With just a glance, Cheng Yajing could tell what Pei Chenjun wanted to do. She hurriedly pushed him away, "I've already made it very clear in the letter, we need time to think about the feelings between us."
Pei Chenjun was not willing to let her go, he fiercely pulled her body away, "What are you thinking about? We're both married, and your first time was given to me. Didn't you say you were in love with me? Why did he leave? Did you go back on your word? "
What he was most afraid of was that Cheng Yajing did not love him, but the things she said, wasn't that what she meant by not loving him?
Pei Chenjun could no longer endure and once again pressed his body against hers. Seeing this face that he had been thinking about day and night for two years, he was very careful.
This time, Cheng Yajing did not resist, but stared at him with teary eyes, as if he was an unforgivable villain, "Pei Chenjun, give me some time, I still haven't thought it through."
Unfortunately, Cheng Yajing's words were useless. Pei Chenjun didn't want her to leave him, so she had only one choice, and that was to forever stay by his side and not go anywhere else.
He firmly held her hand while his knee was pressed against her leg, not giving her any chance to leave. "What do you mean by giving you some time? Didn't you say that you had feelings for me?" His gaze never left her face, only to find that she seemed to have returned to her strange self.
Pei Chenjun's heart was in pain, he suddenly grabbed her lips, and the kiss went straight to his heart, as though he wanted to rub Cheng Yajing to the bone, but he saw tears flowing down from the corners of Cheng Yajing's eyes.
She was rejecting him, and after coming to this conclusion, Pei Chenjun released her and stood at the side in a daze, "Why?"
Only now did Cheng Yajing open her eyes, and she couldn't help but say that she was sorry, but she really couldn't love him. She was already very tired from love, and she was afraid that if her heart fell, she would end up with an empty ending.
had already learnt her lesson at Pei Zhennan's place. If this time Pei Chenjun was really because of her and the woman who saved her two years ago, she would rather not have known him.
Cheng Yajing remained silent, but she also stood up, but her expression towards Pei Chenjun was extremely cold, "There's no reason, we just know each other for a few months right? I may be a little fresh to you. "
"Fresh?" Pei Chenjun clenched his fists tightly, he could not believe that the few months he had spent together with Cheng Yajing was a fresh time, so he held onto Cheng Yajing's hand tightly and did not let her leave.
Only then did Cheng Yajing raise her head and look at Pei Chenjun once again. This gaze simply did not contain any sort of emotion, and the depressing atmosphere floated in the room. After a long while, when even Cheng Yajing's arm had turned red from pinching, Pei Chenjun finally let go of her.
"Tell me, are you just new to me?" Pei Chenjun continued to ask Cheng Yajing, his deep eyes filled with doubt and sadness.
Watching this, Cheng Yajing almost couldn't hold it in anymore, but she quickly suppressed her emotions. She couldn't just let her heart fall like that, what if this really was a love without an ending?
Cheng Yajing sighed in her heart, "I'm not sure if it's a good time. Chen Jun, can you give me some time?"
"I've already given you too much time. I thought we could live happily ever after. Do you know how uncomfortable it is for you to tell me this now?" Pei Chenjun had always told Cheng Yajing with all his heart and he would not hide anything from her.
This time, his sadness had indeed stirred ripples in Cheng Yajing's heart. She had truly been moved, but when she thought about what An Ni had said, she was unable to express her true feelings.
She shook her head. "Chen Jun, I'm sorry. I really didn't think it through."
Pei Chenjun was angry, but for the first time, he realised how unfamiliar the woman in front of him was. He suddenly hugged Cheng Yajing tightly in his embrace, "I don't believe it, you are lying to me."
Although Cheng Yajing's acting was very good, Pei Chenjun still felt a little touched by her emotions. He held her face in his hands, and then fiercely kissed her lips.
It seemed to want Cheng Yajing to know how much he loved her, to the point that Cheng Yajing almost suffocated from kissing her.
The only thing she could do was to forcefully pat the chest of the man in front of her. However, her struggle was like a dragonfly touching the water, in front of Pei Chenjun.
Pei Chenjun didn't even want the woman in front of him to leave him, so he could not help but rush forward. He only wanted to give her the best, but he didn't expect that, as long as the woman in front of him was good, she would become more and more lawless.
The current Pei Chenjun thought that Cheng Yajing was being spoiled too much by him, hence he treated him like this.
Pei Chenjun decided that he would not be so indulgent towards Cheng Yajing anymore. His kiss was wild and deep, to the point where Cheng Yajing could no longer feel the air.
Turning the sky, when Cheng Yajing opened his eyes, she felt that her entire body was sore. She thought back to what happened last night;
Pei Chenjun didn't care about her feelings at all, as he cried out in grievance.
As he touched the side of the bed, he could still feel the warmth of Pei Chenjun here. It was so warm, but Cheng Yajing did not feel any warmth at all.
She silently stood up and walked down the stairs, only to discover that the way the servants looked at her had changed. It was as if they were all afraid of her.
When she mentioned going out, the housekeeper stopped her, "Young Mistress, you can't go out. The Young Master said that without his instructions, you can't go out in the future."
Hearing the butler's words, Cheng Yajing became angry. Was this Pei Chenjun preparing to put her under house arrest?
She angrily returned to her room and called Pei Chenjun, "Hey, why aren't you letting me out? You're imprisoning me."
At this moment, Pei Chenjun was in the company and he purposely stopped Cheng Yajing from leaving. He was afraid that she would leave again, and even though he would still grab hold of her, he didn't want to experience that kind of despondent feeling anymore.
She was afraid, what if Cheng Yajing left and he could never find her again?