Chapter 362

At the foot of the step, such as stepping on the wind in general, more and more disease, and finally ran to their own accommodation.

He lives in the villager's house.

The young children of this family have all gone out to work, leaving the old lady to guard the house at home.

On weekdays, they are lonely. It's rare for the children in the city to come and have fun. Therefore, they are very enthusiastic about jingxiangyang, and they also like it very much.

"Granny Liu."

Jing Xiangyang steps into the house.

Granny Liu was sitting on the Kang eating. Seeing Jing Xiangyang come in, she got up quickly, "doctor Jing, have you eaten yet? Come on, if you don't dislike it, have some with grandma? "

On the Kang, there is a bowl of simple vegetables.

Jing Xiangyang looked a little sour. He lifted his lips and laughed. He sat down on the Kang opposite granny Liu. "Granny Liu, I've had a group meal, and I'm still holding it now! Eat more. "

"Oh! Then why did you come back at this time? "

They don't have time to come home until ten o'clock in the evening.

"Granny Liu, I want to ask you something. Is there any way to get in touch with the outside world in our village? "

"Yes! You can write or call, but It's expensive! "

Granny Liu looked distressed and shook her head. "I saved a year's money before I was willing to call my son and write a letter..."

Indeed, their backwater, even a dollar, is a luxury for them.

But when he got the news, Jing Xiangyang was very happy.

"Granny Liu, where is the telephone? Isn't there no communication in our village? "

It would be great to have a phone!

Now he is anxious to call the girl, to voice to keep her, to tell her not to go to the United States, to go with him "Of course not in our village! I have to go out and cross the mountain opposite. Can you see it? After finding the main road, walk a few more kilometers to the outside of the village

Jing Xiangyang looked in the direction pointed by granny Liu and saw a towering mountain.

Jing Xiangyang's visual inspection shows that it will take at least a whole day to climb over the mountain?

"Granny, how long does it take?"

"Soon, two days is almost over. I have to go once a year to call my son."

Jing Xiangyang took a deep look at the white haired old lady in front of him.

He thought that the first thing he would do after he left the village was to call his son for the old lady!

Two days

Jing Xiangyang is in trouble.

"What about letters? How long does it take to send the letter? "

He asked again.

"Letters are fast! It can be sent out in more than one day, but it's very expensive, thief is expensive! It's nothing important. Don't give it away. It's too expensive! " Mrs. Liu waved her hand.

Jing Xiangyang doesn't care how expensive this letter is, he only cares about timeliness!

Because, he has no time!

"Grandma, this is a very important letter..."

Jing Xiangyang wants to be a little excited, and his depressed mood seems to be relieved for a moment these days.

He shook the old lady's hand. "Thank you!! I have to send this letter. It may be about me A lifetime of happiness! "

"A lifetime of happiness?"

The old lady blinked and then bent her eyebrows with a smile. "It turned out to be a love letter for the little girl..."

Love letters?

Jing Xiangyang also followed with a smile, nodded, "yes, it's a love letter."

In his life, he never wrote a love letter to anyone, and today Obviously, his first time!!

Jing Xiangyang fell on the Kang and wrote a love letter seriously.

I don't know if it was because of his inexperience that for the first time he found it so difficult to write.

It was not until the third piece of writing paper was discarded that he straightened it out a little bit.

At the desk, write.

The letter reads as follows:

"dear san'er, good to see you!

When you receive this letter, you must be very surprised, why this year, but there are still people with such an old-fashioned way to repose their thoughts.

As I told you on the phone before I came here, this is a remote mountain village in a remote area. It's no exaggeration at all. The traffic basically depends on walking, the heating basically depends on shaking, the public security basically depends on dogs, and the communication basically depends on roaring.

I wanted to tell you what I was going to say on the phone, but my landlady told me that if I wanted to get through the phone, I had to go over the mountain in front of the village. It took me two days, about four days to go back and forth. I'm not reluctant to go, but I don't have much time. I need to treat my patients, and every patient here is dying Danger, are struggling before the line of life and death, so, I'm sorry, I can't call you personally, and I can't send myself to you to say this to you personally San erIt seems that the prelude is too lengthy. Next, I'll officially enter the theme.

But I hope that after reading the letter, you will seriously reconsider it and don't rush to make a decision for yourself and me. "

Jing Xiangyang wrote here.

Thin lips tight, after thinking for half a second, and then continue to pick up.

Vigorous and powerful pen and ink, jump up on the paper.

He said:

"I'm sick.

It's leukemia.

Don't rush to tears, don't cry, tell you this fact, don't want to see your tears, obedient, be good You probably know that I suffered from leukemia when I was a child. With the efforts of my parents, I was lucky to be cured at that time, but today, my condition still relapses.

I'm afraid you're sad, afraid you're worried about me. I don't want to see you shed tears for me, and I don't want you to miss tea and dinner because of me.

I don't want you to know, and I'm afraid that I can't accompany you forever, so I try my best to push you away and let you stay away from me In fact, the so-called and you shallow wedding in my mouth are all deceiving you. I just want to keep you away from me!

I'm naive, aren't I? But it seems to work.

You are jealous, you also shed tears for me

I really damn, in my lifetime, I didn't try my best to make you happy, but I tried my best to make you cry!

I'm no different from an idiot!

It's just that you mentioned it shallowly... "

Jing Xiangyang's pen stops here.

He put down his pen and looked at every drop on the letter paper, his eyes darkened.

He didn't know how to tell her about his drunken night with you Qian, so he planned to tell her himself when he went back.

Admit your mistake with her, apologize and be punished.

However, as long as she does not go, he will never let go! No more Especially shallow topic, did not continue.

He didn't want to say it, but he was afraid that a few words on the paper could not explain the situation of that night.

"Baby, remember that night three years ago?

I yell at you angrily, which makes you cry.

And then later, I cruelly kicked you out of the door.

In my impression, it was the first time I was angry with you.

What's more, I'm still so angry!

I know I must have scared you that day.

In fact, that night, my chagrin is not the casual you, but myself!

As an elder brother who is ten years older than you, he has been acting against you lying in his arms At that time, you were only 15 years old!

You're just a child!

But I, actually already had wanted to occupy your bath to look!

I think I must have scared you!

I am annoyed with such disgusting myself, so when you still muddle into my arms, I yelled at you angrily and left you.

In fact, that matter has always been like a thin needle in my heart.

I always wonder if Jing Xiangyang had already moved his heart to little Yun Xiaosan at that time. That's why he wanted to possess her and take her as his own Is it also because of this deviant incident that 25-year-old Jing Xiangyang begins to resist Yun Xiaosan's simple and active love, and is afraid that something shameless like three years ago will happen again, and that he will fall in love with his innocent and inviolable child yes! In Jing Xiangyang's heart, Yun Xiaosan has always been a child, naive, pure and willful.

And love, it doesn't matter.

But, even so, no matter how much resistance, no matter how much psychological resistance, Jing Xiangyang still fell in love with Yun Xiaosan.

What's more, love is so real!!

San er

I want you to stay, stay with me, not go anywhere.

Not to America, not to distant cities

Just like before, like a little follower, chasing behind me.

Mischievous to his room heating broken, noisy too cold, to rely on sleep with me.

All of a sudden, I miss you hanging around my neck, askew in my arms.

I don't know if my body can hold you and let you hang in my arms, but I know that as long as I'm alive and have a breath, I will have the strength to hold you in my arms.

Saner, maybe you think it's selfish of me to retain you as a patient. I can't guarantee a long life together, but I want to hope for happiness in the future Yes! I admit that I can't promise you that I will grow old together, but I can promise you that I will try my best to grow old with you.

Baby, for these days, because of my willful and bring you the injury, I apologize to you, sorry! I'm willing to go back and plead guilty at your disposal.How to deal with it? I've already thought about it for you. For example, you can be angry and ignore me for three days!

However, it can't be longer than three days, or you will torture me crazy.

For example, you can punish me for cooking for you every day, and then you can tell me that the food is much worse than that made by sister-in-law Li, and it needs to be improved next time. "

Jing Xiangyang wrote here, unconsciously smile.

As if, he had already seen Xiao san'er sitting in front of the high dining table, holding his chest, with a queen's posture, and with a small face, telling him, "what kind of food are you cooking? It's terrible

And what about him?

Squinting and smiling, she let her choose from herself. Finally, she held her pink lips and asked her, "what about me? Is the taste still in your mouth? "

Jing Xiangyang finally gets back from his wonderful fantasy and continues to write with a smile.

"Saner, I thought for a long time when I was writing this letter. Finally, no matter what the result is, you have the right to choose. We have no right to decide your future for you.

So I chose to tell you all the truth.

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