"I've talked to Dr. James on the way here, and he's going to an academic exchange again. He's coming back next week, and I told him to arrange an abortion for me as soon as he got back."
After I calmly finished speaking, Lou Shaotang was stunned, but quickly nodded his head, "I had originally planned to arrange for your operation in a few days' time." After saying that, he stopped and frowned slightly. After remaining silent for two seconds, he said, "Wife, you …"
His apology made my heart ache, but I forced a smile and shook my head.
"Don't cry, fool. This is what I should do. " He raised his hand to wipe away my tears. His face was smiling gently, but his voice was choked with sobs. His eyes that were as deep as ink also instantly started to shine.
Husband, I don't want to leave you. Without you by my side, every second is torture for me.
I wanted to say this to him, but if I say it this way, Lou Shaotang will definitely feel worse, and will even more guilty. So I swallowed hard, the taste of bitterness thick in my throat and in my mouth.
Just then, Qin Lang had already made a call and said that his men had already been arranged. Lou Shaotang nodded, and then kissed on my lips and said: "Alright, let's go back."
I couldn't bear to leave. "I want to talk to you later."
Lou Shaotang was actually also unwilling for me to leave. Hearing me say this, he immediately replied, "Alright, then I'll stay here for a while."
As he said that, he pulled me into his embrace again and Qin Lang tactfully left.
Just like last time, Lou Shaotang ordered the police officers guarding me to pour me a cup of hot water. The police did the same.
Taking the water that the police handed to me, I drank two gulps before telling Lou Shaotang about how Lou Anqi ran away from home and was about to follow him. I wasn't going to say anything about it. I didn't want him to be upset with me, but I couldn't help it.
She thought that Lou Shaotang would scold her for a while after hearing this, but he instead praised her, "I didn't know that this girl was so bold."
I blinked at him, speechless, and retorted, "What's the use of courage! She hadn't even considered the reality. She was a young miss who was used to living a luxurious life. How could she possibly live an ordinary life and work hard with Little Yu? Maybe she's just starting out fresh, but as time goes on, she won't be able to stand it. "
I have my own plans for Little Yu's future. When he graduates three years from now, I will provide him with funds to open a sweet shop, but I do not want him to be dependent on me, so I will have to train him. Thus, it is limited to the decorations and equipment I purchase for the early stages of the shop.
I have the most experience in starting a business, and it's hard. At that time, Little Yu will definitely encounter many difficulties. I can't even be sure if he can endure it any longer, but Lou Anqi definitely won't be able to do it.
What if Lou Anqi could not take it anymore and threw him out? I don't want Little Yu to be my second father.
"What's Little Yu's attitude now?" Lou Shaotang didn't mind in the slightest.
Speaking of which, I am glad. "Little Yu doesn't like her."
Lou Shaotang raised his eyebrows and laughed until he did not know what he meant. Then what are you worried about? "
I was choked by his question.
Yeah, I can't even get the word out of my mouth, why am I thinking so far away, what am I worrying so much about? But for some reason, I was very uneasy, feeling that what I was thinking was very likely to happen.
"Alright, you don't have to worry about them anymore." Lou Shaotang scratched my nose and comforted me: "Let them be, as long as they are happy. Besides, how do you know that An Qi can't bear the hardships of accompanying his? Don't forget, love can change everything. " He took my hand and pointed to himself with my index finger. "Just look at me and you'll know."
He looked quite smug.
This time, I was even more at a loss for words. He was indeed the most convincing proof of that.
I sighed helplessly. "Never mind. Like you said, I can't be Little Yu's umbrella for protection forever. I'll have to rely on him to walk the road ahead. "
I didn't know what I meant by 'if he unfortunately loses his life'. I will go with him and I will no longer be able to protect Little Yu in the future. Lou Shaotang smiled in relief, and then pulled me closer to him and kissed on my cheek, "That's right, in the future, you don't have to worry about them anymore, just concern yourself more. I'm most worried about you being alone outside."
His voice grew heavy and sad again, and my mood grew sad again.
Seeing that my mood had dropped again, Lou Shaotang's tone of voice immediately changed, and once again hooked up a meaningless smile. He raised his wrist to look at his diamond watch, then looked outside the window and said: "It's getting late, let's go back early, it's going to rain soon too."
Staying here would only make me feel even more reluctant to leave, so I took a deep breath and nodded.
As I still have some things to tell Qin Lang, he asked the police to send me out.
As soon as I stepped out of the door, I was surprised to see someone standing against the wall.
I ignored him and went to my car.
After only two steps, he called out to me, "Lisa."
Ben didn't want to talk to him, but I stopped and turned around when I thought of something.
Di Jin was slowly walking towards me.
"You were the one who robbed the witness."
Even though I knew that no one but him could do it, I still wanted to confirm it.
Di Jin didn't say anything, but the corners of his lips curled up slightly as he gave his answer.
I laughed coldly as my tone filled with ridicule, "Di Jin, you are truly an amazing person. I can't hide anything from you."
Seeing him standing in front of me, the corner of his mouth curled up complacently. I was furious, but I let out a snort of laughter, "However, your wishful thinking has gone wrong again. Lou Shaotang and I have already decided; in this life and death, we will accompany each other. "
The smile on Di Jin's face froze, his body froze in place, he looked straight at me, and his Adam's apple rolled on his throat.
His dark brown eyes dimmed and dimmed, gradually filling with hurt light.
My heart ached, but I was happy to see Lou Shaotang do this.
The sky began to drizzle, and soon his long eyelashes were covered with a fine layer of water.
"I just want my child. Is it that hard?" After another roll of the Adam's apple, he spoke, his voice no longer sexy, dark and bitter.
I asked in a voice colder than rain, "I just want my husband. Is it that hard?"
"It's not difficult!" "As long as you divorce him now and come with me, he will be able to see the light of day again and continue to be the president of 'Tianyue'."
Hearing his arrogant words, I suddenly felt quite sad for him.
"Di Jin, do you really love me?"
Unable to understand the meaning of my words, Di Jin slightly closed her eyes, stared intently at me without saying a word, and pouted her mouth.
I continued, "Do you know what it's like to really love someone?" Not to be answered, I said to myself: "The true love of a man is not possession, but fulfillment of his happiness."
"That's the word of the incompetent." Di Jin immediately scoffed in disdain, and said: "In my dictionary, love, is to have, to be together with her for the rest of my life. "No matter what method you use."
His tone was overbearing and filled with a strong desire for possession.
I asked, "Even if that person's heart doesn't belong to you?"
"One day it will be mine." He did not hesitate for a second to reply.
I laughed at his conceit and laughed at his absurdity.
"Di Jin, you really don't understand love. Really. You underestimate the power of love too much. "
When I said this, all I could think of was Lou Shaotang. His handsome face, his gentle smile, his whispers of love in my ear
My lips couldn't help but twitch.
"Didn't you love Qiao Chenfei before? Why are you so sure that you won't love me in the future?"
Di Jin's still extremely confident words pulled me back to reality.
I wiped the rain off my face, "Yes, I loved Qiao Chenfei before, but that was because I have yet to meet him. But now that I've met them, I'll never fall in love again. Just like you. If you can stop loving me, then I believe that I will fall in love with you in the future. "
Stabbing his spear at his shield was the most lethal of them all.
Sure enough, he no longer spoke.
The rainwater pooled into beads and slid from his eyes to his cheeks. His eyes reddened slightly, and his Adam's apple rolled even harder than before.
After staring at him coldly for a few seconds, I turned around and started to walk back to the car.
"Heh ~" A self-deprecating chuckle came from behind me, followed by a smile that was not a smile from Di Jin, and a bitter voice that entered my ears, "Lisa, you're so cruel."