"You're awake?!"
Looking at the familiar smiling face and familiar voice in front of me, I was stunned. I thought I was still in a dream. I secretly pinched my thigh. It hurt so much. I wasn't dreaming.
Qiao Chenfei sat on the side of the bed and looked at me, the corners of his mouth curled up into a gentle smile, "Are you unhappy to see me, Xiao Ying?"
Qiao Chenfei said with a faint smile.
My heart was in turmoil. I did not expect that while I was desperately sinking into the depths of the ocean, lingering on the brink of death, the person who had risked his life to save me was actually the person I had hurt the most.
The already weakened mental defense line instantly collapsed. I cried. So many years had passed, and the only person who was willing to sacrifice anything for me was still just him, Qiao Chenfei.
But instead of stopping me from crying, I cried harder.
"Why? Why are you being so nice to me? Didn't you hate me? " I wiped my eyes and kept on crying.
But wait, how did he know I fell into the sea?
I sniffed and was about to ask him, but he just smiled and said, "Yeah, I hate it. But then I found out that I loved you more than I hated you. In the three years I've been away from you, I've been thinking about you every day. I've lived like a walking corpse without you around me. "That's why I'm back. I'm back to find you."
I stared at him, and before I could finish digesting his words, he said, "Xiao Ying, I love you, and I still love you."
My heart lurched, and for a moment I forgot to cry or to speak. I stared into his gentle eyes.
My mood suddenly became so complicated that I couldn't tell what it was like. I used to hope that he would say such words to me, but now that he did, I didn't feel as excited and excited as I had expected. Instead, I felt a little bit of pressure and burden on me.
I don't know why either.
"Chen Fei, I …" I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't say it yet I felt that it wasn't right.
He dried my tears, helped me lie back down on the bed, and thoughtfully tucked me in again. "You're not fully recovered. I'll go cook first, and we'll eat together when you wake up. "
In fact, I had many questions I wanted to ask him. Seeing that he was so insistent, I could only nod and obediently close my eyes.
When I heard the door close, I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling.
I touched the bed below me. It was big and soft, more comfortable than Lou Shaotang's bed.
Stop! I shook my head and let out a sigh of frustration. Dammit, why am I thinking of him again?!
I closed my eyes again and tried to get some more sleep, but I couldn't. My head was in a mess and I couldn't sleep.
I got up and put on my clothes and went out of the room.
"Why are you up?" Seeing that I had come out, Qiao Chenfei was slightly surprised, he put down his dishes and wiped his hands as he walked towards me.
"I can't sleep." I smiled and looked out the window at the darkening sky. "What time is it?" I asked him.
He raised his wrist and looked at his watch. "It's almost 7 o'clock."
I pinched my neck, which was aching from sleeping, and said doubtfully, "Strange, I haven't slept for long, so why does my neck hurt so much?"
Qiao Chenfei laughed, and said while rubbing my neck, "I haven't slept for long yet? You've been asleep for three days. "
"What?" I cried out in disbelief and looked back at him. "Three days? I slept for three days? "
Qiao Chenfei's kneading movements did not stop as he nodded and said, "That's right, when I rescued you up here, you had already fainted. But I did not send you to the hospital because I wanted a friend who was a doctor to come and treat you."
Listening to him talk about doctors in the hospital, I suddenly thought about Little Yu's operation, "Oh no!" I cried.
"What's wrong?" Seeing my nervous face, Qiao Chenfei also became nervous.
I didn't have time to explain to him, so I quickly took out my phone and called Xiao Qian. Xiao Qian told me that because I couldn't get in contact with the other party and didn't have any family members' signatures, Little Yu's operation couldn't be completed.
Hearing this news, I became extremely anxious. I was afraid that I would get into trouble, so I quickly put on my clothes and went to the hospital.
Seeing that I was so nervous, Qiao Chenfei immediately took off his apron and got on the car keys, "Don't worry, I'll go with you."
On the way to the hospital, I told Qiao Chenfei about finding a match for the bone marrow and the matter of preparing the surgery. However, I didn't tell him about the relationship between the match and Lou Shaotang.
Firstly, the word "Lou Shaotang" is a restricted area for both of us, he is the main culprit behind breaking us up, so we can't mention it. Secondly, this is a transaction, and it's not honorable.
We soon arrived at the hospital. It's been a few days since I last saw Little Yu, his complexion looked not bad, and upon seeing Qiao Chenfei and I, Little Yu's mouth dropped open in shock, "Chen, Brother Chen Fei?"
He also thought that he was dreaming and rubbed his eyes vigorously. After he confirmed that he was not hallucinating, he was extremely surprised, "Brother Chen Fei, when did you return?"
Qiao Chenfei pulled out the chair beside his bed and sat down, smiling as he said, "It's been a while."
"How are you feeling? "You seem to be in pretty good spirits." He looked at Little Yu's face and asked.
"Yeah, it's pretty good." Little Yu nodded and looked at me, "Big sister, where have you been these past few days? Why can't I contact you on your phone?"
If he knew that I had fallen into the sea, he would definitely be nervous again. I secretly gave Qiao Chenfei a meaningful glance, and lied to him: "I went out on a business trip, my phone was stolen halfway."
"Oh, no wonder!"
Little Yu didn't doubt his words at all as he smiled suddenly and turned to start a conversation with Qiao Chenfei. The two of them had been on good terms in the past, but now that they had reunited after so long, they had more to talk about.
Little Yu asked him if he gave him the West Point production manuscript. Qiao Chenfei admitted it, and said that he still had a lot at home, that he gathered them all over the place over the years, and that he would give them to him after he operated on them.
I was especially touched in my heart. I didn't think that after so many years, other than still loving me, he had also always been concerned about Little Yu. And other than the harm I brought him, there was nothing else.
My nose stung, and tears came uncontrollably again, but I didn't let them see me and quietly wiped them away.
I was afraid that I would lose control of my emotions if I stayed any longer, so I told them to find Doctor He Yan to talk about Little Yu's surgery.
I knocked twice at the door of the office, and when I heard He Yan calling me to come in, I pushed the door open. Just as I stepped in, I saw the person sitting on the sofa and immediately stopped.
Lou Shaotang held a cigarette in his hand and his face looked a little gloomy. When he saw me, he was obviously startled, but then he sat up straight and stared at me.
I don't think he expected to see me.
Heh, the same goes for each other.
I also didn't look good, so I turned towards He Yan and smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, Doctor He. I was busy a few days ago with some matters at Seahold and my brother's operation was not performed as scheduled. I have caused you trouble."
Although I didn't look at Lou Shaotang, I could feel that his eyes were fixated on me. Somehow, my entire body started to heat up and my palms started to sweat.
I took a deep breath and clenched my fists, forcing myself to calm down.
He Yan smiled and said that he was fine. I asked him again, "Then when can I help my brother make the arrangements?"
He Yan looked at the schedule, "I have some major operations recently, and they might be coming next week."
"So late?" Can you move it forward? " I'm in a hurry, I just want Little Yu to have the operation as soon as possible.
He smiled helplessly and said, "No choice. It was all arranged beforehand."
I sighed, a little annoyed. I felt that it was all my fault, delaying Little Yu.
Seeing that I was in a bad mood, He Yan looked at Lou Shaotang, and asked me: "Since you are in such a hurry to get your brother operated, why are you still leaving Hai Cheng? What's more important than that? "
I was startled, but immediately remembered that Lou Shaotang was still here, so I couldn't tell him that I had almost died after falling into the ocean. I don't want Lou Shaotang to laugh at my misery. I have to let him know, if I leave him, I will only live a more relaxed and comfortable life.
My answer was obviously unwilling to say, but since He Yan was a smart person, it was natural for him to notice it, so he did not continue asking. He said, "The date for the operation has been set, I will inform you."
I said my thanks and left without even looking at Lou Shaotang.
Returning to Little Yu's sickroom, I told them that I would be able to operate next week, so they could finally relax. Because he was worried that my body hadn't recovered yet, Qiao Chenfei sat for a while and then urged me to go back and rest.
When I reached the first floor, I remembered that my jacket was still in the ward and wanted to go up to get it. Qiao Chenfei didn't want me to be too tired so he told me to wait here while he went up by himself.
When he came up, I was thirsty, so I went to the dispenser to get some drinks.
I stood in front of the dispenser, focusing on the drinks Qiao Chenfei and I were about to drink. A voice filled with ridicule slipped into my ears, "There's a new man so soon."