Chapter 213

When did you not cut your palm with a knife, use bloodletting to wake up, and use pain to replace your addiction, so that you would not want to smoke as soon as you lose control

However, after the long four years, his drug addiction seems to have taken root in his body, and there is no sign that it has gone away!!

How many more years does he have? He didn't even know the time.

Even he didn't know whether he would continue to torture himself with pain or just I let myself get addicted to the drug and let it go. I broke the pot

Is he qualified to talk about love and happiness?

When they suffer from torture, also let her heart with their own torture?

Let her watch her wallow in addiction? Let her watch her bleed again and again

Even he was disgusted with the appearance that he was out of control. Besides, what about her?

What woman is stupid enough to give her life to an addict? Unless, that's an idiot!!

Xiaonan is lying in bed and can't sleep well.

Seeing the time passing zero, she was not sleepy at all. She was thinking about Jing Yixuan.

What happened to him?

If he is not ill, what is the scene he saw today?

Xiaonan in the end or lifted the quilt out of bed, open the computer, began to Baidu engine a random search.

The result is to make her more annoyed.

What heart disease, diabetes, a series of messy diseases are coming!

With a "pa -" sound, she covered her hand and squatted on the chair, holding her legs and putting her head on her knees. For a moment, she really didn't know what to do.

Fingers, anxious, again and again hit the table, showing all the uneasiness in her heart at this moment.

Finally, I just walk back and forth in my bedroom, and walk back and forth

"I'm bored!"

Xiaonan in the end did not endure, a grasp of their own hair, casually wrapped a coat on the hanger on the thin coat out of the door.

She shouldn't have gone, should she?

It's so late, not to mention that I'm going to be engaged to Louis soon!

Until I get into a taxi, Xiaonan is still in a mental struggle.

She kept telling herself that she really just went to have a look and made sure he was ok, she would come back.

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Xiaonan rings the doorbell, but it's Chen Ma who comes to open the door for her.

"Miss, why are you here at this time?"

Chen Ma was obviously surprised to see Xiaonan.

"Chen Ma, did I wake you up?"

Xiaonan is somewhat embarrassed.

"No, I was just about to go to bed when the doorbell rang."

Chen Ma said, turned to the restaurant, ready to pour water for Xiaonan.

Xiaonan hurriedly stopped, "Chen Ma, don't be busy. I won't drink tea. What about him? How are you doing? "

"Sleep."

Chen Ma looked up and said, "Miss, go and have a look at him."

Xiaonan hesitated and nodded, "OK."

She went upstairs.

It's a light step.

I'm afraid I'll disturb him when he's asleep.

The bedroom door is not locked. Xiaonan gently unlocks the door and enters his room.

He did sleep.

The room is dark with lights, Xiaonan can only rely on the cool light of the moon to see the vague outline under his quilt.

His sleeping face is just like that in my memory

Calm, indifferent, not like his sober appearance when he was awake.

Xiaonan is a little crazy, but she doesn't appreciate him any more. She bends over and carefully takes his injured hand out of the quilt. She takes a look and frowns.

Hand injuries, not bandaged, just let the blood clot.

Xiaonan a pair of good-looking show eyebrows wrinkled into a ball, low voice discontented mutter way, "you are not a doctor? How can you ignore your own injuries? "

She sighed and put his hand down.

In the dark, he began to search the room aimlessly.

She's looking for the medicine box.

On the bed, Jing Yixuan slowly opened his eyes.

Dark eyes, in the dark night, lock that busy Jiao Ying, with her every move, and float away.

Sight, deep.

Eye color, burning.

Actually, he wasn't asleep at all.

One night, the whole brain was stirred by her Yin Xiaonan, and her words that she was going to get married were all in her ears, which made him unable to sleep at all.Hearing the sound from downstairs, he just pretended to sleep.

Normally, in this situation, he should stop this meddlesome Yin Xiaonan, but

He didn't!

Why?

He is just greedy for the feeling of having her!

Such a rare warmth, let him how willing to break.

Just as he was staring at Xiaonan's back, she turned and looked at him.

Jing Yixuan closes his eyes in a hurry. He doesn't know if Xiaonan has found him. In short, he continues to pretend to sleep.

But the fact is, Xiaonan didn't find him.

In the dark, so far away, Xiaonan couldn't see whether he was awake or asleep. What she was looking at was the bedside table beside his bed.

Xiaonan steps towards the bedside table.

Sure enough, the medicine box is in the drawer of the bedside table!

She pulled out the medicine box and sat down on the edge of the bed. Then she took another look at Jing Yixuan, who was in a deep sleep. Then she lifted his injured hand and began to apply medicine for him.

In fact, Xiaonan is afraid that the medicine will make him wake up from the pain in his dream, but fortunately, he didn't wake up.

This makes Xiaonan more or less relaxed.

Small hand, holding his warm hand, can clearly feel the thin layer of cocoon in his palm. Xiaonan knows that it is the cocoon that grows when he takes the scalpel.

Xiaonan missed his handsome appearance in white coat and scalpel

Xiaonan thinks that's the real him!

Soft hands, unconsciously swimming in the palm of his heart, feeling the steady cocoon, but let her inexplicable peace of mind, heart

But all of a sudden, Xiaonan felt the big hand on his palm tightening

His restless little hand was tightly wrapped by a warm hand.

She was shocked

Looking up at Jing Yixuan on the bed, I hung my heart and fell down

He didn't wake up.

Eyes, still light closed, seems to be just subconsciously such a hand grip.

Maybe I really hurt him.

Xiaonan is afraid that he will wake up. Her heart is beating suddenly. She tries to pull her little hand back from his big hand. However, she finds that he has so much strength that she can't earn it.

And, crucially, she didn't dare to push too hard.

There was a little sweat on his forehead, even in his hands, but he couldn't escape from his hands.

It's all he can do.

Feeling the temperature in the palm of his hand, Xiaonan is really reluctant to pull out of his hand

In fact, she is greedy for the warmth!

How long have they not held hands so peacefully

This feeling, let Xiaonan some trance, also let the closed eyes Jing Yixuan, the same trance

The softness in the palm of his hand made him reluctant to let her escape.

If you can, I wish time could be still at this moment

If only the two of them were left in the world.

He is always, greedy of her taste, her breath, her gentleness, her everything

For her, he is so reluctant to let go!!

When he knew that she was going to get married, he found that holding her hand was getting stronger and stronger!

He is reluctant to let go, unable to let go

No matter how powerful Jing Yixuan becomes, Yin Xiaonan is destined to be the softest and most vulnerable one in his heart forever.

Xiaonan was so held by him, sat for nearly ten minutes.

Even if he is infatuated with his taste, Xiaonan also knows that it's not the way to go on like this. He can't really sit here for one night and wait for him to wake up, can he?

"Jingyixuan..."

Xiaonan calls him tentatively.

No response.

Someone continues to pretend to sleep.

Because he knew that as long as he woke up, there was no reason to keep her.

Even if you stay one more minute, it's OK!

"Yi Xuan?"

No one answered.

The body does not move.

Xiaonan small show eyebrow convergence for a ball, small hand tentatively stretched out, to his breath between the past, face also subconsciously close to some points.

Is it not him

I can't blame her for thinking too much. After all, Xiaonan was a little flustered when she made such a scene in the evening.

However, as soon as he got close to his face, he felt his obvious breath and was about to straighten up. Suddenly, he felt that as soon as his waist was tight, a powerful ape arm would catch her. As soon as the quilt was lifted, she would be tied into a solid chest and ballast it with him.

"I'm so tired. Don't make any noise. Let me have a good rest..."The sleepy voice, lazy and lazy, with a vague feeling, is like the babble in a dream.

Xiaonan couldn't figure out whether he was awake or asleep.

Later I thought, he must be in a dream!

Because if he is awake, he will hold himself in his arms? Maybe I threw her out as a snake!

Hearing that he was tired, Xiaonan couldn't help feeling distressed.

Xu is really sick!

Thinking of his pale appearance in the evening, Xiaonan didn't dare to disturb him any more.

Let him sleep like this! After he has fallen asleep, he can find a way to escape!

Xiaonan so think, but don't know, under the body of this man, from the beginning to the end have never been asleep.

And Xiaonan is so quiet waiting, waiting all the time

His strong and powerful heart beat rhythmically in Xiaonan's ears. In a trance, Xiaonan felt that they had returned to the summer of their first love

At that time, they can be carefree and carefree together

It's not like today!

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In a daze, Xiaonan falls asleep in jingyixuan's arms.

Jing Yixuan didn't sleep.

The moonlight of silver jade sifted in through the glass window and sprinkled on her white and transparent cheek. He opened his eyes and looked at her quietly.

Deep eyes, burning her, as if to see her enough general

But helpless, how all see not enough!

If it wasn't for his drug addiction, he wouldn't let her sleep so soundly tonight, and he wouldn't push her away from him again and again

Drug addiction

This damn drug addiction!!

He doesn't even know when the addiction will haunt him, or for a lifetime Or, one day, he will be killed!

Everything, to him, is unknown!

How could he let her see the light in such a dark future?

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