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How could he compare to Yun Qin? How could he be like Yun Qin and teach her sword techniques? How could he quietly disturb her heart...

But Yu Yan's body suddenly trembled. Wait, why was she so afraid of getting his love?

With a favor, her life would be smooth sailing, and she would no longer be worried. He would even help protect her from heavy rain and wind, so why not?

She gradually calmed down as only one thought flashed through her mind. Because she had never obtained it, she would never be afraid of losing it!

Did she have the courage to accept another loss? Every time she lost something that was not much, she would feel so sad that she couldn't even breathe. Her mother, father, home, Yun Qin, freedom … What in the world could she possibly have to lose? Wasn't it this heart that could still be controlled by him, a heart that could still let his imagination run wild?

Her mind was filled with this frightening discovery. In truth, what she wanted to get from Yulixiao had nothing to do with whether or not he was Prince!

The room was so quiet that only the two of them could breathe.

She was at a loss as to what to do after being "approved" by Yulixiao.

She was at a loss of what to do when Yulixiao cut off the branches and taught her how to dance with the sword while holding her hand.

She discovered that she was getting closer and closer to him. She could even resonate with him in many things. She could see the world in his heart, and he could see the martial world in hers. In a way, she and he were the ones who had to face everything on their own. They tried to straighten their backs and walk forward. She and he were lonely people in this bustling place. She and he were both wearing masks. After covering their hearts, they yearned to be hugged and understood.

In this life, it was hard to find someone to ask. It was often just a matter of luck.

"Stop touching me …" Please... Let me be quiet... "What do you know …" She couldn't hide any longer, so she scolded him in a low voice.

Even if you fall down the cliff, someone will carry you up, and I only have myself... She felt his hand on her waist and gently pinched it. She hid her face under the quilt and swallowed the rest of her words to herself.

Yulixiao pinched her small face and stared at her pale white face for a while before sitting up.

She rolled over and quickly curled into a ball, her long eyelashes tight against her snow-white skin.

Fish have no shells, turtles have! Yu Yan hid inside the turtle's shell and tried her best to not get hurt.

She understood more than anyone else that Yulixiao was a person that could not be provoked, provoked, or provoked! His heart was in the world. He was a dragon that roamed the world. He would definitely rule over the world. His heart was bigger than most. The only thing he would give her would be a very, very small thing.

Not only him, but all the men in this world, all of them dream of success and success as their lifelong dream. Women are just tools to appease their nights, to have children.

What Yu Yan longed for was the consolation of the soul, it was a man who could understand, love, and cherish her. She was only willing to accompany her for her entire life.

"Go back." Yulixiao was no longer in the mood. He closed his robes and spoke indifferently.

Yu Yan crawled up, and looked towards the dress that he had ripped apart. How was she going to get out?

Yulixiao stomped his feet, bringing the robe that he casually threw to the side just now to the side of her feet.

"Thank you, Prince." Yu Yan quickly donned her robes and jumped off the bed to run outside.

"Yu Yan..." Yulixiao suddenly called out softly, his voice was filled with helplessness and anticipation. There was also a hint of desire …

Yu Yan had just run to the center of the great hall, where moonlight seeped in from the roof, falling onto her body. She stood there in that soft light, her eyes shining like she was hiding two handfuls of spring water, with a blink of an eye, as if the spring water was going to fall from the sky.

Yulixiao was also a bit discouraged. In his life, even in those difficult days, he had never been discouraged.

He waved his hand weakly and said lightly, "Let's go."

Yu Yan then ran to the door, opened it and ran.

His heart was beating like a drum.

Yulixiao was the most manly man Yu Yan had ever seen. This kind of thought made her feel that he had betrayed the young, his lover. used to want this kind of man. She longed for this kind of heroic man, but unfortunately, he was Yulixiao.

She didn't stop. She ran through the long corridor, over the pond, and then through the pear blossoms, and then into her own little courtyard. She threw herself against the door, threw herself on the couch, tore off his gown, and threw it away with a heavy thud.

Sleep, sleep. When I woke up, I forgot about my ridiculous thoughts.

Go to sleep, sleep well, when you wake up, there will be no more worries …

When people can't protect you, I will protect you with my life!

Nian En had to lie down for seven or eight days before she could finally recover.

Yu Yan had not stepped out of the courtyard for the past seven or eight days, and Yulixiao did not call her either. Besides, the empress dowager had already gotten the records of the medicine, so there was no reaction. Perhaps she believed it?

On the contrary, Yu Yan passed many days of peace and quiet. Every day, she would lie down on the bed and read, one book after the other, without stopping, her eyes hurting as she kept on telling herself that what she wanted was peace and quiet. No favors, no struggles, no losses, no losses, no sorrows, no pain, no pain, no worries … In this way, everything was fine.

The rain had been pouring down since morning, gradually getting heavier. Strings of rain came down from the corners of the house and dripped onto the patio, disturbing everyone from calming their hearts and reading.

She let go of the book, leaned on the window and looked at the rain, and lazily said: "Nian An, go and get something to bite down on."

Nian An sat at the side making her shoes, upon hearing her call, she immediately put down the needle and thread in her hands, and went to the cupboard to take out two porcelain pots that contained pastries for her. Seeing her sullen expression, she asked with concern, "Empress, have you argued with the Prince again?"

"Nope." Yu Yan shook her head and said without any enthusiasm as she turned to look at Nian En. She was cleaning up the house and was sick for a while, her face was yellow and yellow as well.

"Nian An, go take a look and see if there's a bill to accept it." Yu Yan took out a piece of cake, took a bite, and spoke lazily. As the piece of cake entered her throat, she suddenly felt giddy.

"Dizziness." She covered her forehead and leaned back.

"Is it cold?" As I said, don't sit by the window. The rain is cool, and the bones are frozen. " Nian An muttered as she closed the window, and then went to get a blanket to cover her.

Yu Yan hid herself in the blanket and continued reading.

"Look, the Empress …" Prince has spent three nights with Madam Mingyue and Madam Chen Yao, as well as one night with Madam Profound Spirit, you really don't care at all? " Nian An couldn't help but ask her.

"Why should I care?" Yu Yan flipped open a page of the book, and said indifferently.

"Seriously, are you really going to stay in this small yard for the rest of your life?" Nian An became anxious and pushed her arm a few times, "In any case, you have served the Duke, and the title of Prince has not been given to you yet. From now on, if those people give birth to a child and half a woman, how can you even have a place to stand? You always say that I'm being frivolous, but have you ever thought about it? Even if you want to leave, you must have a chance to leave, and even if you leave, you must have a chance to prevent them from finding you … Escape was a serious crime! "You've always taught us not to be afraid, not to be afraid, but what are you actually afraid of?"

Nian An was not completely heartless!

She and Nian En could tell that inside Yu Yan's mind, she had been feeling very weak these past few days. She couldn't even eat, and couldn't sleep at night. In the past, when she married into the palace, she was immediately driven to a courtyard. She only lay there for a day before waking up and began to scheme for a living.

Yu Yan laughed and said softly, "I have improved."

"Empress, you … This is so infuriating! " Nian An stomped her feet, glaring at her.

"The rain is hitting Chu He. It must be very beautiful. Let's go and take a look at the rain." Yu Yan stood up, let Nian En take the umbrella, put on the cape and walked away while holding the umbrella, "Nian En, you rest. Nian An and Ah Lang will accompany me."

Nian En escorted the two to the door, then warned Nian An to be more careful, and then closed the door.

Yu Yan and Nian An each held onto a large umbrella made of ink and paper, and slowly walked to the small bridge.

On the east side of the pond, there was a green lotus, which was swaying in the rain.

She slowly approached the green lotus and leaned over to look at the small fish swimming beneath the leaves.

"Empress." Suddenly, Nian An gently pushed her.

Yu Yan followed her gaze and looked over, only to see Yulixiao's emperor's carriage coming back from the direction of the mansion, it seemed like it was heading towards the next palace. She quickly lowered the umbrella to block her figure and whispered, "Don't look over there. Let's go."

Saying that, he turned around and left.

"Sigh, Empress!" Nian An was anxious, Yu Yan did not give her any chance, what should she do?

In her opinion, how could a woman leave these men in her lifetime? Just like her and Nian En, they had to rely on Yu Yan to marry men! Wasn't Yu Yan acting like a man when she received a bill outside?

But after walking a few steps, Qiu Xuanling's clear voice came from Yulixiao's direction.

Yu Yan pretended not to hear anything just now, but she couldn't help but turn around and look, and immediately said: "Esteemed wangfei, Madam Profound Spirit is chasing us."

Yu Yan could only stop and turn to look at her.

"Why is elder sister ignoring me?" Qiu Xuanling panted heavily as she ran over. Half of her shoulder was completely soaked by the rain, and her eyes were filled with suspicion.

"The rain is too loud, I didn't hear it." Yu Yan laughed, and then quietly looked over her shoulder. Yulixiao's carriage had already left, and did not wait for Qiu Xuanling.

"Oh, big sister, why is it that it's raining so heavily here to watch the fish? The emperor is coming over for lunch later. His Royal Highness wants me to sing a song for the fun of it, so he wants me to come over as well. " Qiu Xuanling pulled her finger, chattering away.

"I'm not going. Just say that I'm dizzy and I'm not feeling well." Yu Yan shook her head and said gently.

"This won't do, I finally managed to convince the king. You've been angry for so long, make peace with the king." Qiu Xuanling immediately shook his head and pulled her away.

"What?" Yu Yan looked at her in shock.

"Big sister advised the prince to come visit me, of course, I would also advise the prince to look at big sister. Everyone in the mansion knows that big sister loves to quarrel with the prince the most, and whenever the prince gets angry, it's already over. How much do you like big sister? If it was us, we would have already …" She turned her head and made a gesture of cutting her throat, then retracted her head and smiled. "Kacha."

"Miss Yu Yan."

The two of them turned their heads, and saw that Sulanqi and Yu Tianqi was standing there. Sulanqi had cupped her fists towards her, but Yu Tianqi was only staring at her with his lips pursed tightly, his gaze blazing hot.

Yu Yan saluted and turned to leave.

"Hey, elder sister, if you don't go, the prince will be angry again." Qiu Xuanling immediately pulled her back, and said softly: "I won't lose a piece of meat if I go, since it's my song, sit and listen, we'll come back together later."

"What, leaving after seeing Zhen?" At this time, Yu Tianqi walked over slowly. The guard hurriedly stepped forward with his umbrella in front of him.