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Husband, I'm sorry!

I held my breath. There was a silence, and the hands around my waist froze.

My heart beat like a drum. I was so nervous that I felt like I was going to suffocate.

Once again, the room fell into silence, and the air around them froze. As time passed, my heart felt as if it was being tormented by raging flames.

After what seemed to be like a century, a voice that rolled about with difficulty sounded in his ears, and then Lou Shaotang's voice sounded, "What is it?"

His tone, which had been like a spring breeze, had turned into the cool of late autumn.

My body involuntarily shrank back and I slowly opened my eyes. A handsome face as white as a piece of paper appeared before me.

Lou Shaotang stared fixedly at me, and all the bright starlight in his eyes dimmed, as they swirled into an unfathomably deep black whirlpool.

"What did you just say? "Explain yourself." He was calmer than I'd expected, but his voice was a little shaky.

I cried, "Remember that time when I was kidnapped by the South American? There's something I didn't tell you. "They … they …"

I stopped and sniffed the acrid air, trying to steady my excitement.

But, no, really no.

Lou Shaotang's eyelids twitched, his thin lips tightened into a straight line, and the muscles on his cheeks tightened as well. Without a word, it was rare for me to be patient enough to continue.

"They injected me with Hell's Angels."

I forced the words out of my throat as I choked on my sobs. Lou Shaotang's pupils contracted severely as his calm face instantly turned stormy.

Looking at his shocked face, I was overcome with grief. But the words had already reached this point, and it was impossible for him to stop. He could only continue, "After Di Jin rescued me back to his villa, I had an illusion, and made him …"

I don't want to think about what happened that day again, but my brain just couldn't do it. I want to think about that morning when Di Jin stood at the bathroom door with his upper body naked and a towel wrapped around him.

Guilt, self-blame, remorse and pain, all kinds of complex emotions came crashing down on me. My heart ached and I closed my eyes again.

"Thinking of him as you, having an affair with him."

With tears in my eyes, I used the last of my courage to finish what I was saying.

The room once again fell into silence, it was even more terrifying than the last time. The deathly silence, even Lou Shaotang's breathing could no longer be heard.

My heart palpitated and I opened my eyes. My eyes were blurred with tears and my cheeks were dry.

The previously pale face of Lou Shaotang was now completely drained of blood. He looked at me with his black eyes which were completely devoid of focus and emotion. Lou Shaotang … Empty.

"Husband," I said, terrified, and took his hand.

His hands were ice-cold.

"Husband, I'm sorry!"

I don't know what else to say to him now, except to apologize.

I hate myself, I hate Di Jin. Hate why the heavens had played tricks on me to get me pregnant that day.

What I hate most about him is that all my hatred is meaningless, and it doesn't make up for the pain I've done to him.

A teardrop fell into Lou Shaotang's hands, pulling him back to reality. His body moved, but his eyes remained unfocused. Expressionless, he feebly withdrew his hand and slowly retreated a few steps. Like a doll who had lost its spirit, he retreated a few steps before turning around and walking out of the room with difficulty.

"Hubby!"

I cried out to him and tried to chase him, but my feet seemed stuck and I couldn't move.

He did not stop.

As I watched him disappear before my eyes, all of my willpower collapsed in an instant. My body couldn't support itself any longer. I crouched down and covered my face with my hands as I cried.

She wiped my tears away with her palms and belly, and helped me up from the ground.

"I'm okay." I shake my head, unable to stop the tears from welling up in my eyes.

was even more worried, "It's fine, why are you crying?" Looking around the room, he asked, "Where's the young master? He's not with you? "

Seeing that I was just crying, Liu Sao was at a loss on what to do, and anxiously said: "Don't cry, Eldest Young Lady, don't cry until your body breaks down." "Let's go back to our room."

After sending me back to my room, Liu Sao sat me down on the sofa and wiped my face with a tissue. "Did you bicker with Eldest Young Master?"

I still didn't speak. Thinking that I had tacitly agreed, Liu Sao sighed, placed the wet tissue onto the tea table and pulled my hand. He patted me consolingly, "It's normal for a couple to bicker with each other, there's even a fight between the teeth and tongue." His tone changed, and he said with a hint of reproach, "Eldest Young Master is really something. He didn't let you take the big deal. You're still pregnant with a baby. I'll go talk to him later! "

"It's not his fault. Don't blame him."

Seeing me anxiously defending Lou Shaotang, Liu Sao was startled, and couldn't help but laugh, "Alright, don't blame him." He gestured in the direction of the bed, "Quickly go to lie down and rest."

How could I still be in the mood to rest? I shook my head and refused to go. Liu Sao frowned, and said with difficulty: "But First Lady told me, you must rest on the bed."

Hearing her mention Shen Yiru, I immediately warned her, "Don't tell Shen Yiru about my crying."

If Shen Yiru knew, she would definitely investigate everything thoroughly. I could lie about anything, but it would be better to have less trouble.

"Alright, I won't tell you if you go to sleep." This is the first time Liu Sao has negotiated a condition with me.

I had no choice but to lie down on the bed. Liu Sao covered me up, "Sleep for a while, I'll go cook some fruit soup for you. When you wake up, eat."

She left the room.

My eyes were wide open, and my mind was filled with thoughts about where Lou Shaotang was right now, and what he was doing. He had clearly been strongly provoked just now, so he must be very sad right now. But would he hate me? If I go to him now, will he see me?

Thinking this, I couldn't help but cry again.

After a moment, I wiped the tears from my eyes and sat up, thinking about it and deciding to go to him.

I got out of bed, put on a coat, and left the room, guessing that he would be in the study.

When she was just a few steps away from the study, a maid came out and closed the door. When she saw me, she immediately greeted me respectfully, "Eldest Young Lady."

I forced a smile and nodded.

Seeing that I continued to walk towards the study, she asked: "Eldest Young Lady, are you looking for Eldest Young Master?"

I stopped. "Well, is he in there?"

"The young master is out."

"He went out?" I'm surprised.

I reacted a little too loudly. The servant was stunned for a moment before nodding his head.

"Where did he go? Did you say anything? "

The servant shook his head, "No, but he seems to be in a hurry. It seems like he has something urgent and is very angry." At this point, her expression was very fearful.

Lou Shaotang normally would not laugh at servants, he would always have an icy face, which was why they always respected him. However, at this moment, the servant's expression was completely different from before, as if he was a little ghost that had seen the King of Hell.

I frowned in puzzlement, and an idea popped into my head.

I was frightened and wanted to call him right away, but my cell phone was in my room and I didn't have time to get it. I just asked the servant for it.

Seeing that I was extremely nervous, the servant also tensed up. Trembling, he took out his cell phone to give to me, and I quickly took it and gave it to Lou Shaotang.

The phone rang for a long time, but he didn't pick it up. I panicked even more, and quickly went downstairs, just as I turned the corner of the stairs, I bumped into Shen Yiru who was walking up the stairs.

My footsteps suddenly stopped, and Shen Yiru did the same.

"Where do you want to go?!" She glared at him and questioned him harshly.

I stopped my panic and pretended to be calm as I said, "The company has some matters to attend to."

"What do you take my words for, to ignore them?" Shen Yiru was furious.

"Mom, it's really urgent. I'll be back soon."

"You are not allowed to go! "Go upstairs!" She was adamant about not giving in, and her tone was indisputable. He ordered the servant behind me, "Bring Eldest Young Lady back to her room."

Shen Yiru's prestige in Lou Family was only second to the old man, and the servants were all afraid of her. Hearing her words, the servant hurriedly ran to my side and supported my hand, "Eldest Young Lady." She looked frightened and embarrassed.

Although I know that Shen Yiru is a nervous baby, but she treats me like a convict and is still so fierce, I am very angry. However, if I were to meet her head on, not only would I be unable to leave her place, she would even ignite an intense war. I didn't want the Lou Family to know about this matter, so I could only swallow my anger and go back upstairs.

After returning to my room, I immediately called Lou Shaotang again, but there was still no one to pick up. My heart was burning with anxiety, so I could only call Qiao Chenfei.

The phone only rang once before being connected. Without waiting for him to speak, I said: "Chen Fei, where are you now? "Do you have time?"

My voice was anxious and Qiao Chenfei seemed to be stunned, "What's wrong? What happened? "

"Lou Shaotang might be going to look for Di Jin, can you help me find him?"

Although my words weren't a certainty, in my heart, I was certain of it. Since the servant said that he went out angrily, he must have gone to find Di Jin to settle the score. This was what I had anticipated when it had happened, and why I had chosen to hide it from him.

Qiao Chenfei seemed to be taken aback again, "Where are you now?" he asked me.

Thinking that it was extremely possible that Lou Shaotang was in danger, when he and Di Jin were fighting at the entrance of the Police station, Di Jin decided to kill him. Now that he went to find him again, how could Di Jin let him go? I became even more anxious, "I'm at home, Shen Yiru won't let me go out, quickly help me find him!"

"Why is Lou Shaotang looking for him? Or was it about the 'twin tower'? " Qiao Chenfei's tone was full of doubt.

I choked. "You can't tell him the truth." "Right."

The other side of the phone went silent, she could feel that Qiao Chenfei did not understand.

Lou Shaotang had already taught Di Jin a lesson before, so this matter could be considered to have come to an end. To come back to him now, that was indeed illogical.

"Alright, I'll go to Di Jin's place now." Qiao Chenfei agreed.

After hanging up, I couldn't sit still with my cell phone in my hand. I didn't take a sip of the fruit soup that Liu Sao gave me. It was already cold from sitting on the tea table.

After about three-quarters of an hour, I saw Qiao Chenfei's car enter the main gate from the window. I hurried downstairs to the garage …