That's how you want me to die?
"Pa ~ ~ ~"
I dropped the phone in shock.
The smile froze on my face. I had worked so hard all night for him, and although I hadn't expected him to say thank you to me, I had never expected him to say fuck off.
I was angry, but I forced myself not to show it.
Looking at his sinister face, I smiled again, but it was only the kind of smile that was very sarcastic. "You really are Shen Yiru's biological son, your ability to destroy bridges after crossing rivers is really good."
Hearing that I scolded his mother as well, Lou Shaotang's face darkened even more, but he did not attack me. Instead, he lifted his blanket and walked towards the washroom.
I followed him.
He hadn't noticed it before, but now that he was in the middle of the living room and saw that it had regained its neatness, he looked a little surprised, but he said nothing and didn't look at me.
As he passed the table, he saw the steaming bowl of porridge. He stopped and stood there, staring at it.
I was rather embarrassed, thinking that he didn't think that the congee was specially made for him to drink? Although I did manage to get a portion of the porridge into his bowl and cooked a bit more, the original intention was still because I was hungry.
On second thought, he decided to just let him go. It was just a bowl of porridge, so there was no special meaning to it.
But just when I was thinking that, Lou Shaotang suddenly opened his arms and swept all the porridge and other things on the table to the ground.
The clang-clang made my eardrums hurt, and I was stunned.
Staring at the white porridge and broken bowls on the floor, I immediately get angry and jumped onto my head.
"Lou Shaotang, what is wrong with you!" I rushed up to him and snapped at him.
But Lou Shaotang was not even slightly shaken by my anger, his face even colder than before.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" "You will make me think that you do not want to part with me, and you even want me to control you."
"…" My face stiffened. I didn't think he would say that, but I knew he did it on purpose to humiliate me. If I acted angry, then wouldn't that be perfect?
So I kept my angry face and waved his hand away. I pointed to the white sky outside the window and mocked: "Lou Shaotang, it's daylight."
Lou Shaotang is such a smart person, how could he not understand my meaning, I told him not to dream about it.
But he didn't think so. "Isn't it?" He snorted. "Then I'll call Joe and tell him you were with me last night." With that, he took out his cell phone and dialed.
I know him. I never put on airs.
I lost my composure and rushed to grab his cell phone.
He moved a step faster than I did.
I lost my balance and fell to the ground.
In desperation, I reached out to grab at something to steady my body. I grabbed his leg and, even worse, my face just happened to fall into his place.
My face flushed and my heart beat fast.
Damn it!
I cursed in my heart. Before I could even stand up, I heard Lou Shaotang's scornful laughter resounding from above my head. "Heh ~ You still refuse to admit it! Tu Ying, are you really so lacking in control? A Qiao Chenfei can't satisfy you, yet you're looking for me? "
His tone was filled with contempt.
I was embarrassed and furious, I immediately stood up, although my face was burning red, but my aura was strong, "Lou Shaotang, stop thinking too much!"
I stopped talking, and secretly suppressed my frantic heartbeat. After adjusting my unstable emotions, I looked at him with a playful look and a cold smile, "Last night, it was none of my business. Even if you die in front of me in the future, I'll just pretend I didn't see it."
After saying these words in disdain, I turned around and left. Unexpectedly, Lou Shaotang grabbed my arm and pushed me back into the chair.
I sank back into the chair, and the fire that had just been suppressed flared up again.
"Lou!" I looked up and was about to scold him when his sinister face pressed down on me.
I swallowed and stared at him.
"Tu Ying, you want me to die that badly?"
He squeezed my chin again, and this time with such force that I was in so much pain from it.
He was staring at me, his eyes like they were about to spit fire, but his voice was so cold it made my hair stand on end.
Actually, I was quite afraid in my heart, but I forcefully suppressed it, thinking that I absolutely couldn't let him see through it.
So I opened his hand and smiled at him. "Yes!" I intentionally angered him by admitting, "If you die, all of Lou Family's assets will belong to my husband. At that time, we can enjoy the limelight and benefit from the rain."
Seeing the corners of his eyes twitching, I didn't feel like I was angry at him at all. Instead, my heart trembled and trembled. I was scared. I knew that I had completely infuriated him.
But I stuck it out to the end, pretending not to be afraid at all, and looking especially proud and contemptuous of him.
Seeing him staring at me without saying a word, my mental defenses started to collapse bit by bit. I had a feeling that I would be the unlucky one if this goes on.
So I'm going to get up and go. But when his hand touches the bag on the table, he snaps his wrist again, and I am roughly pulled out of my chair and thrown to the floor.
Because he was too angry, he used too much strength, causing me to feel pain from the fall. I was also angry, so I stood up from the ground, "Lou Shaotang!"
Just as I shouted at him, a dull pain suddenly came from my lower abdomen. I immediately went silent and raised my hand to cover my stomach.
Seeing that I was so aggressive just a moment ago, and had immediately become silent, with my face turning deathly pale, Lou Shaotang stared at me in confusion.
I clutched my stomach and bit my lip so hard that my forehead broke out in a sweat, and then I felt something hot coming out of my groin.
My heart is sinking fast, it can't be
When I thought that I might have miscarried, I panicked for no reason, but when I thought about how Lou Shaotang was still here, I could not let him see my sorry state. So, I endured the pain, picked up the bag, pretended to have nothing to do and walked towards the door, the footsteps seemed to be very relaxed.
It was probably because my anger had dissipated, but Lou Shaotang did not stop me. He stood behind me without moving, and watched me leave with his eyes wide open.
It wasn't until we were in the elevator that I removed my disguise and leaned weakly against the wall. I wiped the sweat from my forehead, looked down, and saw that I was bleeding.
Then I was sure I had miscarried.
I quickly called Shu Qiao and told her to come over and take me to the hospital.
Knowing that my situation was critical, Shu Qiao flew his car here, but by the time he arrived at the hospital, he was already a step too late, and his child was already gone.
After clearing the house, I sat up in bed and stared straight ahead at the pale wall. I don't understand. Even if I didn't miscarry, I would still hit it in a few days. But why does my heart hurt so much now?
Was it because the child had been killed by his father?
But what was this? He would never have come into this world, but he was going in a way I didn't expect.
"Xiao Ying?" Seeing that my eyes were still red and moist, Shu Qiao worriedly called out to me.
I wiped the corners of my eyes and smiled. "I'm fine."
"Do you want to give Chen Fei a call?" she asked me.
I shook my head.
But I sent him a message just now, not about this, but because we had an appointment for lunch, and now I lied that we couldn't go to the company.
"Then what do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you? "
"No need, it's just an abortion, not a child." I laughed at how nervous she was as I pulled away the blanket. "Qiao Qiao, come with me to a place."
"Huh?" Shu Qiao was shocked, "You can't go out like this, why don't you stay another night and observe?"
I put on my shoes and said, "What is there to observe? If he wanted to stay here, wouldn't Chen Fei know? Don't you find it messy enough?! "
"Then where are you going?" Seeing that I was not willing to be hospitalized, Shu Qiao knew that I had to rely on my temper.
"Dragon Hidden Temple."
"Huh?" Shu Qiao was surprised once again, and joked: "You aren't going to become a prostitute, are you?!"
"No." I shook my head and subconsciously put my hand on my belly.
Yes, no matter how much I tried to comfort myself, to say that there would be no psychological burden, no reproach from my conscience, the truth is that my heart is particularly heavy and oppressive right now, and I feel that I have sinned, that I have caused the death of an innocent person.
Seeing through my thoughts, Shu Qiao also agreed. After helping me settle the discharge procedures, we went to the Long Hidden Temple together.
After burning some paper for the child and erecting a memorial tablet, and asking the old monk to recite the sutra, my guilty heart felt slightly better, but I couldn't completely let go of it yet.
On the way back to Garden, he saw that I was depressed and was silently looking at the scenery outside the window. Shu Qiao sighed and asked: "Xiao Ying, how do you plan to explain this to Lou Family?"
I turned my head. "I've already thought about it. I said I accidentally bumped into something while the company was moving things."
"If you say so, they will surely scold you."
Lou Family knows how to treat me. I can imagine that, and I have already mentally prepared myself to be attacked by a storm. The only difference was that before, I was pretending to miscarry, but now, it's true.
I looked out the window again, my calm mind suddenly clouding over like the weather outside.
Seeing my unconcerned expression, Shu Qiao shook his head helplessly.
After returning home, I told Qiao Chenfei about this matter. He was stunned and looked a little surprised. It's no wonder, because my operation was originally performed the day after tomorrow. I had discussed it with him before and said that I would wait a few days before telling them.
But he didn't ask me why, and he agreed.
Just as I expected, knowing that I miscarried caused the Lou Family to explode.