It was a night when the bright moon was hanging in the sky. The freshmen had just come to a strange school to report that Fang Mengru couldn't sleep at night, so she put on a piece of clothes and went to the balcony. However, she happened to see the opposite building on the same floor. A girl looked up at the bright moon with a gloomy look.
In a flash, Fang Mengru felt sorry for her for no reason. It was also because of this that Fang Mengru remembered the girl, so that every time the girl looked at her, she chose to give in.
That girl is Lin Xiaoya. When they met, they were only 19 years old.
Flower the same age, but full of trauma look, Fang Mengru can not imagine at that time Lin Xiaoya has what kind of experience.
Just like now, Fang Mengru still doesn't know what kind of life Lin Xiaoya lived in the mental hospital for five years.
Standing at the door of the mental hospital, Fang Mengru hesitated. He once heard Shen Tongyu say that all the people living in the mental hospital are wonderful, and they are basically types that you can't imagine.
"Miss, I'll wait here. Go and come out early. Be careful." This is a remote and desolate place. The taxi driver is not bad. He is afraid Fang Mengru can't find a car when she comes out, so he specially waits outside the door.
Fang Mengru nodded and went to the guard. After the guard informed Lin Xiaoya that she was in charge of the nurse, the little nurse came and took Fang Mengru around. Fortunately, she didn't encounter any dangerous patients along the way.
The place where Lin Xiaoya lives is a little quiet. Fang Mengru heard Ye Wanqing mention that this is the place Lin Yechang specially arranged for her. At that time, Fang Mengru guessed that in Lin Yechang's heart, there might still be some guilt for Lin Xiaoya!
"Right here, she's a lot more stable now. She's not aggressive and she can talk normally." The little nurse opened the door of the ward. If it wasn't for the barbed wire fence on the high wall outside the window, Fang Mengru would even think it was just an ordinary hospital ward.
"If you want me, I'll be right outside." With that, the little nurse closed the door to leave room for two people.
There are six beds in the ward, but Lin Xiaoya is the only one sitting on the bed by the window in her hospital uniform. Fang Mengru has to sigh in her heart that forestry Chang is willing to spend money for Lin Xiaoya. How can it come to her? Even her marriage will become a tool for him to make money?
On the marble floor, Fang Mengru's high-heeled shoes make a clear sound. Lin Xiaoya turns around and stares at Fang Mengru with black eyes.
I don't know whether Lin Xiaoya's posture of turning her head is too penetrating, or whether the scene is a little chilly now. Fang Mengru is horrified. She always feels that looking at Lin Xiaoya, there is a thrilling feeling of watching ghost movies.
"Here you are." Lin Xiaoya's black and white eyes swept Mengru's face. For the first time in a long time, Lin Xiaoya treated Fang Mengru so calmly.
"I hear you're going to be discharged." Taking a deep breath, Fang Mengru forced herself to calm down and asked in a lukewarm tone.
"I heard that you are going to marry Ji zhanrui." Lin Xiaoya smiles and looks leisurely. Suddenly, her eyes are tight and her voice is a little fast. It's hard for people to understand the trend of her mood.
"Well." It's an established fact. No matter who told Lin Xiaoya, Fang Mengru didn't think there was any problem, so when she asked, she answered.
"Yes, you should have been together a long time ago." If there was no Lin Xiaoya in those years, what would she be doing in the past six years? No matter what you do, it doesn't matter. The important thing is that if you follow that path, Lin Xiaoya will not have spent these six years in a mental hospital.
"In fact, I came here today to tell you that no matter what festivals or grudges we have, don't involve irrelevant people, OK?" Thinking of Ye Wanqing's words that night, Fang Mengru rushed to break the ice cold in the air.
"What are you saying?" Lin Xiaoya looks suspicious. She doesn't understand what Fang Mengru means.
"Your biological mother has been taking care of you lately, hasn't she?" Tomorrow is about to leave, and then come back. I don't know when. Fang Mengru doesn't want to leave. Lin Xiaoya's mother is in trouble with Ye Wanqing everywhere. In the end, everything is the enmity between Fang Mengru and Lin Xiaoya.
"She always felt that I had made you so, so threatening the people around me was not good for me." Lin Xiaoya's eyes are clear, and Fang Mengru explains one by one.
"I'll tell her not to do it again." Fang Mengru wants to go on, but Lin Xiaoya interrupts her. "But that doesn't mean we're going to get rid of it."
"Well, I agree." With a little smile, Fang Mengru relaxed, because ye Wanqing's affairs at least need not worry, and the entanglement between her and her two people should belong to them.
Two people look at each other, each other silent, for a long time Lin Xiaoya slowly said: "Fang Mengru, I really hate you, but also envy you."
"From the first time I met you, I felt that you had everything I wanted in the world, even though I didn't know what it was." Lin Xiaoya smiles bitterly.
"So knowing that you and Ji zhanrui are interested in each other, I'd like to comfort myself. A good man like Ji zhanrui should belong to me." Should belong to her man, so she will try her best to fight."I want to destroy everything about you, inexplicable and crazy." At this point, Lin Xiaoya covers her face with her hands. Her long hair comes down and hangs on her ears, making her look a little helpless.
"But in fact, in the end, I found that everything I had belonged to you. From the moment I was born, I had robbed you of everything." There is a kind of predestined person, called the old enemy. Maybe Lin Xiaoya and Fang Mengru are like this.
"In fact, I don't love Ji zhanrui at all. I want to keep him just to see you sad, just like I'm not Lin Yechang's daughter at all, but I can still enjoy his favor now." Suddenly, Lin Xiaoya trembled all over and laughed like chaff. There was madness in her laughter.
She finally won over Fang Mengru in one thing. She has a father's love that Fang Mengru can't enjoy. Even if she's not the biological daughter of Lin Lin Chang, so what?
In contrast, Fang Mengru has nothing, which is enough.
"Lin Xiaoya, I used to envy you. You have the family warmth I want. As you said, Lin Yechang will still give you father's love until today, but fortunately I have the love of flower father and flower mother." This kind of happiness is more rare, especially when Fang Mengru knows that mother Hua is really thinking about her.
"When you and Ji zhanrui walked on the red carpet, I was in agony. You were rescued by him with your child, but my child died because of it. I hate you enough to have the courage to kill you." Therefore, we really can't figure out who owes whom more.
"When you have to kill me, I will only dodge. This kind of me makes me hate myself even more." It seems that she has never mentioned the past with anyone. She hates her weakness and inability to protect her children. Fang Mengru doesn't want to be so weak any more.
The two women were silent at the same time, and their hatred and admiration were no less than each other. They had countless relationships, and even were half sisters, but now they are more strange.
"But what?" Lin Xiaoya suddenly raised her head. Her long hair passed in the air. She went down to Fang Mengru step by step with her bare feet. Her thin hands stretched out.
"I still want to destroy you and everything you have." Lin Xiaoya pinches her fingers on Fang Mengru's neck. Every time she says a word, the smile at the corner of her mouth is more cool.
Destroy you, this idea is the only support for my life, even if there is no basis for the source, but I still want to destroy you!