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How do you know I'm not here?

I had already paid out a lot of money on my own, the "Ya Yan" had only just started, Little Yu was still treating the patients and every place was filled with places that used money. Shen Yiru was even stalling for money, other than the usual method, it was difficult for me to find any other reasons to ask for more from her, so I really did not have any extra money to pay her.

So, many times after I hit someone, I used the excuse of letting them drive the car to the side of the road, not to block the other cars, and privately with them. Taking advantage of the moment when the other party didn't pay attention to me while they were driving, I deliberately let them hit my car, causing another accident. The other party would have to pay a higher amount of money than mine, but I pretended not to let them pay.

I racked my brain for all the details of that memory, especially the man in the back seat, and tried to remember what he looked like. Unfortunately, he really didn't have any impression of her. He couldn't even outline a vague outline.

Forget it, so what if I remember?

It doesn't change anything.

I gave up and pulled it out of my memory.

"Did you remember?" The corner of Di Jin's mouth hooked up into a happy smile.

"Nope." I spoke the truth, without a ripple on my face.

Di Jin's smile became serious, a hint of disappointment flashed across his face, but he quickly smiled indifferently, "It's alright, after all these years have passed, it's normal for me to not be able to remember. But I think of it often, and even dream of it often. In the dream, every word you said, every expression was as clear as if it had just happened. And the dress you were wearing that day, I still remember, was an apricot-colored, close-cropped dress. "

I slightly moved my brow. I did have an impression of the dress he was talking about. It was Lou Shaotang's birthday, and Shen Yiru said that she wanted to celebrate for him, forcing me to buy a new set of clothes. Although I bought it randomly to accommodate her, I especially liked the design and cutting of the dress. It's just that Shen Yiru's self-deceit made me feel disgusted, so I probably only wore it two or three times and threw it away. Afterwards, he wanted to buy some similar styles, but he had never been able to get anything that he liked. Now that he thought about it, he felt that it was a bit of a pity.

"You're wearing a platinum necklace around your neck, and the pendant is …"

"Because of this, you fell in love with me at first sight?" He talked on and on, as if he couldn't get out of memory, and I didn't want to hear any more, to interrupt him.

I was full of suspicion and disbelief. This was clearly a rather infuriating matter, how could he fall in love with it?!

Di Jin was stunned for a moment, but immediately raised his eyebrow, and chuckled: "It doesn't count."

His ambiguous words annoyed me again, and I was more successful in rousing my desire to find out the truth.

"Don't intentionally mystify us, speak clearly."

Di Jin put his hand in his pocket and looked at me with shining eyes. He rubbed his mouth and said, "After settling the matter with you that night, I went back to France. The following days will always think of you intentionally or unintentionally, your beautiful face, sly smile, free and easy to lift a hand. I also think it's strange. How can this be? However, he didn't care too much about it. It would be fine if he just thought about it. But one day Yvonne came to me and asked me to send someone to kill someone for her. She gave me the photo and I saw it was you. "

Hearing this, my eyelids jumped in surprise. Ignoring him, I continued, snatching him away. "How did she get a picture of me?"

Di Jin seemed to be immersed in his memories, with a gentle face, he was silent for two seconds, and said: "Because Qiao Chenfei was never able to forget you, always putting your photo in his wallet, and Yvonne found it and took it away."

I frowned, suddenly understanding which picture he was talking about.

It was the school day a year before graduation. After the ceremony, Qiao Chenfei and I walked together behind the library on the road filled with cherry blossoms. There was a light breeze that day that blew away the cherry blossoms on the tree. It was like a cherry blossom rain, causing Qiao Chenfei to see that it was really pretty, so he took a few pictures for me.

After printing the picture, he chose his favorite one and put it in his wallet. The next moment, he took out his ring and proposed to me, and I agreed.

I could see the day clearly now, but it felt centuries away. We couldn't remember exactly what we had said or how we had looked at each other.

"You mean Yvonne wants you to kill me and help her get rid of her rival?"

Quickly withdrawing from my yellowed memories, I stared coldly at Di Jin. But there was no need to ask the answer. It was obvious. However, this was truly out of my expectations. There was a feeling of thunder from a clear sky.

Di Jin did not answer as he rubbed his mouth.

He accepted it.

"Then why didn't you kill me? It's not like you. "

Since he didn't fall in love with me then, he wouldn't have let me go with his ruthlessness.

"You're right." He immediately added, "I am able to use my blade against everyone. I am not soft-hearted at all. But somehow, the moment I saw your picture, my heart felt like it had been hit by a bullet. The smile in the photo was pure and bright, very different from the sly and worldly you of that night, especially the bright, clear, and blissful eyes that curved. I just couldn't open my eyes. "

His words caused ripples in my calm heart.

Yes, I was happy. Although life wasn't as luxurious as it was now, it was still passable. Little Yu and I loved each other deeply. I was carefree and thought that the future would be as bright and full of hope as it was now.

I stopped myself just in time to think no further.

It's all over.

I'm happy now, too, happier than I used to be.

"I didn't believe it at first." Di Jin spoke again, "I don't believe that I would be so heartless towards a woman. I tried to look at your picture to take the spear, but I failed after many attempts. And then I knew, I was screwed. "From then on, you have been engraved in my heart and will never be erased."

With that, Di Jin's mouth formed a self-deprecating smile, and then thinking about something, his face became slightly gloomy.

"After that, I sent someone to investigate you and found out everything about you. To my surprise, your husband turned out to be Steven, my best brother."

I also never thought that the reason why he and I had such a bad fate, would actually be because of Qiao Chenfei.

The heavens really knew how to make fun of people!

Is this the butterfly effect?

First, it was Qiao Chenfei who made me bear the burden, and then, because Qiao Chenfei made Di Jin recognize me, it brought me so much pain.

By now, I can't tell who owes who.

Perhaps the people in this world were originally connected to each other, owing to each other, causing this chaotic world that could not be controlled any longer.

Taking a deep breath to suppress the emotions in my heart, I calmly and coldly said, "Since you know that I'm your brother's wife, why are you still doing such an immoral thing?" No matter what, I am unable to forgive and understand this method of Di Jin's.

"You're my brother's wife, yes, but you didn't marry him because you loved him. Isn't it? " Di Jin withdrew his expression of concern, and his tone once again became confident and confident.

My anger was rekindled, but I forcefully restrained it and generously admitted, "Yes, that was indeed not the case at the time."

I never denied that the reason why I merged with Lou Shaotang in the first place was because of money, but I still strongly rebuked him, "Since you have already confirmed that you are in love with me that year, why didn't you come and find me? If you had appeared before me at that time and used all the kindness and sacrifice you have for me to capture my heart, perhaps I would have already been yours. We would now be a happy couple. "

There might be more to it. If Di Jin had come to my side at that time, not to mention his handsome appearance and his fanatical love for me, just the fact that he possessed immense financial resources would have allowed me to throw myself into his arms.

Unfortunately, there was no such thing as' if '.

He did not come.

I walked alone in the desert of my heart for three years, until Lou Shaotang woke up.

It was he who slowly watered my dead heart, freed me from the hopelessness of life, and lit me up again.

He was in love with me, and I was in love with him.

We will never love anyone in this life except each other.

At this time, Di Jin suddenly appeared again, wanting to separate us and take away our happiness.

How could I let him succeed?!

No! Absolutely not!

"How do you know I didn't come?" Di Jin's voice suddenly turned hoarse, the tone she made was filled with sorrow.

I looked at him, surprised.

He pursed his lips and kept silent. His expression seemed to be secretly adjusting his mood, concealing the sorrow that couldn't help but reveal on his face.

Soon he said again, "I'm here, and I was going to ask you to be my woman that day. However …

He paused, and the sadness in his eyes gradually returned. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, forcefully suppressing the heaving feeling in his chest.

After a moment, he opened his eyes again, and a deep grief surged within his dark brown eyes. "But just as I was about to walk towards you, an unexpected event occurred, breaking all of my plans."

Written at the end: What do you think of this chapter after reading it? Are you as depressed as I am? When I was writing this chapter, I repeatedly listened to what An Li gave you in the group before. I said that it was very consistent with Di Jin's song, Qi Qin's . A ruthless and merciless man fighting in the midst of a bloody storm also had feelings for his. It was just that the power of his love was too damaging, causing the one he loved to be injured, and himself to be injured. He often thought that if the accident didn't happen three years ago, Di Jin and Tu Ying might really be an enviable couple now. However, something unexpected happened and they missed it. This was fate. There are so many things in our lives that are doomed. Yes, it was a pity, but it had to be admitted.

P.S. If you want to discuss the plot with me, you can enter the qq group 680675892 cubes. I'll wait for you in the group.