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Did you regret marrying the wrong person?

Zheng Keer's beautiful handwriting was instantly reflected in her eyes.

Shao Tang.

Ke Er.

I stared at this farewell letter. My heart was like a wave on a reef, and the hand holding the letter felt as if it weighed a thousand pounds.

Honestly speaking, I never expected that Zheng Keer would leave. She used to talk about going away or something, but I always thought it was a show, a strategy of retreat.

But this time it was definitely not, because a showman would not be able to write such sincere and touching words.

Zheng Keer had really left, and she was alone.

The meaning behind the words of this letter was very clear. Her love for Lou Shaotang was still as deep as a mountain, but she was not willing to let Lou Shaotang treat her with kindness for his responsibilities, and she was also not willing to let him be stuck between her and me. She was willing to shoulder all of the pain and suffering by herself, in order to make him happy, and make me happy as well.

At this moment, I was deeply moved by her kindness. At the same time, he felt that he was too small compared to her.

I never gave her a heartfelt smile. However, not only did she not blame me, she even repeatedly put herself in my shoes.

Actually, she could have relied on Lou Shaotang's guilt and stayed here. Even if Lou Shaotang didn't love her, she could still use this opportunity to offend me and take revenge on me for my hostility towards her. But she did not. She chose to leave.

"Tu Ying, did you really say that to Ke Er?"

Lou Shaotang's low and hoarse voice interrupted my thoughts. Suppressing the guilt and bitterness in my heart, I slowly raised my head.

Lou Shaotang stared at me, his eyes unable to believe that I had truly said all those hurtful words to Zheng Keer.

"Yes." I did not deny it. I looked into his eyes and answered frankly.

Lou Shaotang's pupils shrank, I could clearly see a hint of disappointment flash past his eyes.

"Why? Why do you say that? Is it because of what happened last night? " "Tu Ying, if you feel uncomfortable inside, you can always come find me to vent your anger. Why are you blaming her?"

His cold voice was like a cold wind blowing into my ears and into my heart. My heart turned slightly cold, but I simply pursed my lips without saying a word. At this point, I have no power to refute him. I have indeed done the wrong thing.

I wanted to say something, I thought that she wouldn't leave because of those words that I said, but Lou Shaotang cut me off, "You think she's someone with schemes and loves to scheme, you think she came back to take advantage of us, and you think she brought Heng Heng back to the Lou Family to take advantage of you?" He chuckled, and with a hint of contempt in his voice, he said, "Tu Ying, she's not you. She's different from you."

I looked at him in disbelief.

Yes, he was right. That was what I thought before I read this letter.

However, what shocked me was not that he was able to see through my thoughts, but that in his heart, I was actually such a person!

I can understand how he thought of me before he fell in love with me. But now that we know each other, he still thinks so.

Clenching my fists to stifle my grief and pain, I smile shamelessly and shamelessly, and gently brush my hair back with my hands. "Yes, you're right. I am a narrow-minded man, and I am greedy for money and profit. Zheng Keer is an angel and I am a witch. Are you regretting marrying the wrong person? "

The corner of Lou Shaotang's eyes twitched, and his Adam's apple rolled down as his expression showed that he was infuriated but also seemed to be extremely pained.

"Tu Ying, how did you become like this? This is too disappointing."

My heart was stabbed by his words. I sneered and mockingly said, "Lou Shaotang, if you have the time to scold me, you might as well hurry up and find your Angel."

The corner of Lou Shaotang's eyes twitched again. He looked at me with a heavy gaze and remained silent.

Self-esteem and pride had made my surface look impregnable. I looked him in the eye fearlessly, but the throbbing thing in my chest was throbbing painfully.

"That's right, Shao Tang, stop wasting your time with this woman. Quickly go and find Ke Er. It's hard for her to move, but where will she go? " Seeing that Lou Shaotang was still standing there without moving, Shen Yiru rolled her eyes at me and anxiously reminded him.

Lou Shaotang stared at me without blinking, and said to Shen Yiru calmly: "I have already sent people to look for him."

Just as he finished, his cell phone rang in his pocket.

"Hello." He picked it up immediately. It was unknown what the other party said, but his expression changed drastically, "What? "Alright, I'll come over now."

"What's wrong, did something happen to Ke Er?" Shen Yiru asked anxiously, her expression becoming anxious.

"Ke Er was in a car accident!"

Lou Shaotang put his mobile phone into his pocket, took out the car keys, and without even looking at me, he started sprinting towards the big gate.

"Huh?" Both Shen Yiru and Heng Heng were shocked, and quickly followed behind him.

The living room that was noisy a moment ago was now unusually quiet. I stood there in shock, my mind blank with shock at the word "car accident."

"Eldest Young Lady."

After an unknown period of time, Liu Sao's somewhat uneasy and soft voice transmitted into my ears, and I slowly regained my senses.

"Eldest Young Lady, are you alright?" Liu Sao looked at me worriedly, "Your face doesn't look too good, sit down and drink some water first."

She pulled me onto the sofa and handed me the cup.

My eyes lost focus and my mind was in chaos. I had long forgotten about my argument with Lou Shaotang and my heartache.

One must know that the car accident back then had already made Lou Shaotang feel regret and heartache, and he was going to repay Zheng Keer with her entire life. Now that she met with another car accident, it was simply a repeat of a nightmare to Lou Shaotang. If there was any other two or three mistake on Zheng Keer's part, he would definitely go crazy.

And it all started because of me.

Would Lou Shaotang blame me? Would he hate me?

Self-reproach, guilt, uneasiness hit me like a raging wave.

"Liu Sao, do you also think that I'm a malicious woman?"

Liu Sao was startled, then sighed helplessly and shook her head, "Of course not." She said, "Maybe no one else knows, but I'm the best judge of people. Eldest Young Lady is a kind person, even if she had to suffer from this mouth, she would still want to show her face. "Actually, everything you said to Eldest Young Master just now was filled with anger, anyone can hear it."

"Can he hear me?" I smiled bitterly. Seeing Lou Shaotang being so angry just now, how could he possibly hear it?

"Of course." Liu Sao was very clear that the Lou Shaotang I was referring to was Lou Shaotang, and said with certainty: "Since Young Master is so smart, he would of course be able to hear it, and he also knows you so well."

"He doesn't know me. If he knew me, he wouldn't think I was that kind of woman."

"Sigh ~" Liu Sao sighed helplessly again, "It was only because he was so mad that she said such nonsense."

"Eldest Young Lady, you must not take the young master's words to heart." She continued to explain. "Think about it, if Eldest Young Master really thinks that way, how could he still be with you? It hurts to love you so much." She pointed at the tea table and said, "Look, when Eldest Young Master came back today, she even bought your favorite dessert."

I looked in the direction of her finger. There was a paper bag on the coffee table. Because the focus of attention had always been on Zheng Keer walking out of the room, she did not notice it.

Remembering that he casually mentioned it last night and said that he hadn't eaten "Zizi Lin" 's rose cake for a long time, he didn't expect that he would feel reassured. He felt warm in his heart.

Seeing that my face had finally revealed a smile, Liu Sao also seemed to be relieved and smiled. He opened the bag and took out two boxes of dim sum.

Just as he was about to give it to me, his hand suddenly stopped. The smile froze on his face.