237 chapter 282-- don't cry, I just......

The atmosphere in the room instantly becomes quite quiet. Tang Ningshan hangs her head and does not speak. Shao Ruihan has been staring at Tang Ningshan, but he also does not know what to say now.

Tang Ningshan also knows that the current atmosphere is very embarrassing, but she really does not know what to say. She can only ignore Shao Ruihan sitting on the side. She really can't stand the intimate but weird relationship between her and Shao Ruihan. He always says that she is his wife, but he has never ever said that he loves her. Such gentleness is not what Tang Ningshan wants. She really wants to ask Shao Ruihan can he not treat her like that. Why does he let her fall into love, but he himself is a bystander. However, for the concern of Shao Ruihan, she is still moved. This makes Tang Ningshan a little spurn herself. She doesn't know how long it will last...

"Shan..." Shao Ruihan says softly.

Tang Ningshan looks up in confusion and doesn't know what Shao Ruihan wants to do at this time. However, when Tang Ningshan looks up, Shao Ruihan sees that there are tears on her face, which makes his heart hurt as if his heart is pinched by someone. Without reason, he feels very painful.

"You..." Shao Ruihan shows a rather surprised expression. However, he does not understand why she would cry? However, her tears let him subconsciously walk to her side and take her into his arms. He raises his hand and gently wipes the tears on her face. His eyes are full of obvious love and concern.

When Tang Ningshan is hugged, she wants to push Shao Ruihan away. However, as soon she moves, she accidentally touches the injured hand. Her face turns pale in an instant, and she did not expect that the burn would be so painful. If she knew that she would be so painful at the time, she might choose other ways.

"Don't cry, I just..." Shao Ruihan suddenly stops. When Tang Ningshan is still waiting to see what Shao Ruihan is going to say, Shao Ruihan suddenly sighs. After that, he just hugs her tightly and says nothing.

Tang Ningshan does not like this feeling. He doesn't love her, but he treats her like a lover. "Let go of me..." Tang Ningshan's sentence contains a lot of meanings. Her voice is indifferent to the extreme, and even sounds a bit ethereal so that Shao Ruihan feels like as long as he loosens his hands now, Tang Ningshan will disappear in an instant.

Therefore, Shao Ruihan holds Tang Ningshan more tightly, as if he wants to integrate her into his body.

Tang Ningshan feels that Shao Ruihan's arms are constantly getting tighter, could only shout "Shao Ruihan! Can you let go of me? You are going to strangle me!"

Shao Ruihan blinks and he thinks that he seems to understand the meaning of Tang Ningshan. However, he still doesn't let go of Tang Ningshan, just says, "Shan, what's wrong with you? Why do I always feel that you want to leave me?" Shao Ruihan is an efficiency-oriented person. He feels that if there is a problem, it is necessary to solve the problem as soon as possible. Even if he can't solve it now, he needs to know the source of the problem in order to solve it more efficiently in the future.

Tang Ningshan sighs. She really doesn't know how to answer Shao Ruihan's words, because she thinks that she has already made her idea clearly. However, it seems that Shao Ruihan still can't understand her meaning.

Shao Ruihan does not hear Tang Ningshan's answer, and he says anxiously again "Shan?"

Tang Ningshan shakes her head helplessly. She feels that Shao Ruihan is sent by God to torture her. "You let me go first. Let's talk about it. However, I hope this is the last time we talk about this topic. We will never argue with each other in the future, okay? Shao Ruihan feels that there is a tired sense in Tang Ningshan's voice. He can only nod slightly and let go of Tang Ningshan.

After Shao Ruihan lets her go, Tang Ningshan immediately turns to look at Shao Ruihan. Two people face each other, Tang Ningshan says "For this topic, we have repeated many times. In fact, if we do not have our so-called one-month appointment, I should have been able to leave. After all, our initial agreement requires me to help you collect the information of everyone in Shao's family, including their daily lives, etc. I have done this thing, which means that the agreement between us is finished. Do you admit it?" Tang Ningshan's voice is faint and it sounds that there is no emotion in her voice, but which makes Shao Ruihan feel nervous. He suddenly doesn't want to continue this topic.

However, Tang Ningshan continues, "It is true whether you admit it or not. However, I want to know why my mother was sent to the laboratory; and who sent her in; and what happened to Miao Yu, so I choose to continue to get along with you. However, the most important thing is that your one-month appointment makes me feel excited. I can see that during this time, you are really trying to become a qualified husband, you will take care of me, care about me, worry about me, but you don't love me."

Shao Ruihan wants to explain something but still does not know how to express his current thinking.

Tang Ningshan smiles, and which smile is quite brilliant. However, her eyes are red, she continues "You should understand that you really don't love me. You don't want to lie to me, you also don't want to lie to yourself. I know that there is a woman occupying the most important posting in your heart, so I don't want the appointment between us to continue. We can continue to pretend to be husband and wife, but I hope that after we find the truth of those matters, you can let me go. After that, you will go to find that woman whom you love deeply, I hope that you two can be together, I hope that you can live a happy life with her."

Shao Ruihan hears it, immediately becoming anxious, "No! What do you mean by pretending to be a husband and wife? We are husband and wife. I will be good to you, I can guarantee. I can even swear that I will be good to you all my life, and loyal to you. I can now very clearly tell you that I have forgotten that woman, so I don't want to hear you say again that you want me to be with her! I don't love her anymore!" Shao Ruihan finishes, he stands up from the bed and walks toward the door. He wants to leave this place quickly. He doesn't want to hear Tang Ningshan say something that he doesn't like to hear.

Tang Ningshan shouts at him. "Shao Ruihan, I know that you will be good to me, you will be loyal to me, but this kind of feeling is not love. I am a woman, I need love. I hope someone will love every day. But the most important thing is that I hope that I can influence someone's emotions. Everything about me is his motivation and goal. Do you understand?"

Shao Ruihan stops because of Tang Ningshan's words. After listening to it, Shao Ruihan clenches his fists and does not speak. Finally, he still opens the door and goes out.

At the moment when the door closes, Tang Ningshan lies in bed with despair. Her tears fall from the corner of her eyes. She doesn't know how to describe her mood now. She seems to be lost and heartbroken. She thinks she is going to die.

However, she understands that she has to work hard to control her love and not let her love affect her emotions. She can be good to Shao Ruihan, but she must have a limit so that she can protect herself.

Just as Tang Ningshan is lying on the bed and shedding her tears, Shao Ruihan, who just went out, suddenly comes back.

Tang Ningshan hears the sound of opening the door and immediately sits up. She raises her hand to wipe away the tears on her face hurriedly. However, this scene is seen by Shao Ruihan.

Shao Ruihan shakes his head helplessly and goes to the side of Tang Ningshan. He looks at her seriously and says "You are a fool. Can't you stay with me and don't think so much? I will definitely fall in love with you. You are so perfect, so beautiful, and you care about me so much, is there any reason for me not to love you? However, I hope that you can give me time. You have already been able to influence my emotions now, as long as we continue to get along, I will soon fall in love with you. Do you have no confidence to make me love you? Don't cry, please..."

Tang Ningshan is shocked by his words, thinking in his heart, yes, Tang Ningshan, are you really not confident that he will fall in love with you? How long have you been together? Even if he had loved a woman before, but now he does not love her. Is it true that one day he will really fall in love with you? Tang Ningshan thinks so, her eyes brighten little by little. She bites her lip and says "Well, just wait for this month to go over. We will still follow the previous appointment, one month. If you can't fall in love with me, then let me leave. We are going to try our best to get along with each other seriously. If you can't fall in love with me, then I will have no regrets." Tang Ningshan says that quite confidently. Her face even shows a resolute expression, as if things are really as simple as she said.

Shao Ruihan is thinking in his heart that women are strange creatures. Every woman is different, different women need different things, and has different thoughts and attitudes. It seems that he should look for different people to learn about different experiences. Even if he can't fall in love with her in the short term, he will do his best. Anyway, he firmly believes that one day he will definitely fall in love with her.

If other people know Shao Ruihan's thoughts, it is estimated they will all say that Shao Ruihan is stupid. He has fallen in love with Tang Ningshan, but he does not know it, he is still trying to find a way to fall in love with Tang Ningshan. For Shao Ruihan, what is love?