelings. No matter what your purpose is, I want to thank you for your words. I know he is real."
My heart sank. Is beauty in the eye of the beholder? In Fang Mengru's eyes, Yi Jiannan is perfect, but he is an asshole who has been and is constantly hurting her. Does he have no chance to turn over?
"Sure enough, I'm not reconciled." Ji zhanrui stares at Fang Mengru. He is a little unconvinced. Mingming is the first person he knew her. The memory of Mingming's childhood is so beautiful that she gave it to him for the first time. Mingming Xunxun is his own son Too many "Mingming", at this moment, all turned into his unwilling."And then? Rape me again? " Stroking the broken hair in her ear, Fang Mengru chuckled, shook her head and said, "if you really do this, I will hate you."
I hate you The lethality of this sentence is so great that Ji zhanrui does not dare to make mistakes, but it also makes Ke Hanqing outside the door feel relieved. At least he believes Ji zhanrui will not be impulsive at this time.
"Do you have a key?" Yi Jiannan is worried about Fang Mengru's current situation. He asks Ke Hanqing in a low voice, but the other side shakes his head.
"I'll make you love me, not hate me." Ji zhanrui also chuckles, he is so sure, without a trace of doubt, otherwise even he can't believe whether he has the ability to let her fall in love with him again.
"Love? Ji zhanrui, the person you love most is always yourself. " Ji zhanrui's determination made Fang Mengru feel uneasy.
"Yes, the people I have always loved are myself, so I'm going back now. Xun Xun is my son. If you have to be with Yi Jiannan, I don't mind getting custody of Xun Xun through legal channels. " It's the only thing Ji zhanrui can do now, and it's also the most despicable means.
Damn it, haven't you warned him not to use xunshun as a chip? He can't afford to lose! Ke Hanqing frowns outside the door. He talked to Ji zhanrui about this topic a long time ago. He doesn't even have the right to be a father. How can he use his son's future as a threat?
"Xun Xun is my son, you can't make up his mind!" What she suffered when she was born to Xun Xun, she put up with it for Xun Xun. Now she suddenly let her give up the custody of Xun Xun. She can't imagine her future life.
"Marry me so you can be together." As long as you marry him, Yi Jiannan will never be able to destroy their relationship. At least at that time, Fang Mengru stayed by Ji zhanrui's side, not any other man. He just wanted to do so.
"Ji zhanrui, do you dare to be more despicable?" Fang Mengru has never found that at this moment she is so clear and thorough to understand the man in front of her.
"Bang --" the door of the office is kicked open by Yi Jiannan. He raises his eyebrows coldly, and the smile at the corner of his mouth becomes extremely evil. After looking at Ji zhanrui for two or three seconds, he calmly says: "no matter Xiaoru or xunsun, I won't give it to you. You don't know what love is."
Even if he doesn't know what love is, he knows that as long as Fang Mengru and Xun Xun are by his side, even if he is a little mean, he doesn't care.
"Jiannan..." With the sound of the door landing, Fang Mengru raises her head and looks at the door. Yi Jiannan suddenly appears as if he is a hero and goes straight to Fang Mengru.
"I'm sorry I'm late." In a gentle tone, Yi Jiannan's face is full of deep apology. He really feels remorse for his late arrival, but also regrets in his heart. Why didn't he appear earlier in X city and meet Fang Mengru, so that she doesn't have to suffer so many years.