C230

Go die with you

"Ah?!"

Xu Manli was so scared that she almost died. She quickly got up and threw the bowl on the ground.

Two male relatives had already gone down to the pool to save Lou Cheng, but Xu Manli was still yelling at the side, afraid that she would lose her life.

How could he fall into the pond when he was perfectly fine? What made me even more puzzled was that the pond wasn't deep. Lou Jidang knew how to swim, so why didn't he come?

A moment later, Lou Cheng was rescued. Seeing his feet, the question in his heart was finally answered.

It turned out that his feet were tightly bound by a thick hemp rope. No wonder he couldn't move.

In an instant, I understood and turned to ask Lou Shaotang, "You did it?"

Lou Shaotang did not answer me, but the smile on his face clearly admitted to it.

Looking at a black cloth bag floating on the surface of the pool, I guessed that he must have taken this and tied it around his head, flatten him and then bound his feet, then taken off his socks and stuffed them into his mouth and dropped them into the pool.

Suddenly, he remembered that a long time ago, Lou Cheng had also been beaten up by someone who used a similar method. Could it be that it was also Lou Shaotang who did it?

My gaze wandered over Lou Shaotang's face suspiciously, which made Lou Shaotang feel it, "What's wrong?"

"Have you taught him that before?"

Lou Shaotang was startled, after that he reacted, and started laughing again, looking even more pleased than before.

I couldn't help laughing, it really was him! I remember doubting him at the time, but when I asked him, he refused to admit it, and even asked me disdainfully, "How could he be so childish?"

"I never thought that a dignified Young Master Lou like us would use such childish tricks!"

Hearing the ridicule in my words, Lou Shaotang laughed, "Isn't it because of you!" He scratched my nose lovingly. "For you, I don't want my reputation anymore."

"Come on!" I grabbed his hand and pretended to bite, smiling sweetly. His real name was more or less the same! Yet, you used such a despicable method! "

Lou Shaotang turned his head to look at the Lou Cheng who was sitting on the ground, and was spitting saliva in a sorry state, "It's the most suitable method to deal with this kind of shameless person." Holding my hand, he said, "Let's go."

"Where to?" He didn't look like he was going to take me back to Ramadan for dinner.

"Going home."

I was stunned for a moment before I suddenly thought of something. "Wait."

Lou Shaotang stopped in his tracks, his face had a question mark on it.

"I'll take you to see someone." After saying that, a wave of pain shot through my heart.

Inhaling in, I pressed down on my heart, then pulled Lou Shaotang's hand, "Follow me."

I led him to the Kitigarbha palace at the side. The entrance was a dignified golden Kitigarbha Bodhisattva. The altar in front of it was filled with offerings, fruits, fruits and incense candles.

The Kitigarbha Bodhisattva is one of the four great Bodhisattva of Buddhism. We often say, "If I don't enter hell then I will enter hell" is from this Bodhisattva.

We did not stop here and moved to the back of the hall.

Seeing the rows and rows of contribution tablets for the reborn neatly placed on the spirit tablet, Lou Shaotang asked: "Did you give your father the memorial tablet here?"

I pursed my lips and shook my head. Lou Shaotang's puzzled expression became even more doubtful.

I looked at the spirit tablet platform in front of us. "It's our child."

Lou Shaotang's body froze, his face turned pale white, as though he had been shocked senseless. But I quickly regained my senses and slowly turned my head to look at the spirit tablet.

I stared at the tablet of the child who had suffered an accidental miscarriage, tears in my eyes.

Lou Shaotang should have also seen it, because the tablet was in the first row, and the one written on it was "Tu Ying's son's spirit tablet".

"I'm sorry." After a long while, Lou Shaotang's sorrowful voice rang in my ears.

I turned my head. His handsome face was filled with sorrow and remorse. Two streams of tears hung on his cheeks.

Although I had repeatedly stressed to him that it was my problem that had led to the child's absence, he had blamed himself for it, thinking that he had accidentally pushed and shoved the child out of the way.

I raised my hand to wipe away his tears. "Hubby, stop blaming yourself. It really has nothing to do with you."

"No, it's me." His voice was husky and choked, still insistent.

More tears rolled from his eyes, and the heat burned my fingers.

Suppressing my grief, I pretended to smile faintly. "I didn't bring you here to make you cry. If you were to cry again, your child would be laughing at you."

After erecting this tablet, I only came here a few days before the Winter Solstice last year. I have not come here since then and I have never told Lou Shaotang about this matter. He suddenly remembered and brought him here to take a look. Although this child is not fated to be with us, he is still our flesh and blood, so we should pay our respects to him.

Lou Shaotang was not amused by my forced joke, he pulled down my hand, and his eyes that were filled with grief stared right at me, "You must have hated me to death when you erected the tablet back then!" His tone was as if he wanted to strangle himself to death.

Thinking back to the scene and state of mind when I went to the temple to set up the tablet for my child, I felt guilty, heartache, and slight reluctance, but I just didn't have any hatred towards Lou Shaotang.

I don't know why, but maybe it was from then on that the seed of love was buried deep in my heart.

"Nope." I smiled and told him the truth. "I never hated you. Actually, if you didn't fail, I would not have let him live. It's just that I didn't think that he would be my first, and possibly my last, child. " He couldn't hold back the tears that welled up in his eyes.

"Wife!" Lou Shaotang couldn't hide the pain in his heart. He held my face with both hands and gently wiped my wet cheeks with his thumb, but his own face was still wet. I swear, if we ever had another child, I would take good care of him and let him be born safely. "

My heart skipped a beat.

Hope so. I also hope that Lou Shaotang and I can have another child together.

But would that hope come true?

Even though it was extremely uncertain and I didn't dare to wishful thinking, if I were to say that I was depressed and dispirited at this moment, it would only make Lou Shaotang's sorrowful mood even more. Thus, I nodded my head with a bright smile. "Alright."

After that, we named the child "Think", meaning that we will not forget him, will always miss him. After re-establishing the tablet, it was no longer just my name, but Lou Shaotang's as well. He burned some paper bundles for the child, asked the mage to recite the scriptures, and donated a considerable amount of scented oil to the temple in the name of the child.

After doing all that, he came out of the Earth Treasury Hall and the Lou Family's banquet had also ended. Lou Shaotang greeted the old man and Shen Yiru and said that we were leaving. The old man's face was gloomy and he did not speak, but Shen Yiru was anxious. He repeatedly urged Lou Shaotang to stay with her for dinner at Garden, but Lou Shaotang rejected him.

Because of this, Shen Yiru collapsed towards my face again. I know that she definitely thought that it was my idea again, and what's even more important, is Heng Heng. Previously, Lou Shaotang had made her clear about his attitude, so she blamed me for not giving it my all to persuade him.

I didn't bother to explain to her that when one person dislikes another, he does everything wrong, even taking a breath.

On Monday morning, I went to Tianyue Center's Patrol. As soon as I entered the shop, the clerk told me that a woman had come to see me and told me to look for her on the top floor when I got there.

When I asked the clerk which woman it was, she said she had never seen her before, that she was good-looking and dressed well. I asked her if the woman had said anything, and the clerk shook his head.

I was curious. Since you had something to ask of me, why didn't you just wait for me at the store and make an offer to go to the top floor?

The top floor of the Tianyue Center was an art center with all kinds of paintings and artworks on display. Usually, there would not be many people visiting the place and only on weekends, there would be a lot more people visiting. Did she want to talk to me about something very important that nobody would bother her about? You won't be spied on and heard?

Carrying countless question marks, I went to the top floor.

As I thought, there were only a few elderly people in such a large space who visited the artwork, dressed like intellectuals. That was true. Only retired people like them had the time to do so.

I walked around and didn't find the woman the shop assistant was talking about. I think she probably found the wrong person, but just as I was about to leave, a female voice suddenly sounded from behind me. "Tu Ying."

Hearing this soft voice, I felt as if I had been struck by an electric shock, and I stopped dead in my tracks.

When I turned around, Zheng Keer was standing not even 5 metres away from me.

Where did she come from?

It was the first question that popped into my head.

I looked to my right and to my right. There was a safe passage, and the door was still slowly closing.

Why did he have to be so reverent?

I straightened up, every cell in my body on guard.

"You're looking for me?"

I coldly asked her, my gaze looking towards her right wrist. There, I saw a pink wrist guard, covering the place where Di Jin had pierced through.

Noticing my gaze, she looked back, her mouth curving into a smile.

I couldn't help but shiver, because that smile was completely sinister.

But I quickly calmed down and fearlessly looked into her cold eyes. "What are you looking for me for?"

She limped a few steps closer to me. Not wanting to make me feel afraid of her, I didn't step back, but the wariness in my heart increased by a few points.

"I want to die with you."