"Saner, mother knows that you love Xiangyang, but you have to love yourself, too? Look at you. How many days have Xiangyang gone in, and you've lost a whole circle... "

"Mom, I'm fine! I promise you, when Xiangyang finishes the chemotherapy, I'll go to sleep... "

……

Jing Xiangyang is lying on the bed, vomiting constantly. When he vomites nothing in his stomach, he is still retching.

Keep retching, suffering to the extreme.

That feeling is really worse than death

But, even so, he never thought of giving up, this idea, even a second, did not exist in his mind.

Because, he knows that there are too many people out there who love him, and the people he loves, waiting for him.

After chemotherapy, there is an endless high fever.

For ten days in a row, I was in a high fever and couldn't get back.

Jing Xiangyang is lying in bed, dizzy and full of projection in his mind. From the first time he saw the new-born Yun Jing, until now she is 21 years old Too many scenes, constantly in his mind, such as a movie showing, so clear, clear almost some terrible.

It's like Memory before death.

He doesn't want to die, he hasn't lived enough!

Or, there are too few good memories created between him and her How can it be enough?!

"On the twelfth day, the fever subsided."

This is the physical condition in the cabin recorded by Yun Jing for him.

"After the thirteenth day, start eating."

Yun Jing was relieved at last.

I'm glad that there's something called "nutrient solution" in the medical field that can support him.

After chemotherapy, it is the most important bone marrow transplantation.

Finally come to this step

While Yun Jing was pleased, his heart was extremely heavy.

Heart, ballast chest, almost even a piece of light small pieces of paper have been unable to bear.

Bone marrow transplantation is mixed.

If you succeed, you can extend your life, and even recover from it.

What if it doesn't work?

What should we do in case of exclusion?

How many leukemia patients die of rejection after allogeneic transplantation?

Yun Jing is so nervous that every nerve line collapses tightly, and he is in a state of high concentration every day. On the day when Jing Xiangyang leaves the cabin, Yun Jing is completely exhausted and sleeps all day and night in the ward When I opened my eyes vaguely, what I saw was Jing Xiangyang's long lost face.

He lost weight

The deep dark eyes are also dyed with a layer of blood, and the color of the eyes is embedded with heartache. As soon as Yunjing wakes up, his eyes soften a lot.

"Xiangyang!"

As soon as Yun Jing opened his eyes, he burst into tears.

The next moment, Fei rushes into Jing Xiangyang's arms, "Hello, isn't it? Finally Wuwuwu... "

"Silly girl! Well, why do you cry? "

Jing Xiangyang comforted her with heartache, and patted her back with his big hand, "don't cry, be obedient."

"I'm just crying for joy!"

Yun Jing retreated from his arms, "how's your operation? What did the doctor say? "

She asked him anxiously and looked at him from top to bottom. She found that although he was thinner, he looked much better than before.

And his hair, which has grown new black hair.

Repair like a ball head, handsome actually also show a few lovely.

"The doctor said it depends on the situation in the future to see if the rejection is serious. If it is not serious, there should be no more problems."

"Then you have to take good care of yourself these days! I'll go back and make you something delicious later. "

"No more!"

Jing Xiangyang stopped her, "look at you. When I went in, how did you promise me? It's only been more than 20 days. You've lost so much weight when you come out... "

Jing Xiangyang sighed and patted her forehead. "You're really upsetting."

"Today, I'm sleeping in bed. I'm not allowed to do anything. I'm not allowed to go anywhere, you know?"

"But..."

"No, but!"

Jing Xiangyang is very overbearing.

"But I'm tired of sleeping. I'm all soft. I might get sick if I sleep again."

Yun Jing is coquettish with him.

"Then you are allowed to come down for a walk."

……

It's as if God intended to make fun of this happy family Three days later, Jing Xiangyang had a strong rejection reaction.

This reaction scared everyone.

Jing Xiangyang's condition deteriorated rapidly, and the situation was so bad that almost all the people were destroyed.

His stomach is full of water, which is like a ball. His internal organs are also soaked in water. He has to take sleeping pills every day to sleep for a short hour.When he was pushed into the intensive care unit, Yunjing was completely in a state of collapse.

She had never seen a scene like this!

Even in the cabin, he was full of vitality.

But now, lying on this bed, I don't move. I'm so pale that I can't find half of my color.

When he was admitted to ICU, Yun Jing took his hand and cried in his ear, "Jing Xiangyang, I still have a wish card!! You said that no matter what I ask, as long as you can do it, you will try your best to do it for me!! My wish now is to make you live well... "

"So, you must promise me to live well!! You can't leave me alone... "

"Yunjing can't live without the sun!"

As if, Yunjing felt his hand, in a little bit of usurping her hand.

He heard it. He heard her call.

Yun Jing is sure.

Jing Xiangyang was sent to the ICU and isolated from them again.

"Doctor, isn't my son's operation very successful? Why does this happen? "

Jing Yixuan asks about his son anxiously.

Xiaonan is crying unconscious.

Yun Jing just lies on the glass window of ICU, staring at the pale face inside Tears, blurred her eyes, she quickly wipe open, continue to see As if how to see, are not enough to see the general!

"Dr. Jing, I'm really sorry, because he has done too much chemotherapy, and there are too many antibodies in his body, which has led to such a big rejection. To be honest, I've been doing transplantation since 1980, and I've never seen such a serious rejection before..."

The old doctor sighed, took Jing Yixuan's hand and said, "anyway, you should do well Psychological preparation.... "

As soon as the doctor's voice fell, Xiaonan cried hysterically and fainted completely.

Yunjing at the door, however, seems to be unable to hear the doctor's words. He still stands on tiptoe and stares at Jing Xiangyang Honey, it's ok

Even if it is life and death, we must not be separated!!

Even if I die, I will accompany you

Always with you!!

On the third day of entering ICU, Jing Xiangyang received the notice of critical illness from the hospital.

That day, it was like a nightmare, pestering every one of them Yun Jing had never seen her father-in-law cry, but that day, she saw him cry.

And she, still just standing at the door of intensive care unit

Looking at him on the hospital bed / with a respirator and almost no signs of life Thin mist, halo dye in the bottom of her eyes.

At that moment

Yunjing made a decision!!

A rather selfish decision

Yes, she has always been selfish. Sometimes she is so selfish that people hate her.

Life is given by her parents. She knows that she should never forget that she should not be so humble.

But

She was reluctant to part with him.

Yun Jing doesn't even dare to imagine that if he doesn't exist in his life, his taste can't be found in the air, and his breath can't be felt around him Yunjing thinks that he will die!!

Even if you don't die, you will go crazy!

That night, she stayed up all night.

Yun Jing left a letter to Xiang Qing.

She gave the letter to Xiaonan, is to let Xiaonan to wait for the time to clear back to her.

"Why don't you hand it over to Xiang Qing when she comes back?"

Xiaonan stands outside Jing Xiangyang's ward and asks Yunjing.

Yunjing's eyes, has been Baba's looking at the inside of jingxiangyang.

He never looked away from him.

After a long time, he moved his eyes and answered his mother-in-law's question, "I'm afraid it's too late..."

"Too late?"

Xiaonan stunned, "what are you going to do?"

"No, No."

Yun Jing shook his head and denied, "Mom, you must remember to hand over this letter to Xiang Qing for me. It's very important to me..."

"Good! I will

Xiaonan nods, but doubts arise in her heart.

……

After signing the notice of critical illness, another night later, Jing Xiangyang finally survived.

He's still taking sleeping pills.

The water in the stomach is gradually less, but the situation is not optimistic, the phenomenon of exclusion has been continuing.

But fortunately, he cooperated with the doctor's treatment. Compared with the initial rejection, it has relieved a lot now.

Jing Xiangyang can survive, according to the doctor's words, this is actually a miracle.

But no one knows that every time he opens his eyes in insomnia, he can see the water eyes full of expectation on the glass window Dyed with thick blood, so Baba looked at him.Whether you wake up at five in the morning, at five in the afternoon, or at three in the morning In a word, every time he wakes up, she is there.

She has been looking at him with her eager eyes, waiting for him In the face of such never give up her, how can he give up and let her go?

How can he be willing to leave her alone in this world, sad?

Jing Xiangyang thinks that no matter how strong he becomes, this girl will always be his weakness.

On the contrary, no matter how weak he becomes, this girl will always be the strongest support behind him!!

As if aware of Jing Xiangyang's eyes, Yun Jing finally showed a long lost smile towards the glass window.

Smile, mixed with tears of gratitude

But it's dazzling!

After two days of entanglement, Xiaonan finally opened Yunjing's letter.

As soon as she opened the letter, she was glad that she had read it first.

Don't see don't know, a look really surprised out of a cold sweat.

This is not a letter, this is A suicide note.

The long letter tells Xiang Qing, asking her to comfort her parents and understand her behavior. It also asks her to do her filial duty and help her take care of her parents.

The task is very heavy, but it is obvious that in addition to entrusting Xiang Qing, she can't find a more suitable person.

After reading the letter, Xiaonan is in a cold sweat.

She was not in a hurry to say to Yew and Yunfeng, lest they should worry.

But Xiaonan told her husband about it the first time.

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