Chapter 98 - Realising what was missing in the script

Name:Diana Author:may1st
Nathan felt his heart skipped. He has tried to avoid this at all cost, he made the rules about no relationship in his organization because of this girl.

He tried to keep it brother and sister relationship, because he knew there won't be a good ending to give in to this girl, who is all over him since young.

He made her watch him touching other girls except her, to let her get over him and understand that there's no room for what she wanted.

He recalled her father last wish about taking care of her and make her happy, because of the line he led her through since young. He knew he's supposed to make her leave a simple life, but he had no choice, since she's his only descendant and need to serve the next boss.

He knew, he never thought of her as nothing but a sister. Even though he had no idea why he always tried hard to avoid intimacy between them, when he's sure he had no heart for love and also, it's normal in their line of work, and he's sure Aroma is professional and wouldn't take their intimacy on the field to heart.

Yet, he found himself avoiding it. He told himself it's because he saw her as his sister, but now; he wondered why he let her lips touched him, when he could have avoided it. And also why he felt his heart skipped when such thing never get to him when it happened with others.

Pulling back from kissing him; which he didn't respond to, but let her; which shocked Aroma, because she was expecting her neck to get choked or something, due to Nathan's temper.

She has tried it, because she couldn't help herself. But seeing him looking into her eyes and not saying anything. She couldn't read his thoughts from his expression which remained the same.

She felt that she should perhaps keep going, that maybe he didn't mind.

Nathan watched her unzipped her jacket and scoffed.

He's feeling nervous and couldn't help but feel pissed at himself for letting her go this far. She could have just apologized like she used to, if he had screamed at her and asked her to leave, but didn't and let her summon so much courage in front of him.

It's too late to shout now. Not knowing what else to do, he held her hands and stopped her from pulling her off the jacket.

Aroma still could not understand his changes. She bit her lower lips and looked up at him.

Releasing her hands; he reached his arm around her and pulled her into a hug. "Please stop." He said, making Aroma find herself tearing up.

She didn't want this, but couldn't help herself. "Don't make me do what I don't want to do Tiffany, I'm begging you to stop. Stop hurting yourself." He said.

"I don't mind you doing it." She replied.

"I don't want to."

"Can you find someone? I can let go if you are with someone else." She replied. She's not believing they are having this conversation. She wrapped her arms around him as she replied. She couldn't recall when he has ever allowed her this close and couldn't help but wanted to enjoy more of it.

"I don't have the time for that and you of all people should know that. I have a lot of things to worry about than women. Don't let this repeat itself again, or I'm not sure what I might do if it did." He replied and released her.

The last sentence could be understood in two different ways. It's either he wouldn't be able to help himself and really sleep with her or punish her for the attempt.

Aroma didn't know which to go with, but somehow find her heart ease that she finally admitted to her feelings openly.

Nathan stood up from the couch and headed toward the bed, "you can leave now, and informed the manager not to send in anyone." He said.

"But the effect…" Aroma tried to protest.

"Just leave, I will help myself with it." He said and sat down on his bed.

Immediately she stepped out of the room, "f*ck!!" Nathan cursed and ruffled his hair in frustration. "That naughty girl!" he growled.

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Time seems to be against Diana, as it finally the day to carry out the task. The feeling that something was missing still lingered in her heart all through the training, but she still couldn't put her finger on what it was, until she found herself in the dressing of the said club.

She was dressed in white fitted shirt, tucked inside her short hip hugs skirt, outlining her full figure, which she didn't mind as she liked clothes like this to begin with. A small bow tie clipped to her neck line where the shirt button stopped.

Her hair tied on a pony tail, makeup lightly done. After concealing her blemishes which hasn't act up much, since she rarely had her attack; she applied her foundation and kept the look simple, yet catchy.

She finally realized the impact of her teeth in her ugliness, after she finished with the make up, as the red lipstick made her pouted lips look kissable.

She blushed when the thought of shoving her new look in Ethan's face crosses her mind. She couldn't believe her thoughts drifted to such.

Her boot zipped up below her knee. She's ready to step out of the changing room and begin the task.

"Here." One of the two guys that were assigned to protect her in case things didn't go as planned said and helped her attached a small device to her bow tie for connection and also insert a mini Bluetooth device in her ear.

"Are you ready?" She heard Tara spoke through the Bluetooth.

"Yes I am." Diana replied.

"Now go for it." Tara said.

She's all done, and was ready to step out when, "wait a minute!" She exclaimed. She just understood what was missing in the script.