Chapter 343: A lie that will haunt him forever...

Still, the most vivid memory in her mind was the moment when Tang Yin allowed her to take revenge on her enemies.

He helped her defeat them and allowed her to gain a power she never had before.

Those memories and the screams of her enemies, when she gave them their comeuppance, brought a smile to her face.

Finally, her mind remembered everything that had happened, so she immediately bowed to Tang Yin.

"Thank you, Tang Yin. Sorry for giving you so much trouble." She said and then lifted her body to stare into his eyes.

"I want to know those places with you. I don't know if it was a dream or if you really showed them to me, but now, I want to know them and go with you to all kinds of places, so I will try my best to be by your side." She said firmly.

She had always been straightforward. And this time, Tang Yin appreciated that sincerity, so he nodded to her.

"Okay, let's get to know many places together then." Tang Yin replied with a smile, and she nodded at him several times, but then lowered her head a little feeling guilty.

"I'm sorry, Tang Yin. I was selfish in the past and didn't look at your feelings when making my decisions." She said softly, making Tang Yin sit beside her and hug her to his chest.

"You don't need to apologize for that, I understand you perfectly. Besides, it's part of the past, right?" Tang Yin replied smiling, and she looked at him a bit stunned.

The question she asked at the end...

He just wanted to confirm that she no longer had those suicidal thoughts.

So, she nodded.

"Yes, I don't want that anymore. I want to travel with you, be with you, and spend time with the sisters. I want to see Lian too and visit many places together." She replied with a sincere smile as a strange little flame rose in her heart.

It was something she had never felt before, and she didn't understand it right now, but she would understand it sometime soon.

Tang Yin smiled at seeing her like this and nodded to her.

"Thank you for helping me get revenge, Tang Yin. Also... For keeping them alive to vent the hatred in my heart... Thank you so much for letting me get revenge in all the ways I wanted." She said softly as she leaned back on his chest, making Tang Yin unable to do anything but nod at her.

The details she gave regarding that were a sore point for Tang Yin.

After all, they were a lie to a certain extent.

Most of the details she could give, the decisions she made in those 'dreams' she had, were in part created by Tang Yin. Sёarᴄh the NovelFire.net* website on Google to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

The representation of Tang Yin in those dreams was solely so that she would have an anchor to lean on. It was not real.

Tang Yin was not there directly when she was taking revenge. He doesn't even know how she did it.

So, he just nodded to her, replying that everything was fine.

After that, the two of them talked for a long while until Li Xian got on top of him, taking off his clothes and taking off her clothes herself.

"I want to be the first to feel both of Tang Yin's hands on my body..." She said softly, as her body filled with desire and her face showed an expression Tang Yin had never seen on her before.

It was an expression of wanting to feel ecstasy in her body.

It was an expression of wanting to feel it and a fervent longing rising in her heart that even she was unaware of.

Therefore, Tang Yin could not hold back and immediately mounted on top of her, to begin a beautiful round of the best experience this world can offer anyone.

Li Xian's moans began to sound back and forth as Tang Yin's hands roamed her body.

And as both felt each other, Li Xian and Tang Yin forgot about everything bad that had happened these days.

They gave themselves to each other in a day and night of much passion, which ended late at night when Li Xian fell asleep.

She was not exhausted; she was simply satisfied.

She felt that she had won everything in life now that she had Tang Yin, so her heart was changing.

Tang Yin smiled to see her like this and got up to get some fresh air.

There were things he had to think about, and there was nothing like a starry night to do so.

The first thing that touched a spot in his heart was Li Xian's words...

Her words and the depiction she described of Tang Yin...

It is a perfect idealization of him, in which Tang Yin had no voice at all.

Her perfect idealization of him was painful.

After all, it was all a lie.

Tang Yin had to live with the guilt of the lie, with the guilt of his sin, and with the guilt of never being able to say anything to her about it.

Though perhaps it was not a lie in its entirety, what he did.

After all, it certainly allowed her to take her revenge, and her enemies suffered what they had to suffer.

But...

Much of it was a lie created by him and sponsored by his whim to not allow her to complete her wishes.

Her wish to die and to no longer want to experience any more of this unjust world that took her relatives from her life.

Tang Yin tore that desire from her mind and implanted a new desire by force.

And this had been part of his current sin.

A sin he will have to live with all his life.

'At the end of it all, it's pretty good that the world gave me a severe punishment.' Tang Yin thought with a smile.

For some reason, he felt that those chains that had been the curse imposed by destiny and celestial laws would be something that would cause him terrible evil in the future.

But, despite that...

Even if he again needed to choose whether to do what he did or not to do it, he would choose to do it.

So, even though he felt guilty, there was nothing he could do about it. Stay updated through m-v l|-NovelFire.net

Still, his thoughts wandered back and forth...