269 chapter 346-- you don't deserve my concern

Tang Ningshan takes her own bag and locks the office door, then takes Zhang Yan downstairs. While waiting for the elevator, Tang Ningshan notices that Shao Yingmei is staring at her secretly. Tang Ningshan sneers, but she doesn't care, just shaking her head helplessly.

After the two leave the company, Tang Ningshan directly lets Zhang Yan drive to the hospital. Tang Ningshan also knows that since she has chosen Zhang Yan to be her assistant, she must trust Zhang Yan, so she feels that she does not need to hide the things between Tang Yichun and her from Zhang Yan. After all, it's not a secret that cannot be known by others.

After arriving at the hospital, Tang Ningshan directly tells Zhang Yan the room number of Tang Yichun's ward. She lets Zhang Yan go to park the car, and says that she will go upstairs first herself. Zhang Yan also nods quite obediently. After Tang Ningshan gets out of the car, she goes straight to the hospital building. Before entering the ward, Tang Ningshan deliberately stands at the door of the ward and looks inside through the window on the door for a while. Now Tang Yichun looks quite old. His hair has completely turned white, and he is wearing a large patient suit. He is now skinny, and Tang Ningshan even thinks his legs can't support his body. Tang Ningshan stands at the door for a long time, and she does not know what kind of mood she is at the present. She can recall the scene when she first met Tang Yichun. Tang Yichun was also a successful businessman before. He would wear custom suits and participate in various commercial activities every day. How about now? Now he only has an old face. There is no color in his eyes. Although he is still very rich now, his money can't buy his happiness.

Tang Ningshan pushes the door open. Tang Yichun immediately turns to look at the door. When he sees Tang Ningshan, he is shocked, as if he is quite surprised that Tang Ningshan would show up here again. Tang Ningshan walks calmly in and stands opposite Tang Yichun. There is no expression on her face; she says "Now are you willing to tell me what happened in the past? Or do you think that my mother's death is nothing to you, so you don't care the reason why my mom would die?"

Tang Ningshan's words seem to have touched Tang Yichun. There are even tears in Tang Yichun's eyes, which makes Tang Ningshan also stunned. However, one word-- 'hypocrisy' suddenly appears in her mind. She thinks that Tang Yichun must be acting.

After a while, Zhang Yan comes up. He does not walk in but stands outside the door of the ward. Tang Ningshan motions him to wait for her, Zhang Yan nods. Tang Ningshan then turns her head back and looks at Tang Yichun again and says "If you think that my mother's death is nothing to you, and then I promise that I will not appear here again. After all, the dregs like you don't deserve my concern." Tang Ningshan's tone is very flat as if she is talking to a stranger.

"You have never paid attention to my mother, so my mother's death has no effect on you, so you would feel that my mother's death has nothing to do with the things of that year." Tang Ningshan's words anger Tang Yichun. The expression on Tang Yichun's face becomes fierce. He reaches out and intends to give a slap in the face of Tang Ningshan. Of course, Tang Ningshan does not dodge. Just when Tang Yichun's hand is about to touch the face of Tang Ningshan, Tang Yichun suddenly puts down his hand.

Tang Ningshan's eyes are full of irony, and she stares quietly at Tang Yichun as if she knows that Tang Yichun would definitely put his hand down. At this time, Tang Yichun's expression becomes worse and worse, and his face becomes distorted. Tang Ningshan directly ignores his emotion changes. There is no feeling in her eyes, and there is an indifferent smile on her face. Tang Yichun seems to be unable to stand such Tang Ningshan, he suddenly yells. After that, he seems to have exhausted his strength and he lies in bed desperately.

There is no light but tears in Tang Yichun's eyes. Tang Ningshan thinks this is really ridiculous. Does Tang Yichun think that his current tears can make up for the mistake he made in that year?

Tang Yichun suddenly says "I lived happily with your mother in the past. When your mother was pregnant, her temper became a bit violent. We would quarrel almost every day when we met. Although I didn't understand what goes wrong between us, I can understand your mom. After all, your mother was pregnant; it's understandable that her temper would become bad, so I did not mind. One day, I saw your mother and a man shopping together. She took the man's arm; she had a happy and sweet smile on her face. At that time, I really wanted to rush over to ask your mother who the man is, but I was stopped by my secretary because I had a very important contract to sign that day. Then I can only put this thing down for the time being. I was drunk that night, I didn't know what happened, and anyway, when I woke up, I found that I and my secretary were lying on the bed of a hotel...." Tang Ningshan feels that all this is ridiculous. It's all way too dramatic.

"From that day on, I often heard the news of your mother and that man from my secretary. Later, the secretary told me that the biological father of this unborn child is not me but that man. Do you know how I feel when I heard about this? I felt that my world has collapsed. However, I still wanted to give your mother a chance. I felt that as long as she could tell me the truth of the matter, I would forgive her, but what about her?" Tang Yichun's voice becomes sharper and sharper; his emotions also become more and more excited. However, Tang Ningshan says ironically "You had sex with your secretary. What qualifications do you have to blame my mother? And why did you would rather trust your secretary than trust my mother? Your distrust towards my mom leads to your ending today. You have forever lost your biological daughter and the woman you once loved."

"But when I went to seek her explanation, she didn't answer me but asked me about the relationship between me and my secretary. She never told me about the man, she had been protecting the man. I thought she betrayed me, so I began to torture her. I admit that I really wanted to kill the unborn child because I think that child was my shame. A man cannot accept the fact that his loved woman gives birth to a child of another man. I never had the intention to hurt your mother; all I wanted is to kill the unborn child. Your mother died after she gave birth to you, and I also don't understand why she died. She never told me who the man is, and what is the relationship between them. She is dead but left you in this world. You look so much like your mother. Whenever I see you, I would think of things of the year. I thought you were my shame. So that's why I would abuse you before." After Tang Yichun finishes speaking, he looks at Tang Ningshan quietly. Tang Ningshan does not know what Tang Yichun is thinking.

Of course, Tang Ningshan does not care about him at all. She once again asks "Your secretary was Yin He? Yin He told you that my mom betrayed you, right? You also believed everything she said, including that I am not your biological daughter, right? I really can't understand why my mother would fall in love with a man like you. You betrayed her, you didn't trust her, and finally, you even let her die innocently. You now even think you are the one who gets hurt. You make me feel sick. Since you said that you don't know the cause of my mother's death, then I will go to find Yin He. I believe that one day; the truth of the matter will come out. I will put all the truth in front of you. I only hope that after you know the truth, you will not commit suicide. I hope you to live with guilt; I hope that you will live in despair for the rest of your life!" Tang Ningshan finishes her words and goes straight to the door without turning back. Standing at the door, she says to Tang Yichun in a cold voice. "You can rest assured that I will not come to see you again in the future. I think the toxins in your body are almost cleaned up. When you are cured, you just get out of the hospital. This is the last thing I do for you!"

After Tang Ningshan finishes her words, she opens the door and leaves. Looking at Zhang Yan standing outside the door, Tang Ningshan suddenly feels that if the person standing outside is Shao Ruihan, she will definitely rush into his arms, and then cry to release all the complex emotions in her heart. Unfortunately, Shao Ruihan is not here now. Tang Ningshan stands in the place and takes a few deep breaths. She walks toward the elevator with no expression. Zhang Yan also does not say anything; he just silently follows behind Tang Ningshan. At this moment, Zhang Yan is like the shadow of Tang Ningshan.

After getting in the car, Tang Ningshan keeps silent for a long time. Not until she calms down, she says, "I will not come back the company today, you will drive me home." Tang Ningshan tells Zhang Yan her home address. Zhang Yan is shocked. He always thinks that Tang Ningshan is living in the same community as him. After all, the place where they met the first time is his community.

The speed of the car is not fast. Tang Ningshan leans back on the seat with her eyes closed. Zhang Yan glances at Tang Ningshan from time to time, but he never says anything. Not until they reach her villa, Tang Ningshan opens her eyes. She still can't understand what Yin He did to Tang Yichun so that Tang Yichun would believe her blindly. She suddenly thinks of the toxins in Tang Yichun's body. She suddenly feels that Yin He is not as simple as she thought. This thing seems to be complicated.

After getting out the car, Tang Ningshan invites Zhang Yan to come into her villa. However, Zhang Yan can feel that Tang Ningshan's mood is very low now, so he directly rejects Tang Ningshan's invitation. He tells Tang Ningshan that he will come back tomorrow morning to drive Tang Ningshan to work, and then he drives straight away.