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I can't be as great as she is

Because I knew that Lou Shaotang would urgently step on the brakes, I pulled on the safety handle of the car ahead of time. As a result, I sat firmly on my seat, but my heart was beating erratically.

Lou Shaotang's face was extremely dark as he panted heavily while staring at me. His scarlet eyes seemed to be filled with blazing flames as the veins on his forehead throbbed.

"Yes, I am not qualified." Lou Shaotang suddenly opened her mouth, her voice was gloomy and sorrowful, "What qualifications do I have now? In front of you, I can no longer raise my head. I can't lift it up to face you. I swore to give you a clean and pure love, but now I break my promise, I let our love have a stain, this stain I can't erase, will never erase. "If you're angry, I'll hate you. That's only right, even if …" He paused and took a deep breath, and then let it out, all of his breath trembling. Even if you want to leave me, I shouldn't blame you. I was wrong, I was wrong. "Sorry, sorry."

When he said "I'm sorry", he had already closed his eyes. It was unknown if it was because of his actions just now, or because he was afraid that what he said about "I want to leave him" would become true and he did not dare to face it. His tone was so weak that it was almost inaudible. How was he still that arrogant and domineering man?

I gripped the leather chair and stared at him. His words were like a awl piercing into my heart, dripping blood, aching for him, and for myself.

He finally knew why he was so angry. No, it wasn't anger, it was fear.

He was afraid I would leave him. As a result, he became a bird of prey, and he became more sensitive and fragile.

However, how could he know that he was not the only one who was afraid that the other party would leave?

"Lou Shaotang, will you leave me?"

Lou Shaotang suddenly opened her eyes, her teary eyes staring into mine that was already filled with mist. He firmly shook his head and said, "No, I won't. He leaned forward and hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to inject me into his body, "Wife, I love you. I love you too late, how can I leave you?! I just hope that you won't leave me, don't despise me, and abandon me, okay? "

When I heard his passionate confession and sorrowful pleas, my heart ached and I hugged him back.

"Then if …" The words I was about to say got stuck in my nose. I paused and took a deep breath. I forcefully held the tears that were about to slip out of my eyes and continued, "If I can't give birth …"

"Ring, ring, ring ~ ~ ~"

A hasty ringing of the cell phone interrupted my last words before I could muster the courage to confess them to him.

Lou Shaotang reluctantly let go of me and took out his phone from his pocket. He looked at it and frowned slightly, then quickly adjusted his emotions and put away the grief. "Hello ~"

"What?" His expression changed, "Alright, I'll be right back."

"What's wrong?" My sadness was swept away by his surprise, and my heart tightened.

"Ke Er fell downstairs!" Lou Shaotang asked anxiously.

"Huh?" "What's going on?"

"I don't know. Let's go back first." Lou Shaotang threw his phone to the center control center and immediately started driving.

Returning back to Garden's room, he saw her sitting on the bed, with Dr. Su hanging her up.

"What's going on? Ke Er, why did you fall down the stairs? " Lou Shaotang quickly walked to the bedside.

"Sorry, Shao Tang, I made you worry again." Without replying to Lou Shaotang, Zheng Keer apologized repeatedly with a face full of remorse. His eyes were filled with tears.

"Miss Zheng's prosthesis took too long to replace, causing the damage to fall off." The Dr. Su answered for her.

Lou Shaotang and I looked at the prosthesis beside the bed at the same time.

That prosthesis must have been used for many years. I couldn't help but to doubt in my heart. Could it be that she never changed it ever since she installed it back then? Even changing for a prosthetic limb would cost several tens of thousands, so why wouldn't she want it? Was her life really that poor?

I don't quite believe it.

"Dr. Su, may I trouble you to order the best artificial limb in the market?" Lou Shaotang's voice cut off my thoughts.

When I came back to myself, I saw that he was frowning, a look of guilt on his face.

"Alright." Dr. Su replied. Lou Shaotang asked again, "Have you checked to see if she was injured in any way?"

"Yes, I checked. There are some soft tissue contusions on the arms and legs. Nothing else is too serious." Dr. Su replied, "However, Miss Zheng's right leg is a little inflamed from the amputations, and her muscles also show signs of shrinking."

"Is it serious?" Lou Shaotang's relaxed expression instantly became nervous again, "What treatment is there?"

"It's not very serious. I've made some ointment and it'll be done by smearing it every morning. As for muscle contraction, there is currently no better solution than rehabilitation and massage. "

Lou Shaotang heaved a sigh of relief. "Then, you'll have to make the arrangements as soon as possible."

Dr. Su nodded, "If she recovers, I will formulate a plan in detail when I go back. I will give it to you tomorrow, but I need you to help her massage. "It's very simple. I have a set of massage technique diagrams here." Saying that, he took out a small notebook from his bag and handed it over to Lou Shaotang, "You can use this method to massage her body for an hour after taking a bath every night."

Lou Shaotang took it and read the contents on it carefully, "I got it." He immediately asked, "Can you do it today?"

"Of course, we have to do this as soon as possible and not delay it." Dr. Su said seriously. He looked at the bottle and noticed that the liquid was almost finished. He pulled out the needle from Zheng Keer's hand and packed everything up, then said to Lou Shaotang: Mr. Lou, if there is nothing else, I will be leaving first. He pointed to the two ointments on the bedside table, "The ointment is there. I told Miss Zheng about the ointment method earlier."

"Alright."

Once Dr. Su left, Lou Shaotang handed the massage diagram over to the servant that was taking care of Zheng Keer, and instructed: "Later on, help Miss Zheng massage according to the method written here."

"No, no need." Without waiting for the servant's reply, Zheng Keer shook her head and rejected the offer anxiously, "Shao Tang, I don't want a massage."

"Why?" Lou Shaotang did not understand, "Didn't you hear what Dr. Su said just now?

"I, I …" Zheng Keer bit her lips, her face red. She covered her right leg with her hand, rubbing it in distress.

I could see where the point of her refusal lay. She was shy about being seen as incomplete.

Lou Shaotang also saw through it. He frowned and seemed to hesitate for a moment before he looked at me.

Hearing that, Lou Shaotang's eyes lit up: Right, let Heng Heng press. He suddenly thought of something. "Right, where is he? Why haven't I seen him?"

Zheng Keer's gaze turned from my face to Lou Shaotang's, her white face revealing an embarrassed smile, "Heng Heng and his grandma accompanied the old man to a friend's place, they won't come back tonight."

Heh, I laughed coldly in my heart. I was in such a hurry to reveal my great-grandson as if he was a treasure!

Hearing that Heng Heng was not around, Lou Shaotang frowned once again. It was unknown if he was in a difficult situation or was hesitating.

"Shao Tang, leave me alone." At this time, Zheng Keer said in an understanding tone, "Don't press today, there's only one day later. It's getting late, you and Tu Ying go back to your room and rest. Didn't you guys want to create more people? " She looked at me and smiled.

Looking at her face full of smiles, I couldn't laugh at all. My emotions were indescribably complicated, sympathizing with her suffering, and jealous that Lou Shaotang was taking care of her. I knew I was too selfish for her selflessness. But what can I do? I just can't be as great as her.

Lou Shaotang looked at me, thought for a while, then sighed helplessly at her: "Alright then, I'll hold it for you tomorrow when Heng Heng comes back." He stood up and said, "Let's go back to our room. You should rest early as well. If there's anything you need help with, you can call me or my servant. I'll be right next door to you."

Zheng Keer smiled gently and nodded, "Alright, good night."

Maybe because I kept a dark face and thought I was still angry about the argument we had in the car. Once I returned to my room, Lou Shaotang immediately hugged me: "Wife, are you still angry with me?"

I was not angry about what happened in the car. I was angry about something else. Actually, it couldn't be said that I was angry. Instead, I was depressed.

Thus, I pushed his embrace away and asked unhappily: "Lou Shaotang, did you want to help Zheng Keer massage just now?"

Lou Shaotang choked and cleared his throat, "No, who said that?" He immediately put his hands on my shoulders, and with a flattering smile, he said, "How can I massage another woman?! I only do it for my wife. "

Seeing that he didn't want to admit it, I didn't want to pursue the matter further. After all, it was not a pleasant thing to reveal. And I can understand him. All of the crimes that Zheng Keer had suffered were all because of him, so he felt that she was duty-bound. If Zheng Keer was in her place, I think I would do the same.

"Wife, where else would it be sour?" Lou Shaotang asked softly, but suddenly smiled mischievously as he placed his hand on top of me, "Should I pinch here?" As he spoke, he began to move in a moderate manner.

"…" The little anger left in his heart was extinguished by his love of picking beans, but he still pretended to be angry and hit his hand away.

Just as he was about to walk towards the bathroom, he was carried away by Lou Shaotang.

I jumped in fright and shouted nervously, "Hey, Lou Shaotang, what are you doing?"

"I want to punish myself."

"What punishment?" Seeing his expression suddenly turn serious, I raised my eyebrows as I didn't understand what was going on.

"Because I have angered you, I must punish myself so that you cannot get out of bed!"

"…" I almost choked on my saliva as I stared speechlessly at his serious face. I was both angry and amused. Was he punishing him or me?

Before he could finish, I was put on the bed by him. Then his strong body pressed down on me, and the thin, tight kisses fell on my cheeks, on my lips, on my earlobes, on my neck.

I am not a person that indulges in X. But towards Lou Shaotang's enthusiasm, I have never been able to resist it.

With his tongue jutting out of his mouth and his fingers deftly plucking at the air, I was soon plunged into the abyss of the valley.

"Ughh ~" I whispered to him as I placed my hand on his back and opened the plate.

His tongue of fire and heat was dancing on my soft snow, while his tongue of fire and heat was at the same time dashing into my place

He moved quickly and deeply. I felt as if my soul was about to leave my body.

"Wife, I love you." He kept on moving, biting my earlobe and muttering.

"En ~ Hubby, I also …"

Ahh!

Just as Qing Gu was about to burn to a high point, he was suddenly interrupted by a sharp scream.

Lou Shaotang and I were shocked at the same time and suddenly froze.