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Is your heart really with me?

My whole body shuddered and I froze, staring at him in a daze.

Qiao Chenfei was very satisfied with my reaction, and the sneering expression on his face deepened. "Tu Ying, tell me, how do you feel right now?" He asked, "Are you sad? Pain? Is there any pain in your heart that makes you want to die? "

I close my eyes in pain, and the past wash over me like a tide

"Xiao Ying, I beg of you, don't break up with me! I will think of a way to pay for Little Yu's treatment, at most I will just sell my kidneys. " Qiao Chenfei hugged me tightly and sobbed.

I raised my head and forced the tears back into my stomach. Suppressing the pain in my heart that was on the verge of death, I pushed him away. My expression has been made cold by me. "I have made up my mind. Lou Family had already given me Little Yu's first treatment fee. Chen Fei, just treat it as us having karma. "

"No, no." He could not accept this, and shook his head with all his might, "Xiao Ying, don't abandon me! Without you, I would have died! "

I held back my tears and smiled faintly. "I won't. You won't die."

After saying that, I turned around and left. I didn't even turn my head back as he called out to me from behind.

I can't look back. When he turns back, he will see that I am in tears; when he turns back, he fears that I will never be able to harden my heart again.

In the quiet sickroom, looking at Qiao Chenfei lying on the sickbed with nothing to live for, my heart felt like it had been stabbed with a knife, but pretended to be as cold as ice.

"What are you doing here? See if I'm dead? " Glancing at me, he mocked himself as the ground pull bit his lips and said weakly.

I took out my marriage certificate from my bag and handed it over to him. "Chen Fei, I have already married Lou Shaotang yesterday."

Seeing that his already dejected eyes darkened once again and that his heart was completely dead, I continued to say, "Stop hunger strike and live on. In the future, you will meet a woman even better than me."

He was silent, staring straight at me, his eyes full of hatred.

The sickroom was so silent that it was depressing.

"Tu Ying, I hate you!" After a long silence, he said in a voice filled with resentment, "I never wanted to see you again in my life. "Scram!"

I clutched at my marriage certificate, choking with heartache, and gave him a useless smile.

The moment I closed the ward door, tears started to flow down my face. Chen Fei, I wish you a better tomorrow!

"Why aren't you speaking?"

Qiao Chenfei's scornful voice pulled me back from my distant memories.

Opening his eyes, the cold and emotionless face instantly covered the painful and desperate face in his memory.

He hated me for three years.

But in these three years, how am I better?

His heart was also suffering greatly!

It's just that I clenched my teeth and endured it.

After taking a few deep breaths to calm my discomfort, I said in a low voice, "Chen Fei, I really want to marry you."

"Really?" Qiao Chenfei scoffed in disdain, "Tu Ying, is your sincerity here?"

With that, he shot a cold glance at Lou Shaotang.

His words made my heart tremble. It was as if someone had strangled my throat, making me unable to speak.

After returning from France, I had carefully thought about my feelings for Qiao Chenfei and confirmed that I no longer loved him. But I really wanted to marry him, and I'm not lying about that.

Because he loves me, can't let him down, even if he may never be happy again in his life, but also have no regrets to spend the rest of his life with him.

But now it seems that my willing sacrifice is a sad joke.

Seeing that I had been stunned into silence, Qiao Chenfei continued: "How many times have you and Lou Shaotang done such vile things behind my back, you think I don't know? "Really." He coldly snorted, "To think that you would dare to say that out loud! "I think you're really despicable!"

My eyes widened and my body swayed uncontrollably.

What did he say?

He knows everything about Lou Shaotang and I!

I looked at him in disbelief.

"Do you really not understand? Why am I still better than you even though I know that I'm wearing a green hat?" As if he had seen through my thoughts, the corner of Qiao Chenfei's mouth raised into a mocking sneer, and said: "It's because I want you to feel guilty and self-reproach towards me, which is why you think even more about my deep love for you, and agree to marry me."

"Tu Ying, at the end of the day, you were the one who personally handed over the Vengeance Blade to me.

He smiled even more triumphantly than before, and I felt as if I had fallen into an icehouse, my whole body chilled to the bone.

"Qiao Chenfei, you f * * king finished it!"

Seeing that I was shocked speechless by Qiao Chenfei, for some reason, Lou Shaotang suddenly became angry and coldly warned him.

Qiao Chenfei snorted fearlessly, "Lou Shaotang, what kind of good person are you acting now?! "You've done thousands of times more evil deeds than I have, and I really want to learn more from you in terms of torturing her and taking revenge on her!"

As soon as he finished his sarcasm, a heavy blow hit him in the face and he staggered a few steps backward.

"What, got angry from embarrassment?" Placing his hand on Lou Shaotang's face, who was beaten up, Qiao Chenfei said with a mocking smile.

"You're courting death!"

Lou Shaotang was furious, he grabbed Qiao Chenfei's collar, and immediately, a rain of fists fell on his face.

"Let go of me!"

Seeing Qiao Chenfei not retaliating at all due to being beaten up by Lou Shaotang, Yvonne hurriedly stepped forward to pull him back. However, he was pushed hard by Lou Shaotang and fell to the ground.

"Enough!" Unable to bear the chaos any longer, I shouted.

The noisy room suddenly became quiet.

Lou Shaotang's angry fist was fixed in midair, as he turned his head to look at me, and a hint of shame seemed to surface on his face. Qiao Chenfei also shifted his gaze towards me. His face was covered in blood, and his expression was no longer as slanderous as before.

But at the moment, I wasn't in the mood to find out why they looked like that. Watching them, I burst into tears.

There were two men. One was blatantly humiliating me while the other was scheming a scheme to take revenge on me.

They all hated me.

Good, very good.

Tu Ying, I think there is no other woman in the world who is as pitiful as you.

Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and slowly turned around to walk out of the room while suppressing the excruciating pain in my body.

"Tu Ying." Lou Shaotang called me, sounding very worried.

But I didn't stop for a moment. I didn't want to be here anymore, didn't want to see any of them. All my pride, all my pride, had been trampled under the feet of these two men.

I walked forward in a daze. When I reached the elevator, Lou Shaotang caught up.

He took my arm, pulled me into his chest, and held me tight.

His cold body instantly warmed up.

"Tu Ying."

I heard the sound of his Adam's apple rolling.

"Don't cry." He whispered in my ear, his voice as cold as ever, but it sounded worse than mine.

I was stunned. Did I hear it wrong?

How could he comfort me? He should be the happiest right now.

I came back to reality and pushed him away coldly. Even though my eyes were still filled with tears, but my lips curled up into a smile, "Lou Shaotang, you got your wish." I said self-deprecatingly, "As you wish, I can't marry, I can't be happy."

Lou Shaotang's handsome face was stretched taut, there was no happiness on it at all.

"He can't give you happiness!" He gazed at me with deep yet firm eyes, and said: "Tu Ying, the one who can give you happiness is not him!"

"Who is that?" I scoffed at once. "You?"

Ridiculous!

"Right." He did not hesitate to spit out this word in a succinct and forceful manner.

"…" I was stunned.

"Lou Shaotang, you are really funny!" After a moment, I laughed as if I had heard a joke. I laughed at the tears that had just stopped in my eyes. "You have given me happiness." I asked him scornfully with tears in my eyes, "Why? What right do you have to give me happiness? What are you going to give me? "

After I finished speaking, I suddenly thought of something, "Right, shouldn't you be marrying Zhong Ruoqing? What, in order to make me a joke, you're not even going to leave your wife behind? "

Lou Shaotang's face was still as tense as ever as he stared at me. With a calm voice, he said, "I'm not married to her."