Quan Jinchen went to take a bath, and Mu Sisi leaned on the bed and recalled what happened today.
From where song Weiya came back, she felt that her state was not quite right, and people could not help feeling her thighs in a daze. In the previous position, she could feel that she had suffered a lot here.
Mu Qingzi's body should not be so flawless, there should be many other scars. It's a pity that she didn't find it and disappeared with her memory.
She also called muqingzi in her head. Muqingzi appeared in her mind twice before, but now she doesn't appear at all. How she called muqingzi doesn't talk to her.
Relying on their own strength can not solve everything, murcie thought of relying on external forces. That psychiatrist, she wanted to visit for a long time.
Looking at mu Qingzi's record, there is only one doctor's name, Qin Feiyu. There are so many psychiatrists in the city. It took Mu Sisi a lot of effort to find Qin Feiyu's place.
Without too much confirmation, she knew it was here. Because she had never been here before, but she seemed to be familiar with the place. She didn't need to look at any road signs and found Qin Feiyu's gate directly.
Without waiting for her to knock on the door, Qin Feiyu just sent a guest out, and they met face to face.
Looking at her, Qin Feiyu was surprised and asked, "Qingzi, how did you come here? Not in advance
For a moment, she didn't know how to explain her identity, so she thought about how to say it in her heart, and didn't wait for her to say it. Qin Feiyu said to himself, "you are not Qingzi, are you? Are you murcie
Musisi nodded busily. Now she really likes this kind of person who can read people's hearts. How many words are missing from her.
"Yes, I'm muqingzi."
"Come in."
She said politely, "is it convenient now? I don't have an appointment. I can wait a little longer. "
When she found the clinic online, it was said to be the best in the city. The charge is very expensive. There are still a lot of people. It is said that we have to make an appointment several months in advance.
Qin Feiyu said with a smile: "your identity can let all places give you the green light."
Her character is quite different from muqingzi.
People have said that. If she doesn't go in, she won't give people face, so she goes inside obediently.
is as like as two peas in this place. She seems to have been there many times, and everything is exactly the same as she imagined.
"What are you doing here today?" Qin Feiyu sat at his desk and asked as if he were greeting an old friend.
"I..." She didn't know how to say it. She didn't think she was sick. She really just didn't know how to explain it. "Now I'm leading the body, but muqingzi will appear from time to time. We can communicate with each other. And some memories that don't belong to me come to mind. "
It's really strange to remember. I don't know where to start, but I just know that some things have never happened.
Qin Feiyu said slowly, "those memories belong to you, but you have forgotten for a while."
Mu Xixi anxiously want to explain the situation, "no, those memories belong to Mu Qingzi, I am Mu Xixi."
She's murcie. She's not a killer. She may adore some female killer, but if she is a female killer, she is against that identity from the bottom of her heart.
Qin Feiyu noticed that she was a little emotional and quickly explained: "don't worry, don't worry, I didn't say you're not mucisi, I just said you're the same person."
"We..." Mucisi wanted to say that they were not alone, but in the current situation, she couldn't help saying that. They all lived in one body, not one or two?
"Do you know why this is happening?"
Murcie shook her head.
Qin Feiyu said, "muqingzi's last assassination mission failed. He fell into the sea and almost died. She was tired of her past life and didn't like to live in fear every day. In order to protect herself, she lets herself forget the past, and then develops a new personality, which is diametrically opposite to her previous personality and wants to live a different life. "
This is the conclusion that he comes to after hearing mu Qingzi's narration, which is only possible. It can be seen from the words that mu Qingzi didn't like his past life very much.
She looks forward to working in the sun and making many friends like normal people. You don't have to hide in the dark forever and observe what you want to kill. She doesn't like her hands covered with blood, and hopes to be an innocent and lively girl.
So mu Qingzi developed in the direction he imagined, and Mu Xixi came out.
However, the differences between the two personalities are too big to be reasonably integrated. It was originally a change of character, and finally became two independent personalities. This body was originally in the dominant position of muqingzi, so she would wake up from time to time and occupy the dominant position.
But she hated everything before herself, so she would let murcie be in the dominant position."I'm derived. Is it because muqingzi doesn't need me, and I will disappear?"
Qin Feiyu shook his head. "In the present situation, you can never disappear. You have always been the person mu Qingzi wants to become. Even if she wakes up, she will try her best to become you. According to the track of your life before you continue to develop, did not explain to anyone that she is a killer, so the last thing to disappear is muqingzi. "
It's the internal problem of her body, but she still feels something wrong. Two people are obviously one person, and one person will disappear in the end. It's too complicated to go around.
"If muqingzi disappears, who am I?"
"You're murcie."
"But the person who lives in this body has always been mu Qingzi. She still exists without me. What am I? Do you kill people? " The more she said, the more excited she was. She seems to instinctively want to protect mu Qingzi, don't want to let her leave.
Qin Feiyu poured a glass of water and handed it to her. He wanted her to calm down first, and then he said, "don't get excited. In fact, none of you will disappear in the end. You will only merge together slowly. Mu Qingzi and you are one person, and you will become one person in the end. "
She didn't speak. She still didn't understand.
"That is to say, you will have all your memories in the future. But will be partial to the character of Mu Sisi some, because you are mu Qingzi want to become the object. It's not you who killed someone, it's she who chose to be you, understand? "